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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
i dont want to fall to pieces
So. I lost a friend on a trip that was supposed to make it all better.
But as it seems.
People change too much
and sometimes
patience doesn't help much
and the worst was
she was my best friend
almost a sister
but.
she's never kept a promise
never truly apologized
and she was the cause of my first cuts
and she will be the cause of my last cuts
and I don't know what to do anymore
because.
I'm no good at talking to people
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Thursday, March 9, 2006
i needed somewhere to hang my head..without your noose
Heyyy.
A while without update, but it's been like that in my other journals, as well, so don't feel too bad. Umm..what's new?
Nothing here, really..my imaginary buddy only appears only so often, and it's weird, cause he's been my imaginary buddy for a few months now, and I rely heavily on him...just because everyone needs a security blanket :)
Umm..I changed the sheets of my bed because mine are going to the guest bed. Because the guet bed is my bed, and I sleep on the mat. But I can sleep on top of my comic books, so yay!
I am thinking I want to watch Neon Genesis again, because I love that series. Especially that next to last episode. Although that's probably half because I'm a BL lover xD Which reminds me..I need to scan a few pictures. Or sketch a little.
Umm..I've nearly transferred all my old picturesness from the other computer, so I should be getting something done, eventually. Haha, my computer space right now makes me look like some crazed messy person. Not that that's not true, but I've got floppies and cds scattered everywhere, candy wrappers, random computer cables, and a couple mice that I don't use. ARg. Another area of my half-room that I have to clean T_T
I have relatives coming over tomorrow, so um..Don't expect too many updates for the next few weeks.
Listening to:: Aerials -- SoaD
Currently:: waiting
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Monday, March 6, 2006
hope dangles on a string
Umm. Today was weird. I had the strangest feeling in biology, but I guess I don't want to rant about it, because I'm sure it's gonna happen again sometime and yeah.
I am thinking..I depend on my imaginary buddy a little too much.
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Sunday, March 5, 2006
pray myself we don't forget
Haha, strike of the insomnia comes again.
I'm not in the least tired, but I'm going of out town soon. Maybe.
Gosh, I wonder. If my imaginary buddy might visit me today, because he's cool and can come whenever he wants xD
My room's kinda of clean. I need to replace one of the sockets on the wall, though, because it's dangerous that all the plugs keep halfway falling out plus al lthe crap I'm piled on top and around it. So um..major electrical and flammable things riskyness. Ouch.
I inked a drawing! I inked a drawing! Will have to scan on another computer and photoshop it..because despite inking 30 or so drawings, my hand's only gotten a little bitty steadier. All my lines are uber shaky, and it's easy to tell T_T But with a nice gaussian blur and some basic color, it should look nice, I am thinking. Wait a few weeks and I'll upload it ^_^;
Um..besides that, nothing new, as always. Isn't it freaking amazing how much I can update out of nothing? Jeez.
Listening to:: Rise -- Yoko Kanno
Mood:: Apathetic
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Friday, March 3, 2006
a perfect blueprint, open your eyes
Heeeey.
So, I got locked out of my house today xDD My mom assumed I had my house key when she left the house because the last time she left a key taped on the door for me, I went off on how she doesn't trust me to have my key, so I was locked out of my house because she trusted me today. What happened? I get locked out, used a neighbor's phone twice, and I walked down to Amber's house and back, because I needed to pee, and sadly, she was not home xD Oh, the dangers of ranting to parents about how they don't trust you xDD
And today was okay. We rememorized some stuff in Geometry, and Mrs. Ortega randomly broke out in a mini-conversation with me in spanish. So I told mom about it later int he afternoon and she's like, what did you say? So I told her and she was like, well apparently you trust her because you used the 'te' pronoun instead of 'le'. Naturally, I've only talked within the family in spanish, so I wouldn't know those technical things, and she's like, "That's what you get for not speaking in spanish enough at home" xD And my sister got her physical to join the track team at her school. She told me about the whole thing, and told me that when they went to grocery stores, James was randomly counting in spanish from one to five. How, no one knows, because no one taught him, and he can barely say them in the righ torder in english. How ironic.
Umm. I'm working on icons. But as I'm on the computer that's almost still completely blank, I've got like no fonts, or MS office, even, so it might be a while xD Unless you all are expecting cool icons made of random visuals and times new roman text? Psshhhfft. And I'm trying to think of picture themes, even though I've recently had a drawing-downfall, and everything has gone horrible xDD
Listening to:: Transformer -- Seabound
Is currently:: playing with codes
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Saturday, February 25, 2006
watch out you little dweller, we're here to invade your nest
This background's..a little tantalizing. I guess I should use that as in incentive to scan something, maybe. And color, if I motivate myself enough to ^_^
I finally watched War of the Worlds. I suppose it wasn't horrible, but the ending could have use a little bit of working. Just a tad, though.
And..wow, it's early. Back to doing whatever I was doing before this. Again, such a short entry, but it's a Saturday and I'm not willing to dispose of any knowledge of my laziness today xD
Watching:: Antz
Listening to:: Teasing to Please -- Cute Is What We Aim For
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Oh, jeez, I shouldn't keep this many journals. I just went off on a fifteen-minute rant on another journal and I'm tired. >.>
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Haha, shit. I just updated this thing and the entry's gone.
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
keeping it cool because hell's constantly expanding
Haha, Coca-Cola is love.
And I'm sorry for all you aznxdrpepper shippers out there, Coke's the best xDDD
I think My spectacular can of coca cola totally made my valentine's day better ♥
Mmmmmm.
Crazy Sunshine by the pillows is a REALLY good song.
I'd suggest anyone who hasn't heard it to listen to it.
LOUD AND CLEAR.
Only.
This caffeine is keeping me a little hyper.
Because mood swings are love/hate for us estrogen girls. And just plain weird for testosterone boys xD
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Hey, did you get some?
Happy Valentine's Day, sweethearts.
I was feeling a little emo last night, and I am again. Gosh, I'm such a dork sometimes.
And for fun, I actually did style my hair all emo-like this morning, just because emo bangs are love. Too bad it was gone by the time the bus route finished....
You know what's depressing?
When all around you, you see every girl walking around with flowers or teddybears, or someone wrapped around them.
And then, there's you.
But then again, I'm just feeling a little self-pitiful, it's a little healthy, right?
I did have some semi-valentines, though, although, like they can't qualify as real valentines..And I set a couple up together today..But that doesn't quite make it any better, I guess.
I wore my pin for a reason today...
But why's a secret.
Because only my imaginary friend knows.
And he's not here to tell anyone.
It was kinda sweet, though, seeing everyone together. And one of my friends wanted to set me up again..but the first time that happened, I regretted that a little. Okay, a lot.
So, I'm one of those love-cynics. Not quite, but I think it's gonna be tough enough to find when I have like..zero social skills xD
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Now I want to go curl up in a coner with something sharp ¢¾
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Then, I think..I'm going to go off a write a little.
Listening to:: Hands Down -- Dashboard Confessional
Mood:: Depressed
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