Saturday, December 11, 2004

new art
new art is up so please go check it out.
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Friday, December 10, 2004

ok I'm changin my style of art for awhile and I'll tell you why. lately Shitoyaka, the rest of the gang and I have been in the habbit of drawing Rimfrost style characters. I will show you what I mean later on. I'll scan some things in later and show you what I mean. And if you don't know Rimfrost, she is someone from DA that we had met online awhile back and We have just fell in love w/ her style and her characters. So more art later on.
*sigh* gotta see the doc again at 8:30 am to get my scan done. but right now i am being DEPRIVED FROM MY BELOVED CHOCOLATE! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!! I JUST HAD TO GET SICK THIS TIME OF THE YEAR! WHY COULDN'T IT HAVE BEEN DURING FINALS?! BUT NOOOOOOOOOOO... I JUST HAD TO GET SICK THE WEEK BEFORE FINALS AND ALL THE JOY AND LAGHTER! HMPH... and I can't stand the pills they're giving me. Its like... horse pills. we have to cut them in half everytime and I have to take em 4 times a day. But including the protonix I have to take that would make it 5 pills a day but since the other pills are cut in half that would make it nine and... god. I don't know how much more I can take it. -.- the sooner these pills are gon the better. -.-
Neways thats all the updates for tonight. bai.
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Tuesday, December 7, 2004

ok well the pain in my chest sub sideded a LITTLE. Not a lot and the fever is gone so yea. -.- 4 doctors over the course of 5 days. first one, total idiot and gave me medicince that didn't work what so ever. second one, smarter and gave me medicine that sort of helped but told me the i had to get a GI test done. where they put you to sleep and stick a camera down your throat to see if theres anything wrong. but first needed to get a chest x-ray. nothing seemed out of place. so went to the third doc for the GI test, never happened. just gave me more medicine to take, told me i had to get blood drawn (hate it) and told me I'm not a loud to have chcocolate for a week (WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH MY POOR CHOCOLATE!) no soda, pizza, anything with citric acid in it. So yea. Also told me needed to get an ultra sound done or they'll never figure out whats wrong. and yes ultra sounds are used not just for pregnant people. got a lot of that at school today. -.- So went to the fourth doc to get the blood drawn, they closed 5 minutes before we got there so we had to see another doc and I swear this guy did not know how to draw blood proporly. and for those who don't know how they do it its w/ a needle. so lets just say my arm hurt like hell. so yea. and supposedly this sickness that I have, rarely kids my age ever get this, mainly only found in adults, so i have no clue what they'll be doing.
Well I went back to school today. I got dumped on w/ homework not to mention I have 3 tests I need to make up, and the finals I need to study for and work on. at least the final days are only half days and I don't need to do one since i don't have that class this semester. but I have an entire final power point project for speech and debate due the 14. 10-15 min speech on any topic that we choose. Me doing music. has to be a power point presentation blah blah blah. And I have at least 10 pages of algebra homework I need to make up. another speech i need to work on due TOMORROW. -.- God I hate life as well as school. And OMG i hate my theology teacher right now. I come back today, and she made me take the test like everyone else. I had no info about it and no time to study. (like hell i ever study but hey). luckily she wont be here next semester. we're getting a new one. no one knows who it will be though. the staff isn't telling us. Please its someone who doesn't care. please. but like hell that will ever happen. -.-
We just found out today that a kid in another district comitted suicide so that entire district was on lock down and all the preps were freaking out cuz they thought that it happened at our school. it was funny for awhile but when all the questions came up it got really annoying because they kept asking the same damn question over and over again. -.-
So I don't know about updates. I don't know if I'll be on for awhile. so just wait and see.
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Saturday, December 4, 2004

ugh...... gawd i feel like shit. and nothing is helping. went to the doctors yesterday, they said it was a stomach virul thing, gave me medicine that only makes me drowsy and doesn't help the fever go away and the pain in my chest wont stop hurting no matter what medicine I take. had to miss the choir concert yesterday which was fine by me but i'll probly get my head chewed off by my teacher. -.- My mom is susspending me from fencing until I get a physical done. and if the pain in my chest wont go away, it'll mean I'll have to go 2 the hospital see what they'll do. and b/c of the pain, its not letting me sleep at all. and any type of food isn't helping. not even the real healthy stuff. so i dnt know what to do right now. well there probably wont be any updates for awhile until the pain goes away so i'm gonna try and get some sleep now. ttyl. bai.
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Friday, December 3, 2004

*sigh*
10:13 MT
Well the concert was ok. I guess. Except the entire chorus alto messed up during one of the songs, me being the only one who remembered the line, and the worst part was that it was sooooooo noticible. *sigh* o well. can't be helped. At least I got to see a good friend of mine afterwards.^^ Anyways i'm still feeling like shit right now. So this is a very short post. ttyl. bai.
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Thursday, December 2, 2004

uh...
ugh... too sick... God I hate being sick. And the worst part is I have a choir concert I'm in tonight and I have to go. I can't skip it... ugh...
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Wednesday, December 1, 2004

*sigh* No One ever comes to visit me NEmore or even talk to me for that matter. I'm always alone. O well. I've been like that for 9 years.
Neways the freshmen class had to go see this alright play called Granny Dances To A Holiday Drum. But I have to say that I've been scarred for life. The guys in that play did not know how to wear propor clothing on the lower half. -.- well this is what my friends all think. they should've never taken the boys to see that. All the chicks were all in tight spandex clothing and you could see all the boys mouths dropped wide open and smiling. My friends and I were craking up because of that. we had fun pointing out all the things to laugh at. It was fun.

Well me got to go watch Inuyasha Movie 2 now (friend let me borrow). So Ja Ne.
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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

OMG!
OMG! This has to be one of the biggest things that has ever happened to me. I Just recieved an e-mail staing that this one international poetry group in England has read my poetry from the poetry contest (for the contest I told u about earlier) And has concidered me to be a very tallented poet. So they want me to summit another poem to be published in this one book that will be published internationally. And if i do summit one they also (do NOT request) me to write a short biography about me and my poems and for me summiting it it will be automatically published in this book which is supposed to come in Spring 2005. To tell you the truth I never imagined my work to be INTERNATIONALLY read. I thought it would only be here in the US. I am so happy. I REALLY hope my parents will also let me summit this one as well.

well c ya.
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Today in science was quite funny. The teacher had left the room to something leaving us to do homework when a prep noticed a spider crawling on the floor and she screamed so loud "Spider! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!" so she and the rest of the preps (i'm the only one whos not a prep in science) jumps upon their chairs screaming their heads off. " SPIDER! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEK! ITS GONNA EAT US!!!!" (its amazin that the rest of the school didn't hear it. Walls must be soundproof or sumthin) So I'm trying to tell them that its not gonna eat them and all that and its just a harmless spider. And being the bitchy preps that they are don't listen to what I say and they just keep screaming all worried. So I get this evil plot in my head so I get out of my seat and go over to pick up the spider in my hand and so I bring it up to the prep who noticed it and screamed its gonna eat her and you should've seen her face. Holy shit it was hilarious to watch I was laughing so hard that I was crying. So I notice the teacher in the hall so I hurry back to my seat as did everyone else. But the preps were so scared that they wouldn't tell the teacher what happened. Probly cuz I kept on hold ing out my hand w/ the spider behind the teachers back showing the preps but it was so fun to watch. All they said that there was a spider in the class room and the teacher just shrugged it off saying "I think I'll be fine." But yes very fun in science.

But sadly that was the only fun part of the day. cept for my friend letting me borrow the E Nomine CD. Really good goth German band who does all the dark stories in the bible really dark like. And they make em their own way so I think thats pretty cool.

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Monday, November 29, 2004

wait a little...
In about 20 or so minutes I'll have new fan art up. about 5-6 I believe. a couple of em seem a little possesed but O well.
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