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Wednesday, September 8, 2004
 AAAAAAHHHHH SCHOOL!!!!
Today I started school, OMG! It was okay, I have Mr.Puleo which is pretty cool because he's really funny! I hate school though, it sucks! DAMN YOU UNIFORMS!!! Blagh! Oh well, at least I know that when I have a bad day at school or what ever, that I have Jay to come home to, and all of you like 50cent, Vicious 2, GthaloPlayer, Shonenmaster, *Kamiya*!!! Shippodude123, Carrie, Takeda, Noata, (sorry if i spelled it wrong) Anime Bluegirl, Sura Chan, SkaterPunk...something, I can never remember skaters name!!! NEVER!!! Also Shadow kills all, or Ian! :P Also ummmmmmm, EVERYONE ELSE!!!!! ^__^ Do you see what school does to you? It rots your brain!!! And they say school helps you? HAHA! What a laugh! Well, I gonna go and wait for everyone to come home! XD I love you Lord Raizen MORE!!! HAHAHAAHAHAHAAA!!!
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Wednesday, September 1, 2004
 AWE CRAP!!!
Dawn you asshole, I’m in such a messed up mood already! I don’t need you barging in and making it worse, and since your one of these jackasses’ who doesn’t like Jay, you can go screw yourself! God you’re so annoying! STOP
BOTHERING ME YOU JERK!!! GTHaloPlayer, ShippoDude123, you can have your fun with him, and make it hurtful! Oh, and I want to thank three special people because these three people have been helping me with Jay, GTHaloPlayer, my number one healer, his words are so sweet and pure and perfect and wonderful and he’s just my best friend!!!! ShippoDude123, another perfect angel whose come into my life, his poems are so beautiful and touching how can you NOT fall in love with them?! And then last but defiantly not least, CHAD!!!! MY FAVORITE BIG BROHTER!!! I wanna thank him for being a super awesome big brother, and for letting me know that Jay is okay, but I’m still going to be a bitch to all you idiots who don’t like Jay, UNTIL I hear from Jay, until then you better not get near me!!! (Only some of you. ^__^)
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Sunday, August 29, 2004
 GOD JAY!!!!
Where the fuck are you Jay?!?! I'm worried sick about you where in God's name are you?!?!? Please, please just tell me that your okay...please...
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Oh God where are you Jay???
I had this horrible dream last night…I dreamt that there was a huge Anime Convention and everyone who has joined the Otaku were there, and everyone had there Otaku name printed on the back of their shirt or jacket or whatever, so I went off looking for Jay, and when I found him he was beautiful, his hair, his face, his smile…everything was so perfect…and then I dreamt that Dawn was there and Carrie and Malkav and the others all chatting, Dawn then went up to Jay and they started fighting Jay stabbed Dawn in the chest and slit his throat, when Dawn went down Carrie ran out screaming, and got Vicious 2 and BeccaBaby and then Vicious 2 shot Jay and killed him…now I can’t sleep what if Vicious 2 DID kill Jay, is that why Jay won’t answer me??? Is Jay all right? Oh God please let me hear from my baby, I miss him so much please let him be okay…if any of you guys here has laid a finger on him, I’ll find you and KILL YOU!! I don’t care if it’s 50 or Vicious 2 or even Kamiya, if you touched him I’ll get my revenge on you…please let him be okay…
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 Thank you.
I'm feeling much better now, I'm smiling and laughing and I can even feel my heart skip when I hear from you guys, thank you all, you really know how to cheer a tourtued soul up, and after nagging on 50 and skater, I'm sorry you both, to 50 I guess I suck at being a baby sis, and to skater I guess I suck at being a friend. But Then I have GTHaloPlayer and ShippoDude123 who for the past I guess 2-3 weeks have been bringing me joy!And Vicious 2 has been brinign me joy and happiness as well with his words, he's a great big bro! And Shonenmaster always protecting me and making me smile, he's awesome! I now know that 50 does love me, and that makes me even happier! Carrie is even growing a heart, thanks you guys, I just hope that I'll be able to love completley really soon...Thanks again...
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Monday, August 23, 2004
A super special thanks you to my big brother Shonenmaster!
 I made a horrible mistake by not mentioning my big brother Shonenmaster in my thank you list, so to repay my big brother who’s helped me through bad, sad, happy, horrid, frightful, dreadful, and miserable times, I have made this poem for him, I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me big brother, I’m sorry…
~My brother, my angel~
My brother, how you always protect me,
How you always know how to make me,
Smile with brightness with every wink,
With every smile and thought you think,
You hold me in your arms,
To protect me so,
Your embrace so warm,
Don’t ever let go,
You’d die for me; you’d take my pain,
You’d cover me from all the rain,
In your loving embrace I feel so safe,
My breath away is what you take,
You protect me from men both day and night,
And keep me safe with your power and might,
My loving brother how I love you so,
In my heart you shall stay you know,
I’d never forget you not for one second,
My life without you would be so beckoned,
With grief and sadness and depression, Please find it in your heart to forgive me for my stupidity,
And to find it in your heart to love me,
I was stupid to forget you how dumb I was indeed,
I could understand if you don’t live me,
I’m sorry for forgetting and for hurting you so,
I don’t know what to say I just don’t know,
All I can say is I’m sorry to you,
Big brother what I say is so true,
My brother my angel oh how I love you...
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Sunday, August 22, 2004
A thank you letter and list....
 I want to thank these wonderful people for being...well, wonderful people and great friends, brothers, and sisters! Here is the boy's list...
BOYS:
Lord Raizen
GTHaloPLayer
Shippodude123
Vicious 2
Bloodscar
And the girls:
KamiyaUsagi
Yotama
Sakura 01
Saru Chan
sweetshnara1
Tae
These people spilled their HEARTS out to me, giving me advice, and letting me know that I AM strong, and that I CAN fight my own battles, and thats it's NOT wrong to hit a guy, (if they do sumthin stupid) And thanks to them, I feel sooooo much better about myself, I feel stronger and better and more selfconfident! Thank you all, I love you all so very much! Thank you all!!!
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Friday, August 20, 2004
 Oooohhhh Dawn, you asked for it...
That’s so freaking it!!! Carrie's brother Dawn has gotten the betting of a freaking lifetime, no more from him, I'm sick of his bullshit! You know what Carrie? I love you with all my heart, and you know that, but your brother asked for this, I’m sorry, but it had to be done, and I’m sorry Jay sweetie, but I had to do this, this time, you can have him next time, now I know I have been doing the conversation post thingy a lot, but it’s the only way I can go ahead and show you guys what happened, I can’t go ahead and video tape this crap, find how to put it on my site, and show it to you. It’s just not gonna happen, and I was in such a wonderful mood to, I had fun, I made like, $185 and I even got to see some old friends, but your brother Carrie truly asked for this, so I’m sorry if you hate me, but it had to be done, so once again people, this is what happened…
Natasha: Happy Birthday Carrie!
Carrie: Oh my God, thank you Nati, you’re so sweet.
Natasha: Today your 14, how does it fell?
Carrie: Bad…
Natasha: Bad?
Carrie: Yeah, I just had a discharge…
Natasha: Haha, your so funny, you know that?
Carrie: Ready for the party?
Natasha: Almost, I got to go apologize to GTHaloPlayer for getting off so early last night.
Carrie: Can you do that for me too?
Natasha: No problem, *goes to computer and chats with GTHaloPlayer*
Carrie: I’m going to go talk to my…friend online, you mind?
Natasha: Go right ahead.
Carrie: *Goes upstairs and chats with her friend*
Carrie: The party is going to begin, come on, and bring your laptop!
Natasha: Okay, let’s go.
Both: *goes to party*
Natasha: This is fun!
Carrie: Okay everyone, put your money together, we have to make $100.
Everyone: *pulls out his or her money*
Carrie: Okay, ready? STRIPPING SPREE!!!!!
Everyone: WOOOHOOOO!!!!
Carrie: *goes first*
Natasha: *Goes last*
Dawn: And the winner of $100 is…Natasha!!!
Natasha: Yay! I won!!!
Everyone else: *Leaves room*
Carrie: I’ll be right back Nati! *Leaves*
Dawn: Here you go Nati, your prize, and this. *Gives me the money and a $20 bill*
Natasha: Hey, what’s with the extra 20?
Dawn: How about a private session, no one else, just you and me…and a nice little cozy room?
Natasha: No, and I’m not going to no matter what, I already explained to you that I have a boyfriend, I don’t care if he’s in Oklahoma, I don’t care if he’s part Mexican, I don’t care if I’ve never seen him before, I don’t care if he doesn’t know what I’m doing right now, and I’m happy with him! You got that!
Dawn: Yeah, but look, I won’t make you take off ALL of your clothes, just enough for me to see some skin, you know what I mean?
Natasha: Fuck you, and no, stop trying to have me…you never will…
Dawn: *gabs my wrist tightly*
Natasha: Ouch! Let go Dawn, I’m not playing.
Dawn: No, not until you explain why you won’t have me!
Natasha: You want to know why? Because I despise you! I hate every little thing about you; I hate the way you talk, the way you think, the way you dress, THE-WAY-YOU-
ACT!!! So let go of me, or I’ll call the others!
Dawn: *pulls me into the other room and pushes me on the bed* I’m sick of the fact that you like some fucker you’ve never even seen before, instead of me, so if I can’t make you want me, I’ll force you!
Natasha: *Grabs the bat and whacks him with it* Fuck you, I’m sick of your fucking bullshit Dawn! *Begins to beat him violently* First, you want to kiss me, then date me, then make me strip for you, and now rape me? You sicko you! *Continues to beat him* and you know what Dawn? Get a fucking life; you’re not a vampire! You’re a fucking human who thinks he’s a vampire because he’s seen Underworld to many fucking times! *Kicks his stomach* your sick and I’m tired of it! I don’t give a crap if you tell Carrie; go ahead, because you just let the Crazy Psycho Carnie Bitch out! And she’s not to fucking happy!!! When I get Lionel and Chris and Leslie and Mai and Ferny and Mike and the others over here, you’ll wish you hadn’t even thought of touching me! *Punches him in the face and leaves* I swear Dawn…I swear…I’ll get you for real someday…
Well, that’s about it, I hate your brother Carrie, but I still love you, and I’m sorry Jay that I didn’t go ahead and did your job…but he fucking asked for it…thanks for your support everyone, I’ve now cracked…please allow me some time, (like 3 hours) to “put myself back together.” Thank you.
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Wednesday, August 18, 2004
 These things happen...I think...
Well I'm feeling sort of better, I really miss talking to Jay...it's addictive!!! His voice is just so perfect and sweet, and it just makes you want to melt...*drool* I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL I SEE HIM IN PERSON!!!! Ah, this is what I mean, I love it here, it makes me feel so wonderful and so happy, and I have all of you guys to thank, I'll be making the list of thankies later...^__^ But first, I'm going to sleep for another hour! I didn't go to sleep until 5:00am, and it'a almost 11:00 which means I only got...I dont' know how many hours of sleep I got!!! >< But Jay if you see this, PM me, and HAPPY UPCOMING BIRTHDAY CARRIE!!! You know I'll be at your party, and I'll be doing a surprise thingy for ya! AND YOU CAN'T SAY THAT I NEVER DID ANYTHING FUN AFTER I DO IT!!!!!! Okay? Well, I better get going, I'm super tired...I love you Lord Raizen
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004
God damn it! *tears* Thats it, no more, no more for me! MAKE IT STOP PLEASE MAKE IT STOP!!!!
Thats it, I have fucking had it up to here with these men, with their fucking touching and dirty talk and always aiming for my fucking ass! I'm sick of guys aalways aiming to touch me, and calling me sexy and when their calling me that they aim for my chest. *Sniffs* IU wish I had just ONE person from myO to fucking protect me, God please I don't even wear tight cloths! I don't wear make-up, I don't wear tight cloths, I don't even look the slightest bit like a whore or sexy, and yet all this attention is fucking drowing itself on me! I wish I had Jay with me, or Vicious2, or Shonenmaster, or Dark Lord Hiei...I wish they were here, just to fucking take care of these jerks! I'm sick of it! I'm sick of them all! I'm so pissed and yet I feel so violated,(SP) I'm sick of it all! God make them stop please! Make them go for the girl next to me with the silocon (SP) boobs or the huger ass, or the pressed up doll faced one!!! JUST NOT ME!!! I look innocent and they look like sluts, and they all go after me!!!! Why God? Why me...I really need a hug...I'm in such a horrid mood right now...my heart feels so horrible right now...God make them all just go away...*goes in bed and pets Pussie* Oh, Pussie is my cat...she's the only one here who I can tell...I wish I had someone with me....
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