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Thursday, October 6, 2005
About my friends...
Well, I have some new friends from my high school, Monsignor Scanlan, you know, now that I have more friends, and work and shit, I have to deprive myself of you guys. I'm sorry. ;-; Not like anyone remembers me anyways though. XD
Well, back to my post about my friends, you see, I was raped by some little fucker named Stephen, who was my "friend" before all this happened, and what do you know, after getting all pissy with me and shit, he threatens to come get me at school, because he supposedly knows where it is...
Well, I was of course, "pissing my pants" scared, I didn't know what to do, so, I called one of my friends, Daniel, who's a Sophomore, he told me not to worry, the next day at school, I told David, my other best friend, who's friends with Daniel as well.
After that, they decided to jump him when they saw him after school, they got their friends to join, and before you know it, there was gonna be a fight.
After school, I was about to crack, every car looked like Stephen's, and at one point, I could have SWORN I saw him! I was so scared I was crying in my friend Spencer’s arms, it was a little embarrassing, but God shitting damnit, I was scared of dieing, or getting hurt!
But, as you would guess, my friends Daniel and David decided to walk me home, in fact, another Daniel, and another guy, (I forgot his name, but he’s the coolest guy you’ll ever meet) walked with us, I felt a little loved at that point, because to be honest, I only know Daniel and David through Daren, or as he calls himself, Jay. And well, I’ve really only talked to them before this event…maybe twice. But to think…they’re such good people…they’d protect a girl they barley know…
Stephen never showed up, and I wouldn’t of cared if he did or didn’t, because that day…two days ago…my friends showed me the best time of my life, they turned my day of panic into my day of laughter, I wouldn’t of cared if I was mutilated by Stephen afterwards, just hanging out with my friends, was enough to show me that God damn I’m lucky. I even caught up with Jay, he walked me the rest of the way home.
I did something stupid though yesterday, David hurt my ankle, and Daniel accidentally got glass in the other, and Jay hit my nose, and cut my arm twice, and…well, I was just “beat up” yesterday. ^__^ But…thing was, I got REAL pissed about it, and I wouldn’t talk to anyone, and gave them dirty looks, and…I did promise to cut them if they touched me…I shouldn’t have, especially to David, when that morning, he smiled and told me cheerfully to put a smile on…I guess they really did care…DID. ;-;
But, maybe one day, I’ll gain their love back, until then I’m pretty much kind of depressed about it, because they were my best friends. But this is a shout out to you guys, something I should have actually said instead of “go fuck yourselves!”
Daniel, David, Shelly, Daniel, Daren, I’m sorry, for everything that happened yesterday, and the day before that, I shouldn’t have yelled, and I defiantly shouldn’t have gone bitch…although it’s fun in certain occasions- coughliketehinternetscough- But, I really am sorry, your like my brothers and sister. And…thank you, for protecting this little bitch, although, maybe I did deserve those beatings and rapes, like…punishment for these past two days. So don’t kill Stephen for the rapes and beatings and fights and a few stabs here and there, think of them as payback for being so cruel to you, it’s the least I can endure for you.
I love you guys…
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