Thursday, September 16, 2004

   HOLY CRAP!!!
Whoa! This is very strange people! Dawn cries? Dawn can cry? DAWN CAN FEEL LOVE AND SADNESS AND CRY!?!?! AAAAHHHHH!!!! OMG! AND WE’RE BACK IN NEW YORK!!!! Okay, this is what happened…

Carrie: Okay, ma, pa? Dawn? I’m home!!!
Dawn: Mom and pops are out, how wad your day?
Carrie: Good, yours?
Dawn: Fine…and yet so depressing.
Carrie: You miss Natasha?
Dawn: Yes, I love her more than life it’s self! She means so much to me, you know?
Carrie: I know you; you couldn’t care less for her! You’re either trying to get revenge on Jason about Rachel; you’re only aiming for sex with Nati, or BOTH!!! You’re a sick and twisted little fuck and you…
Dawn: Shut the fuck up! How can you say that?!
Carrie: What? Excuse me Dawn!
Dawn: Come with me, I want to show you something…
Carrie: *Goes with Dawn*
Dawn: Look at this, just look…
Carrie: *looks and gasps* Oh my God! It’s…it’s…
Dawn: The very first Valentines Day card Nati made for me? Yeah, I kept it, I never could let it go, that was the day I knew I had to be with her, I knew because her heart is so perfect! I know after that day, I changed, little by little I changed, I wanted her more and more, but my growing obsession for her pushed her farther and farther away from me…I wanted her to badly. *Shows me two little dolls* Nati made me these when she was six, she said I was the boy, and she was the girl, then she kissed the dolls and gave them to me, she said, “These are us, and they are friends like us!” I can’t believe that she gave me these, I kept and loved them for years, and I still do love them. But the kinder she became, the more I wanted her to be mine! I miss her so much Carrie, do you know my heart actually hurts right now? Look at all the photos, the gifts, the little hand made toys and cards…it hurts not to seem her face, or hear her voice in a calm way, or to feel her touch again. It’s…*wipes tears from eyes* It’s hard for me to be away from her now, I just want to truly tell her how much I love her, How much I just want to hold her and love her, how much I want to protect her and be with her, and how much I just want her to be mine, not possessively mine, just mine to love and snuggle and laugh with, to tell jokes and take walks with, to write poems and do homework with, just to be happy with each other, I miss her, *begins to cry* But we’re going to surprise her! Because we’re going back to New York!!! Dad wants us back for now, so mom can do her thing, so pack your things Care because we’re gonna see our baby again!!!
Carrie: OMG!!! YAY!!!!


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