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myOtaku.com: silverdragongirl
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Sunday, September 3, 2006
heyy^^ srry i havent posted in so long, i was gunna post yesterday and earlier today, but myotaku has been down!(prolly already knew) geez, its getting annoying.
anyways, wow, i havent posted since tuesday. wednesday i found out i made varsity tennis! yay. then on thursday i had my first match, which we lost, but we've never won against that team. anyways, then on friday someone had already challenged me and my doubles partner, liz, for our varsity spot...grrr, i hate bryanne...we are so much better than bryanne and kara, but we lost the first stupid game and liz lost it mentally. she just kept on thinking that we were gunna lose and there was no way we could win, and she ended up forfieting b4 the second set was even over. i was soo pissed. i wanted that spot so bad, and i tried my hardest even tho she wasnt...everytime i tried to encourage her and make her stop acting like that she just laughed and said it was a waste of her time...ugh, more like a waste of my time! i was wasting my time and energy on something that wasnt gunna happen no matter how much i wanted it, becuase it was a team effort and my teammate wasnt doing crap. srry, it sounds like im just angrily ranting on....but i really did want to be on varsity..it took everything in me to not start crying when my coach took me aside to talk about it. she decided Liz wasnt cut out for doubles cuz she takes everything so personally when she has to play for positions, and coach didnt want me to get discourage just cuz she couldnt handle it...but now i hafta play singles, and theres no way im gunna make varsity this year...it sucks, right when i got in the car i started crying...but i had to go to darkheart13 and ericas v-ball game, so i went in the bathroom really quick when i got there and cried my eyes out for about 3 minutes...i looked horrible, u could tell i had been crying but there was nothing i could do about it...i just wished it had all been a dream. that was one of the worst days i can remember in a while...i know worse things coulda happened, but i wanted that so badly with my whole heart and soul, it hurt emotionally and physically just knowing i had had it and lost it like that...it just sucked.
later on in the day i hung out with erica and darkheart13, and scott. it was fun!
anyways, yesterday i had practice. we were supposed to have a picnic afterwards, but since it started raining half way through practice we had it early under the overhanging near the high school. it was a lot of fun, we had food and played the name game. got to know each other.
then later on around 11:30am i went to my moms skool where she teaches to help her...not fun! 5hrs of bulliten boards and decorating...ugh! and i didnt even finish, i had to come in today for about 3 hrs, and im prolly gunna end up coming in on monday and tuesday too! what a way to spend my last few days of vacation..but i did get to see darkheart13, erica, and mike when i was there today because darkheart13's mom was painting stuff on the walls there... we had fun, darkheart and erica totured mike^_^ but not too badly!
anyways, my weeks been ok besides the tennis thing, that was horrible...but i already rambled on about that, so ill shut up now.
ttyl, byebye!
what is ur dream vacation?
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