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Vitals

Birthday
• 1989-09-04
Gender
• Female
Location
• California/Nevada
Member Since
• 2004-04-27
Occupation
• Procrastinator
Real Name
• Ally

Personal

Achievements
• I've put twenty-five gigantic grapes into my mouth and still said chubby bunny.
Anime Fan Since
• Since Sailor Moon hit the US
Favorite Anime
• Inuyasha...among others
Goals
• To make it through high school...sooo hard eh?
Hobbies
• Crushing fruit with different sized hammers
Talents
• I can squeal in a high pitched squeaky voice. Most of the time for Riku or Sesshy.

myOtaku.com: SimplyJust

Saturday, July 3, 2004

It's official
Well, in three days, my mom is moving to Las Vegas. And I get to see her less than I normally do. I cried so much today that my eyes hurt. I hate her for doing this to me. To my siblings. Exspecially my younger sister. She's only 7. I'm not sure what's gonna happen to her if she isn't around my mom all the time. I'm worried that she'll grow up to be a messed up kid. Or even suicidal. I dunno, I've thought about killing myself once or twice cause my parents were spliting up. But I'm over that. Yet for my sister. She was born when my parents started fighting. She might blame herself and I'm worried that since my mom's not gonna be there to help her through that like she did with me, then maybe she'll go through with what I couldn't.

I dunno, it all sounds like a soap opera to me. But truth is reality I suppose. ok, that made no sense whatsoever, but I'm trying to use confusion to clear up my thoughts. See what I mean? Anyways, she's dragging me to Las Vegas to meet the dude she's fucking over there. Which I don't want to, but she's makeing me. AND I have to celebrate his birthday. Uggg...I can't handle this. Thank god she's not making me move out there with her. Though she wants me too. But I can't handle moving to another school. I just got used to switching to my High School. I'll die if I have to go through another new school experiance. Me and my adult phobia. Stupid adults. I hope I die at age twenty-one in a tragic car aciddent so I don't have to live such a pathetic life. Seems kind of selfish I know, and I may be taking the easy way out, but at least it was the car that killed me and not a razor blade.
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