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Sunday, September 11, 2005
yesterday was such a bad day!!!!
well, first of all, i didnt update on friday cuz i went to the high skool football game, we lost by the way, and yesterday i went to the tomatofest, and me and erica did volunteer work(aka-picked up trash). ashley and nikki were there, but they left before we could all really do anything together, cuz i guess they were going to toms(nikkis moms boyfriend's house). i was kinda pissed about that, because shes only known ashley for a year(nothing against ashley) and shes known me since kindergarten, and i havent been invited over there once. and im the only one who hasnt, ericas been over there 3 times. i feel like i dont even belong in her life anymore, shes always talking about all of her friends, and her boyfriend, that all live near tom, and ive never met b4. i feel left out of everything. and the day got even worse when i got home and my parents were yelling and screaming, and talking about calling lawyers to get a divorce!! they havent actually done it yet, but they've talked about it b4, and there always fighting. that scares me so much. so i ran upstairs to go online. once i got upstairs, between all the things that had happened, i just started crying, and couldnt stop. i hardly ever cry, so once i started to, i just couldnt stop. then once i was online, nikki started talkin to me, so i asked her if i could ask her a question if she wouldnt freak out. and she said she wouldnt freak out. then i asked her y shes never invited me over to toms, and of course, she did freak out. she kept on trying to tell me that she had invited me over b4, but i hadnt been able to come. shes never invited me over, shes never asked if i could. shes talked about having me over, but shes never actually gone so far as to actually ask. so now shes mad at me, and i dont know what to do, cuz i dont remember ever fighting with her b4, ever. and i dont know y, but her bf tim kept on telling me that he couldnt talk to me and erica online cuz nikki didnt want him to, its not like im gonna steal him from her!! ive never met the guy b4! god i hate this, i dont wanna be mad at nikki, i dont want her to be mad at me! shes one of my best friends! this sucks! heres a pic of kyo, cuz mew mew tangerine asked for it. hope u like it. i just want this life to end...
FRUITS BASKET
ENJOY!
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