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Friday, February 11, 2005


   hiyaz...and I guess byez...

oh yeah...I'm locked out of my room!!!!! They locked me out when I woke up. I was way too tired to really do anyhing...but I almost killed her...almost. I was right at her neck! RIGHT THERE!!! AND NICOLE JUST HAD TO COME AND STOP ME! well to make things worse my ocmputer keeps freezin everytime i try to go online. and I never did anything! god that computer has something wrong in it. My dad said he isn't going to take it in and if he can't get it fixed...no more aol. OMFG!!!! And another thing...I can't post that much anymore...

Nicole: ahem...what else

me: I can't go on for the next three weeks! AN ONLINE AT ALL!!! I CAN't POST FOR THE NEXT THREE WEEKS!!!!!!!!...don't ask...don't ask...WAAH I DON'T WANT TO SAY GOODBYE!!!!!!!!! *huggs* I'LL MISS YOU ALL SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!!!

cuz: your not gonna tell them bout-

me: no

cuz: but its so swerious

me: no *walks away*

Nicole: fine I'll say...Kristie doesn't want to say because...ummm

cuz: she got blood all on her sheets.

Nicole: uhh yeah she did...lets just say she took her...excima to a higher level...

cuz: she took the knife and-*Nicole shuts lil cuz's mouth and nods*

Nicole: well yeah I think you get the idea...she is addicted to it and...well sometimes she just doesn't stop...even when she wants too...we don't really know how to stop her...we don't even know how she started really...well we will try to post on what is happening while Kristie is busy...bye everyone...

cuz: bye bye *waves*

POEM TITLE: Leaving...for good?

When you see a friend in a crowd
And you say hi to them really loud
And they don't hear your voice
Do you think you have a choice?
To go over and say it to their face
To get across this crowded place
Or leave and act like you did nothing
Though in your mind it was surely something
Would you leave...for good?
Though its not something you should
Maybe your can't choose
Maybe you already loose
You can't go back to your friend
And you feel like it's the end
How far would you go?
How much pain would you show?
Would it only show once, maybe twice
You know what ur doin isn't so nice
You could have liked what you did
Maybe it was a way to pay your bid
The bid to your soul and it was the only way
But maybe the other pay to ur soul, wasn't to stay
Maybe leaving...was the only way
So are you doing this for good?
Are you sure you should?
Even if you could come back you would?
Maybe I don't know I'm not you
But tell me is it really true
That your leaving...for good?

~Nicole~ Kristie wrote it last night I guess...we found it...with blood stains...on her bed...

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