Wednesday, September 8, 2004

   Awwwwwwwwwwww, I miss you baby!!!
I'm back home! I don't live in New York, I do live there in the summer! With Sinny, but now I miss her so much, I mean, she's my baby, and no I can't see her anymore! WAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! *sobs* And Dawn is sobbing because he said, "I never got to kiss her." Oh be quite Dawn, god your so annoying! Anyways, JAY BETTER TAKE CARE OF HER WHILE I'M GONE!!! OR I'LL GET YOU!!! I mean, now I got school and responsibility! NOOOOO!!!! >< Oh well, as long as Sinny is safe and happy, then I'll be happy. ^__^ I love you Sinny!!!
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Sunday, August 29, 2004

   Whoa, Sinny are you okay...HOLY FUCK!!!
Holy shit you guys! Sinny almost killed me right about now! Oh fuck man! She needs Jared right now because if she doesn’t hear from him, she’s going to have a complete mental melt down! She accused me of hurting him meanwhile I never even met the jerk, I mean guy! And then when I told her that she was cheating on her, she threw a porcelain doll at me and went ballistic! Shit, that dream she had is eating her alive, and is making her insane! She’s gone crazy! Fuck, first the poor dear is depressed and heartless due to Dawn, now she’s gone crazy and mental due to Jared! Shit, she won’t be nice to anyone but GTHaloPlayer, I’ve only seen her type normally when she talks to him, I think she’s gone nuts, but as long as GTHaloPlayer is online, she’ll be fine, but if he gets off, we’re all fucked!!! Because mercy will be one of the words that Sinny doesn’t have in her vocabulary! She’ll practically throw everything she’s got at us without any sympathy! She’s going to kill us all! AAAHHHH!!! Run for your lives!!! Don’t mention Jared or piss her off please!!!
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   HOLY S**T!!!!!!
Dude!! LILLITH DID YA REALLY SHHOT JAY!?!?! Fuck no way, you two don't even like...live near each other...did you shhot him???!?!?!?!?! You see, Sinny had this really messed up dream last night and now she thinks that V2 shot Jay, or that he's dead because he won't answer her...you know, I bet he's just CHEATING on her!!! Thats probably it, so FUCK YOU JAY IF YOUR CHEATING ON THE BABY!!!!!!!
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Friday, August 27, 2004

   Oh great...another one...
*Sad sigh* God, you know as much as I love Sinny, I have to admit I do cause problems for the poor baby, like today, Sinny told me that GTHaloPlayer cheered her up really good, and the poem ShippoDude123 gave her made her heart fill with happiness, and hearing from Jay made her even more happy, and she even smiled more today, she even started laughing again, that’s why I love you GTHaloPlayer, because you know how to cheer the sweetie up, and I love you ShippoDude123 because of your beautiful words and your beautiful heart that makes those perfect words to your Grammy Award Poems! But Jesus, why did you two have to post TODAYH 50 and Sk8ter…something?! When she saw that you updated, she got so fucking hyper and happy because all she could say was, “My big bro updated! My big bro updated!” God make it stop! Well, when she read your damn post 50 her heart fucking shattered again!!! She felt so depressed and now thinks that you don’t love her anymore!!! God! And Skater whatever made it worse by writing a negative post and I’m sick of it! THAT’S why I said NOT to talk to her, because your negative attitude gives Sinny negative pulses in her heart, and she feels bad. GTHaloPlayer and ShippoDude123, and Vicious 2, and I can’t believe I’m asking this but Kamiya, will you help the poor baby, please, after reading what 50 wrote, she won’t talk to me, she said I cost a lot of problems…I hope that I didn’t do a good job at being a bad friend…*Sad sigh* Lord help me please…just this once…make my baby happy again…
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Thursday, August 26, 2004

   *wipes her tears* Thank you
Thank you Vicouus2 and GTHaloPlayer and ShippoDude123, you guys helped Sinny, she's feeling a bit better now, and she's...*tears fill eyes* she's smiling! She smiled to me today, look...

Me: Nati, wake up baby.
Nat: Please, go away.
Me: But Nati, your friends on the Otaku...
Nat: Can kiss my butt till I get better!
Me: Don't be like me Natasha! I've been through hell too, don't you go and start acting like me, cuz believe me, and it’s hard to make friends when you’re as bitch!
Nat: But...please...it hurts...
Me: Lemme see your arms baby...
Nat: *shows me her body*
Me: Those bruises, do they hurt?
Nat: Yes…
Me: *kisses her* don’t worry; I’ll be right back.
Nat: Okay.
Me: *Applies medicine*Feel better?
Nat: Yes, thank you. *Smiles*
Me: *gasp* you smiled! *Embraces her*
Nat: Did my big brother write to me?
Me: Witch one?
Nat: Mike? Did her write to me?
Me:No baby, he didn’t write to you,
Nat: Oh, can you check one more time?
Me: Okay, *checks* No baby, nothing nice…just some really messed up words.
Nat: what, what words?
Me: Your brother’s friend said Fuck a lot!
Nat: Oh…towards me or to defend me.
Me: Lemme put it this way; he’s being a bitch.
Nat: Oh…Towards me then…
Me: Yep, don’t talk to him or the other Mike I don’t like them.
Nat: You don’t like anybody but me, GTHaloPlayer, ShippoDude123 and the Pilgrimage.
ME: So? They’re my type of people!
Nat: *smiles again* Okay, what ever you say.
Me: I love your smile…I bet Vicious 2 and GTHaloPlayer and ShippoDude123 did this! I love those guys! *Wipes eyes*

SO THANK YOU ALL I LOVE YOU AND KEEP MAKING MY BABY SMILE!!!!

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Wednesday, August 25, 2004

   Oh God Sinny...not you too....

Sinny's heart...it's so cold now...FUCK YOU DAWN YOU BASTERD!!! YOU KILLED SINNY!!! She won't speak to me, her arms have bruises on them from Dawn, I can’t believe m=him…now he’s in the hospital, I hope the doctor gives him the WRONG medicine and he gets sick! You asshole! I know you come to the site on your laptop everyday to snoop around and see what I write, WELL READ THIS! You pathetic loser, your so fucking lame! You crushed Natasha’s heart and her kindness! You turned her into ME!!! God why Michael? Why? Why did you hurt her like that, her heart has grown cold, her voice is shot, and deep with depression, I can’t believe you, you hurt her so fucking badly, 50 and what ever your friends name is, don’t talk to her right now, please. She doesn’t want to talk to you, but GTHaloPlayer, Vicious 2, Kamiya, and ShippoDudue123, oh and Lord Raizen, she needs you guys more than ever, please help me to cheer her up please! She’s so sad now, she won’t even say hi to me unless I make sad faces, she won’t eat and she always looks behind her back in the streets looking for Dawn, she even carries and pocket-knife just incase if Dawn shows up, and even when I tell her that Dawn’s in the hospital, she still won’t stop panicking! God, why did you have to crush her innocence? Why her innocence Dawn? You physically hurt her and destroyed my angel, she’s a fucking mess now, and God please help my baby… please…
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Thursday, August 19, 2004

   HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

Today is my BirthDay!!! I'm 14!!! YEAH!!! PRESENTS CASH AND CAKE!!!! YIPPIE!! And there is gonna be a party in like....three hours...YAY!!!! I'm sooooo happy! Stripping Spree!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! Thank you GTHaloPlayer and Vicious 2, and MA JR! You guys are the greatest! AND TO SINNY YOUR THE SWEETEST!!!! ><
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Wednesday, August 18, 2004

   Tomorrow is my B-day!!!!!!

Tomorrow I turn 14! YEAH!!!! I'm super happy! PRESENTS AND CASH AND CAKE!!!! YEAH!!!! Anyways, I'm having a party tomoorw, a teenager party, no fucking puppets and fucking Barney runnig naround, nope, just me, my pals, Sinny, and strippers! No, not strippers from Manhattan, I'm one of the strippers! No, we're not really stripping, we're just swinging around the pole in out bikini's and stuff, when I hit 18 we're all gonna REALLY strip! YEAH!!!! Oh, and I'll save you the sweetest piece of cake MA JR...or HALF of the sweetest piece of cake...XD We can share it!!! ^_~ Anyways, I'll tell you all about it later...like tomorrow, I'll post sumthing else later if I remeber. ^__^' So, HAPPY B-DAY TO ME!!! I loves you all...except Dark Lord Hiei!!!! XD
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Friday, August 13, 2004

   What?!?! NOOOOO!! SORRY BUT NO!!!

You see this little Neko kitty girl? WELL I'M NOT DRESSING UP AS HER!!! Sinny's cousin is having a B-day party tomorrow, and Sinny and I have to dress up as something, while my brother dress's up as Nemo, the fucking fish...well, I'm supposed to dress up as this cat girly here, and Sinny is to do the same, (Only hers is a little different) We're dressing up as these kitty whores becasue they are the characters of Sinny's uncle's new cartoon, that he's creating. And since Sinny and I are the oldest, (and the sexiest) we are picked to dress up like fucking cat whores...WHY!?! I'm SO NOT A WHORE...................okay so I'm SORTTA a whore, but it's not MY fault, is it? Welp, I'm stuck looking like this, but at least I'll have Sinny with me to help me out with this horrid problem...I hope no pervs show up....o.O'

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Tuesday, August 10, 2004

   Awe....

Sinny is so happy, I've got NO idea why, but I love seeing her smile, it's so bright, and innocent and yet so tempting. She's such a sweetie, I love her so much. Jared, you don't know how lucky you are to have her, she's got to be THE most pureiest person alive, she dosen't care about looks, she dosen't care if your smart or a dumbass, she dosen't care if your Puerto Rican or Martian! All she ever wanted...*wipes her eyes* was someone to love her for who she is, and for her heart, not because of her beauty. Others have taken advantage of her, because she's so innocent. Even Zero...and I used to think he was mr.perfect! But even he took advantage of the poor girl, but...like my mother always tells me, "There's someone out there for everyone." And honestly, because you've made Sinny so happy, I think your that person. Thats why I haven't gone to your site and screamed my brains out at you, because I kinda like you kid, you've got heart. Your lucky to have her because you could be a fucking 10ft giant gorilla like alien that spits babies, and she'd STILL love you, because of your heart. She's unselfish and she's not the possesive or jealous type, and she's even pretty! So, do me a favor Jared, don't turn up like Zero, and hold on to Sinny, you guys actually make a pretty cute couple, so don't mess up, oh, and your now officially on MY "VIP" list. (I have one..what?) So, ppls, I'm gonna go punish Joshy, and I'll post later on. Bye bye now.

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