Thursday, June 15, 2006

you can't avoid static abuse
An update! Only because I got out of my room >.<
So um. I went out of town. Got myself a nice shotglass from an aquarium, and it was really weird there, b/c a dude helping people get admission tickets was amazingly like Johnny Depp's portrayal of Willy Wonka. No shit. Talked like it, stood like it, even his facial features were a little reminiscent of Willy Wonka, except a much warmer skin tone and curly tan hair. But he did kinda look like a doll or something.[haha, yeah I scrutinize dudes a lot]. Too bad I didn't get a photo, though, he was gone before I could get my camera out xDDD

Also got a new comforter, king size [despite my bed being a twin >.<]. But it had bunnies! And it was silk! And it was so cute. But I felt bad getting something that I didn't need for 25 bucks, so I had this huge spat with my parents and sister about getting/not getting it. So yeah, I felt really guilty after dad not-so-secretly paid for it and I went into an emo breakdown, which my sister teased me for. Because I was gonna buy it myself so that I wouldn't feel guilty about someone getting something for me [yeah, it's a feeling of dependence that I fear] and yeah. I didn't realize that I was this insecure about people buying stuff for me, but I guess it's natural since I refuse anyone even getting me an ice cream before, right? Anyway.

I'm trying to get a favorite animal. Seeing as I have several second favorites, I started looking around, and so far I'm down to the Clouded Apollo, a greyish butterfly with spots. Kinda pretty, though. I like butterflies lately. I suppose I should go to some store and get some butterfly earrings because the wings of my current ones have broken off and they looks kinda funny. /Yeah.

Updates will continue to be sparse, though. Next few weeks will be busy, say 2-3 weeks with no or little update. Sorry for that.

And. I have to make a new layout before I leave again. I'll most definently tell when I've put a new one up. x3

Listening to: Monsters -- The Automatic
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