Saturday, March 26, 2005

request
Ok I know that I've been lacking updates in the art section but I don't know what to draw. So thats why I decided to do requests. If you guys have any requests for me please PM me. I need to get back on track and I really, REALLY need something to draw. And I don't care what you request. It doesn't matter to me.
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Tuesday, March 1, 2005

wow... depressing post and stupid people *rolls eyes*
(NOTE: IF THINGS LOOK OFF IN THIS IS B/C I HAD POSTED IT IN DA AND MIGHT HAVE NOT EDITED IT TO FIT HERE)

GAWD I JUST WANT TO KILL MY PARENTS SO BAD RIGHT NOW!

So last night I was acually being "nice" to my sister for once and then my parents come up to me and start yelling at me because they thought I was harassing her. My sister is always the favorite of the family. Damn it.

Ok so today just got worse. As you will read on my ID, I can't stand stupid people but this I have an excellent example. Emily Ingramen (or how ever you fucking spell it). So today in health we were talking about suicide. Big deal, right? Well so we just got done watching a video about it and so Mrs. Sheehan (health teach) was talking and so then Emily asked "Well how can people think like that? Don't they understand that its wrong?" That ticked Kel (friend) and I off so much. So then we started telling her that "Because they're not thinking clearly and they just have too much pain that they want to get it over with." Well Emily doesn't understand. so then she goes, "Well I'm not like that. They're just stupid." Lets just say Kel and I wasn't too happy and so we started yelling at her. "I'd say you were the stupid one here. Its you that doesn't understand what people like that go through." Then Mrs. Sheehan went on talking about it but Kel and I can't STAND that bitch.

Anyways, I think I've cleared my point for now.

NEXT TOPIC!

Ok so as you know I've been REALLY depressed lately cause of my damn parents. Well today just got worse.

So I get home after crew (runs till 8 every night this week) and so I'm tired and so I look at the mail. One of the letters was for me. It was an invatation to go to and interview to get money deducted from the college intuition to what ever college I decide to go to. So I'm reading it, not realising my mom is reading it as well and so then she said, "Don't accept it. You'll never get into college anyways." That struck so hard that I screamed at my mom and almost hurt her so bad. "Luckily" I just walked to my room slamming the door and punching the wall. But seriously, I know I'm not that great with Algebra and Latin but I mean, this crap is tough for me and to have a parent say that to my face REALLY pisses me off.

Then I found out that my bitch of a sister gets a scholarship to any high school she wants in the state of colorado. She's only in freaking third grade and shes already recieving scholar ships. She goes to a charter school and I went to public until I went to Regis, then its private. So my parents are praising her for it. Only because she gets straight A's and I don't. Its freaking 3rd grade but they're already learning every bit of anatomy there is. And I didn't until I was in 8th grade.

Ok so as you can see my day hasn't been going very well and I know its just going to get worse eventhough its 9:37 PM (here in Colorado) but I know my parents are going to find some stupid reason to yell at me once again.
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Sunday, February 27, 2005

^^ Imagine by Perfect Circle


a perfect circle - imagine :: urbnmix.net

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Bored...
(Listening to Mad World by Gary Jules)
bored...............................................................................
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Saturday, February 26, 2005

*sigh* bored out of my mind... and whats worse is that I'm banned from the comp which has the sanner for now because my dad thought I was spending too much time on that comp than I was on my own when all I was doing is scanning in a few pics before as well as work on my novel. But my parents never believe me. *sigh*
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

MUAHAHA! I HAVE DEFIED YOU O EVIL SCANNER! I HAVE FIXED YOU! ... ok so I fixed it last night but I didn't feel like posting it here. Anyways in a couple min I'll have a new pic up. 1 of a seiries from this RP Shitoyaka and I have been doing that has given me TONS of insperation.
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Monday, February 21, 2005

*grabs scythe* IM GONNA KILL YOU YOU F***** PIECE OF S***!... ahem... sorry but I'm pissed off now cuz my scanner just broke, again. -.- so it decided to take a vacation and not work. So until I can get the stupid problem fixed you won't see any more art for awhile. Not like you guys care anyways. So why am I even posting this? *smoke comes from scanner* grrrrrrr... *slices scanner in two*
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oooooooooo prty colors... *had just hit head on desk earlier* bored... I'm dieing of bordem. GAH! *see piece of string* ooooooo *starts playing but gets bored easy* I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! Maybe I'll draw my character. I don't know. JUST NO INSPERATION! WAAAAAAAAAH!

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Sunday, February 20, 2005

bored bored bored. *looks at feet* feet to the left, feet to the right, feet up, down, Everywhere. . . I'm thirsty.
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Valentines day
Valentines day. What is it? Is it acually a day to celebrate the love between two people? Or is a day for people to hurt another so others would make money such as the people at hallmark?

Oh skrew it. I could care less about this stuff. I'm not a big fan on valentines day because every year its the same thing. My parents spending more money on my sister than on me. And this year was one of the worst.
See I had asked my mom awhile ago if she would get me photoshop since mine was just a trial verison and it expired. She promised she woudl get it for me. But since my grandpa died I sort of let it be until now. So I ask her again about it then she said that I didn't deserve it. So all I got for valentines day was a $5 gift card to borders while my sister got a $100 boom box. She's always getting the best of crap. All because my parents think shes the next prodigy and prophet because she had predicted 9/11 would happen. even the stupid preist believes it. So while my sister is getting praised and getting all these A's, I'm stuck here struggiling trying to not kill her and trying to get by school. So later tonight I sort of back talked to my mom for not keeping her promises to me and only praising my bitch of a sister and so my mom got pissed. So now I'm banned from fencing and from Borders. I have to come home right after school and finsih all my chorse (I don't even have any) and all my homework and when my parents get home 2 hours after I do it HAS to be done or else they're gonna take the computer away as well as all my anime/manga.
I CAN'T STAND MY PARENTS! I can't wait till I'm old enough to get out of the house so I can move FAR away from them as much as possible.

So now I've been spending most of the night working on my novel listening to depressing music. As you can see this day always sux for me and I doubt it will get any better any time soon. -.-
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