Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: Sinthae


Thursday, January 20, 2005


Not going to be here
Um... well my grandfather just past away this morning and so i won't be here tomorrow - wensday. Right now its really hard on both my parents and me. You can't tell right now but I'm crying. My grnadpa had to be the most caring person in my life. This is really hard on me. And the damn school is just making it worse. they say they're sorry but I know they're not. They keep on making my life a living hell with all this homework. What am I supposed to do? Do it during the funeral? Not only that but they're making me change my whole damn schedule around because of algebra. So it would get rid of Latin. But I don't want to leave Latin. I want to leave comp lit. I hate that class. He's failing me and my friend for KNOWING what we're doing. The preps in the class don't even know how to open microsoft word. he's failing us because we had forgotten to put in a couple tables. And just to make everything worse my friend in california was stabbed at school once yesterday because some bastard was mad at someone so he brought his knife to school so my friend tried to stop him but he was just caught in the middle. Good thing that he'll be leaving the hospital tomorrow but he wont be able to get online for awhile. And the friend I told you about when she asked "why are you so pissed all of a sudden?", well she practically said the same thing today when she knows. She's pissing me off and singing all these stupid songs that I don't want to hear right now. A couple of my other friends are acually the only ones who understand and trying to make me feel a bit better and its just good to have someone there. But still. GOD CAN ANYTHING GET ANY WORSE!?

The only thing that brightened up my day today was at fencing practice when we stole this one kids' shoes and glasses and hid them in the girls bathroom where he couldn't get em. But he got so mad that he acually went in there to get them. To bad non of us had a camera at the time. But still. My life is a living HELL right now!!!
You wanna know whats scary though? I acually had predicted when my grandfather would die. At first I thought that he would die on the 13th last week but I had found out that someone I know on MYO had his uncle die that day. I don't get it.

So yea you wont hear from me for the next week or so.

Comments (2)

« Home