myOtaku.com: silverdaydreamer

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Gender
• Female
Location
• somewhere
Member Since
• 2004-11-03
Occupation
• poet/student
Real Name
• Kristie

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• ...lol forgot XDD
Favorite Anime
• inuyasha, DN Angel, Full moon, Princess Ai, Pita ten, full metal alchemist, n others
Hobbies
• poetry, making graphics, talking lol, chatting online, n...stuff lol
Talents
• i have talents? o.O

myOtaku.com: silverdaydreamer

Wednesday, November 3, 2004

hey i guess i'm new, but i guess not too.

well you see i'm new. but by username. i'm really skylark2761. i can't get my password. i don't know what happened. oh well. i've been okay for awhile. my computer got a spyware and LOTS of it too. UGH! i couldn't go online first and then my dad got in the shop. now its okay and i am too. for the same amount of time i've been feeling well sad, depressed, and all of the above. and i worte poems. to me thats great cuase i can unlock my creativity. but its all dark and sad. but i guess thats cool too. so heres one of em'

the poems called 'is it a another fantasy?'

My life is living shadow, its like hell without anything to burn
there is no real place to stay, my friends try to come near me
but i say get the fu** away! they look at me in shock
they see the tears in my eyes, they hear the echoing
sadness, anger, and depression, they know that i'm not alright
i've been trying hard to hide, but there is no point now
they know y true secret and now i want to burn to the ground
i feel no need to live, that i'm a waste of time
and i have no home, my family doesn't care
they don't know the real me and i see you standing there telling me
that i should be, that they know what i'm going threw
that they are the same as me
and i find myself smiling, being happy for once
but is this real?
or another fantasy like all the rest? but if it is this fantasy is the best.

Comments (1)

« Home

Anime | How to Draw Anime | Anime Wallpapers

Top of Page