Tuesday, March 1, 2005

wow... depressing post and stupid people *rolls eyes*
(NOTE: IF THINGS LOOK OFF IN THIS IS B/C I HAD POSTED IT IN DA AND MIGHT HAVE NOT EDITED IT TO FIT HERE)

GAWD I JUST WANT TO KILL MY PARENTS SO BAD RIGHT NOW!

So last night I was acually being "nice" to my sister for once and then my parents come up to me and start yelling at me because they thought I was harassing her. My sister is always the favorite of the family. Damn it.

Ok so today just got worse. As you will read on my ID, I can't stand stupid people but this I have an excellent example. Emily Ingramen (or how ever you fucking spell it). So today in health we were talking about suicide. Big deal, right? Well so we just got done watching a video about it and so Mrs. Sheehan (health teach) was talking and so then Emily asked "Well how can people think like that? Don't they understand that its wrong?" That ticked Kel (friend) and I off so much. So then we started telling her that "Because they're not thinking clearly and they just have too much pain that they want to get it over with." Well Emily doesn't understand. so then she goes, "Well I'm not like that. They're just stupid." Lets just say Kel and I wasn't too happy and so we started yelling at her. "I'd say you were the stupid one here. Its you that doesn't understand what people like that go through." Then Mrs. Sheehan went on talking about it but Kel and I can't STAND that bitch.

Anyways, I think I've cleared my point for now.

NEXT TOPIC!

Ok so as you know I've been REALLY depressed lately cause of my damn parents. Well today just got worse.

So I get home after crew (runs till 8 every night this week) and so I'm tired and so I look at the mail. One of the letters was for me. It was an invatation to go to and interview to get money deducted from the college intuition to what ever college I decide to go to. So I'm reading it, not realising my mom is reading it as well and so then she said, "Don't accept it. You'll never get into college anyways." That struck so hard that I screamed at my mom and almost hurt her so bad. "Luckily" I just walked to my room slamming the door and punching the wall. But seriously, I know I'm not that great with Algebra and Latin but I mean, this crap is tough for me and to have a parent say that to my face REALLY pisses me off.

Then I found out that my bitch of a sister gets a scholarship to any high school she wants in the state of colorado. She's only in freaking third grade and shes already recieving scholar ships. She goes to a charter school and I went to public until I went to Regis, then its private. So my parents are praising her for it. Only because she gets straight A's and I don't. Its freaking 3rd grade but they're already learning every bit of anatomy there is. And I didn't until I was in 8th grade.

Ok so as you can see my day hasn't been going very well and I know its just going to get worse eventhough its 9:37 PM (here in Colorado) but I know my parents are going to find some stupid reason to yell at me once again.
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