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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

   HIYA!! SHOOT i have to work on my mom's laptop! UGH!

okay to explain my feelings in this so it is not as boring here no its not a poem but i promise to make one no matter what. well its kinda a poem. not matter how any times i try i can't help but ryhme a little. well here

I tried to get it to work. Is my this to get me hurt? Does my sadness please others? even though my sadness bothers. I want to know why. Everytime i try, I don't get what I want. It's so unfair. i can't get it out of my hair! it haunts me. does it want me? I don't know anymore. I don't care anymore. Just make it go away. I don't want to play. Why is it here? It can feel my fear. My worries and crushed dream. Or so it would seem. I cross my fingers and close my eyes. Hoping for goodness by this other try. Maybe it will work. Maybe I wont get hurt. But it didn't. It didn't show up. It began to corrupt. So now it will never work. And now I'm hurt. But no matter how many times. I don't cry. they don't threaten. They don't plead. They aren't sad. It's like I can't see me. In the mirror's glass. It is like I'm not there. And you know what? Now I don't care

So thats my story. UGH! I don't want to talk about it at all! GGRR! jeez i don't know what to feel. *sighs* well i wanna thank the people who pmed me. You guys really made my day. ^-^ Well nothing much besides that. Except I went to borders!! YEAH! i only got two things but i loved them!! they were Chobits! YEAH!!!!! that helped me feel better too. ^_^ for some reason the story it has A city with ho people. I feel as if it is the most normal thing in the world. I felt no sadness, depressed, anything i liked it alot. kinda weird really. well i will seeya everyone later! oh and here right now i'll make my poem

I felt it in the dark
It's follwing my heart
Why is it after me?
Does it not see?
I am no girl to follow
There is no reason to wallow
In the shadows oh my "home"
Because I know I'm alone
No matter what, I always am
I never found a soul or clan
It seems you won't come out
I can't tell where your about
In the shadows of my room?
Where I cause my wound
It's where my blood rains
You can see all the stains
Why do you fallow me?
Of all people you see
The girl who doesn't wish to be


okay that was kinda last minute and maybe long. I get carried away. I once wrote a poem on micro soft that was 2 pages long! ehehe well i hope you guys are doing well. i'll seeya guys! REMEMBER TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK or GIVE ME A HUGG! BYE *waves* ^_^

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