Wednesday, March 14, 2007

   Scry Fect
I have nothing much to say as of today... I'm broken over a death I never even knew.

...I guess... this is where I force myself to look at the good things.

HAPPY WHITE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shari didn't forget me, she just didn't log onto deviant for... a long time... I was so happy to hear from her yesterday. She asked me how I was because originally, I was supposed to undergo surgery this past Monday... but that never happened. I wish I could've gone to Spaz-O-Rama last night, but... as I said, I was broken.

I'm going to try and force myself also to actually start making a full story, I have so many ideas, and the one thing I want...

is it not to suck, like Death Note which went out of it, Furuba in the end, FMA who got carried away along with Inuyasha, and Naruto for having too many fillers and didn't get along with the story until Shippuuden... and DBZ dragged out WAY too long with fighting... Blue Gender wasn't too bad, dragged a bit, but best compared to many.

I want it to be good, I want people to like it, but most of all, I want to like it. I want to include all my past 'siblings'. They all started out as real people which some don't understand...

But I'm getting new siblings I think... Umeko-chan is my new little sister... and Shari I'm thinking is a cousin. Ichigo used to be my lil sister til she went all jerkish... but, now I can be in peace with my elven/elfin family. In... perfect harmony. I'm glad I'm alive I think...

I want to thank my two new friends, you guys know who ya are... ^^ if you didn't sign my guest book, I don't think we would ever meet. Glad to have ya.

Anywho, for the Itachi loving guy (I am SO bad with names... just give me time...), Death Note is a manga/anime/movie. When I said I was getting a Death Note, it's a book. You should look into it, it's very dark and suspenseful, makes you think a lot too.

Anyone ELSE into Death Note, THE SECOND MOVIES OUT! Now I'm just looking forward to Naruto the Movie 3, and The Little Mermaid 3. ...two 3's... CREEPY! XD

Anyways, to the people whom are loyal and crap... (nice, eh?), I give you... PIE! ...-gives pie-

Seemingly impossible... I THINK NOT! ...or... wait... -_- Just take it... I don't know how to just make pie appear out of thin air...!! ^_^;
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

   It's amazing how little Kasai-chan gets sooo mad. I thought she was more mature, guess not when it comes right back at her.

People think their hurting me by withdrawing from me, HA!

Told ya before, I'm a loner.

I have LOYAL friends either way...

Anywho, yesterday = boring. Today = more boring.

I'm getting a Death Note!!!!!!! A DEATH NOTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I shall kill all evil people in the world... >_> what? It's the only somewhat good anime around.

^^; I watched Eragon... IT SUCKED! Murtagh was barely in it, Arya declared herself "PRINCESS" of Ellesmera...she's not even an elf!!! Like the queen would THAT whore as her heir!! Least Thorn will be in the next movie... I'm glad Murtagh goes evil now. I'm feeling the same way.
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Monday, March 12, 2007

   Well my weekend was... fun/interesting/tiring/and... fun!

My niece came over for her birthday party here (which me and Leo decorated the place for...). I think she thought it was funny because I kept cursing the tape which wouldn't stick things...

The cake was good, but it figured that everyone pointed at ME when my mom said, "Who's going to cut the cake?". I didn't want to... but hey, it's not everyday I have to so what teh heck? ^^;

DUDE! I GOT ERAGON! It's coming out on Mar. 20th! BUT I GOT IT NOW! HAHAHAHAHAHA! I GOT IT A FEW DAYS AGO!!!

MURTAGH... ISH... ALL..MINE! ...but I haven't watched it yet... XD!!!!!!

Eh... I'm just listening to "In Perfect Harmony" by Within Temptation... here's the lyrics:

In a world so far away
At the end of a closing day
A little child was born and raised
Deep in the forest on a hidden place
Mother never saw his face

Chorus;
Ancient spirits of the forest
Made him king of elves and trees
He was the only human being
Who lived in harmony
In perfect harmony

repeat chorus

The woods protected, fulfilled his needs
Fruit by birds, honey by bees

He found shelter under the trees
He grew up in their company
They became his family

Chorus (2x)

A thousand seasons
They passed him by
So many times, have said goodbye
And when the spirits called out his name
To join forever, forever to stay
For a spirit he became

Chorus (2x)

In perfect harmony

Chorus (2x)

In perfect harmony

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I absolutely adore that song... the only amazing human... so pure he became king of the elves and trees... as an elf it kinda means a lot. ^_^;

Let's see... I didn't do much else other than RP with Leo/Kitsune. Omg... it's the most spectacular Death Note RP... scratch that... best RP I've yet to see! Just when things die down in it, something big happens because of... RYUK!!! "HYUK HYUK HYUK!!!" Yes, I'm Ryuk in it. Basically... Ritsuya went nuts and decided he wanted Siren for himself when FINALLY she fell for Light... AND their having a baby together! Of course...things happen... momentarily, Siren gave up half of her life force to grow the child outside of herself to protect it. It was a girl, and... omg, I can't even summarize this... XD Let's just say, it's too addictively good!

Seems like my AMV's pretty popular with my dA crew. I posted it in my journal on there, and they went to it and commented and stuff! I almost cried I was so happy, since... it's like one of my first tries and I was worried it sucked. Apparently it rocks, with the music and crap of Naruto SHIPPUUDEN.

ALSO! DEIDARA'S IN IT!! I'm so excited about episode 5! I think it's gunna be a bigger blowout than in the last!

It's DEIDARA versus GAARA!!! AHHH!!! ^^ Too COMPLETELY hot guys fighting... that's my stuff, oh yeah. Plus me and Kitsune watched Blood+ on Saturday...

Omg... I love this name... I don't know why...


MR. DAVID!!!!!!!!!!! I could say it all day! Just like when I went through my George Clooney faze!

IT'S AMAZING!! MR. DAVID!!!! XD!!!!!!!

In other news... ummm... I took my test, and I KNOW I sucked... I'm so mad.

Other good things: I have 2 more Vic Mignogna songs! He's too cool.
Umm... and I didn't know he could rap... XD!!! I found this awesome thing were he and Laura Bailey rapped, it was too freaking sweet. Tohru Honda and Dark Mousy rapping together... who thought it?!

Plus... I'm getting jumpy about meeting Greg Ayres... I mean... the guy is as good as Vic and... he's really sweet... he's a simple guy who likes pizza... ... ... ... NO I'M NOT STALKING HIM!!!

Sorry for the long post, I'm just trying to not be bored and stuffies. I'm thinking of making more enemy characters... I know there's going to be 3 people, probably wolves because of Maki. She's half wolf, so she'd probably attract them along with Jalean who's also wolf. Then there's going to be goddesses after them... I'm thinking a neko too... I mean, Siren used to be a neko...
But I have one goddess made up, she's completely off her rocker too. As bad as Ama, but too bad she's in another story... XD Yup. I got 2 stories... I have the bases for both too.

Siren's anime is called "Tears of the Sun"

And... the other one... not sure. It's about this girl who didn't know she was an elf, and this full elf (Alana) reawakens her powers... along with this other girl named Pyro. The main character's name is Kurisutaru (Kuri for short) and... there's going to be the school heart throb, who everyone loves...EXCEPT Alana. She can't get herself accustomed to human ways like Kuri and Pyro.
I will...stop writing now. I got work to do majorly, plus I'm still sick... -_-. So that's it. Jaa mata ne!
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Friday, March 9, 2007

   Someone said they like speaking their mind... okay, let's play the game then!

Kitsune and Siren will both speak their minds now.

As I'm Siren... OBVIOUSLY...

I say Stef, you plain out SUCK for doing that to me. Next time, TELL ME TO MY FACE, GOT IT?! I don't like hints! I've been trying to stay friends with you, but it looks like you have other GREAT friends! SO PUT ME TO THE SIDE! SEE WHAT I CARE!!!

Ry, looks like you got some neat friends too. Guess I don't count though, do I? I guess I just didn't HELP enough, did I?

CC, you know it's over. It's been over, you user! How dare you assume I hated you! I wanted to be good friends with you, but you go and play the victim?! THAT IS NOT COOL!!!

NO ONE'S A VICTIM HERE, UNTIL NOW. THANKS FOR GIVING ME THE HINTS YOU JERKS!!!!!!!!

I REALLY WANTED TO BE YOUR FRIENDS, BUT I GUESS NOT SINCE I NOW SEE YOUR TRUE COLORS, "ED" "ROY" AND "HUGHES"... keep RPing, at least who you're playing with won't see what you really are!

I may cry now, but I will say this now. It's not FOR you, it's because of the loss. But... is it really a loss now...?
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Thursday, March 8, 2007

I'm sick of being sick... Shari's sister just had a baby too yesterday! I'm so happy, I can't wait to see it!!!!! ^^

Other than that, I'm pretty bored here, studying and all getting ready for meh test. I'm doing my nails black again so nothing new there...

I'm very tired of fighting with people... it's been different EVERY DAY... it's breaking me completely.

I need to get some help or something... I guess I'll be eBaying for tonight. I want a Death Note. First name I'm putting in there, George W. Bush. Next, Bin Laden. And then evil bad voice actors that need to stop doing their job... >_>

I'm just like Light-O... lovely.

Anywho, I'm thinking of dying my hair. Maybe brown or something with colorful streaks. I want a change.


Get Your Own Quiz!, More Quizzes



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Wednesday, March 7, 2007

I'm in pain... my dad took forever in the store trying to find my mom something, and I'm still sick!!!

I can't stop coughing, and I have a test on Friday I think... worst of all... a certain someone I hate and has my anime DVDs... >_> He shall die there.

I got new pants (YAY!) and shoes for the con.

I'm miserably sick right now... I wanna just sleep.

Other news... er... I guess Leo's coming over this weekend, and I'm hoping to go to Spaz-O-Rama next Tuesday... AND TWO OTHER BOYS WILL DIE THERE!!!

Still unhappy, but I'll pull threw, I kinda have to at this point.
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Tuesday, March 6, 2007

I finally know how to make AMVs! YOSH! ... the only thing is, I can't find any downloads of Naruto Shippuuden to get Deidara! I WANT A DEIDARA VID!

-_- Yesh, I love that Akatsuki guy now... he's so COOL! HIS HANDS HAVE MOUTHS! WOOT!

Anyway, today was... interesting. Let's leave it at that. Filled with good and bad like anyone else's life...

My deviant account almost has 7000 hits too... ^^ it's too sweet! Uhm... let's see... what else... >_> Uh... meh grandmee sent meh money. Blood money more like it. -_- Why me?

So again, Siren Malirose logging off saying, "There's a snake in my boot!" JAA MATA!
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Monday, March 5, 2007

   I SMELL LIKE ROSES!!!

...

Uhmm... yes, I'm kinda feeling better. Still mad about a lot of things, but I'll just have to get over 'em.

Today I have to finish up a few PEWMs... (KILL ME!!) ... I hate those tests... and then I have to hook up meh sewing machine and make meself a costume for the con!

I think I'm going to cosplay as either L or Light-O... >_> I'm SO NOT OBSESSED! Heheh...

I got new pencils now so I can draw again! YOSH!

Ahh... watashi no suki nihongo! ... I think that means, "I love Japanese!" ... I hope! XD oh well...

Ummm... I'm almost finished watching Blue Gender. I'm on disc 7 out of 8. THEN THERE'S THE MOVIE! I HAVEN'T SEEN IT YET SO I'M SO EXCITED! I hope they show the baby... ^^

So... um, yeah. I'm doing just a bit better, Lare. Thanks for the support... it meant a lot to me that day. Really it did.

So this is Siren Malirose logging off saying, "Watashi no nihongo waa son na ni heta desu ka?" ^_^
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Sunday, March 4, 2007

   Well today was awkward for sure... now for the outlooks.

Good: Shari majorly got me laughing for once... I think we were just joking about stupid things we didn't even know what we were talking about. I brought up the bad outlooks to her, and instantly she was saying, "Dude! I wanna fight with you too! That'd be so cool!!!" I kinda sweat dropped... but I definitely laughed a lot. Then which made me almost fall over, she sent me notes over DA and ...er... -sweat drops- She kinda told me the ending of that Tarabithia movie... it's gunna make me like... cry and not see the movie. It sucks for a Disney movie I guess. But she said she liked it... huh. Very interesting indeed.

Another good thing actually, I got another watcher today. So finally it went up to 102 again... man do I need to work up more watchers!! I'm losing my daily views count thanks to those Kyoko...person jerks!!! I swear it's all her fault for making me look... okay, I'm already bad... so she made me look worse. -_-; eh heh...

Bad: I think I'm losing all my friends... by my own doing. It's like I wanna punch them all away as if they were... an opponent in like a game or something that I was trying to beat. I guess that's my analogy of that. So basically... unless Maki's still my friend too (and meh sister...), then that only leaves... Shari. No one else... I can't exactly speak for Skyler since... she's a state away and I can't even get in contact with her anymore. Amazing really... and Ichigo's been gone since Christmas... she's the biggest little... not even saying it!

Other bad stuff... I can't stop coughing, and when I get upset (which I was most of the day) I ended up almost coughing myself sick. Not cool... but now I have a vaporizer in my room so I'm confined in here unless I feel like coughing...

Okay... I was really stupid too for something else... I'm sick yet I'm singing... >_> I remember Trunks bribing his sister to get me to stop years ago... -laughs- That was hilarious... but I ended up crashing it for both of them. -sweat drops- Now that I'm remembering that... uh... that wasn't a good night... I ended up having 50 (YES FIFTY!) hackers come after me... o_o; IN OTHER NEWS!

I'm only writing this in theO in stead of DA because I don't want all those... -twitch- 102 seeing it and DA is more artsy than journalish. I swear... I drew 2 Anti-Misa things and this idiot watcher was like, "You don't like Misa?" WTF DID I DRAW THOSE THINGS FOR!?

WHY THE HECK DID I MAKE AN ANTI-MISA-AMANE CLUB!? DO I LOVE HER?! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nervous breakdown central...

As for the last of the news I'm going to be hooked watching DVDs, so I doubt anyone'll really hear from me much if at all since I'm too much of a b*tch to talk to people.

So this is my schedule for today since I wrote this yesterday before bed...

Watch Blue Gender... read Gintama... watch FMA only if I'm that desperate... or play FFXII which is worse than watching FMA since I can't beat that jerk of a thing Zodiark... Yup. Plus coughing, that's on my list here too. So... this is Sirena Anat Malirose signing off saying, "DIE MISA DIE! ...THEN LET ME DIE AWAY FROM YOU!" ... Oyasumi nasai, whatever they say for good morning in Japanese, or simply... konban waa!!

Update: ... I'm seriously going to hurt a certain someone who took a watch off me... NOW I HAVE TO FISH THEM OUT OF 95 PEOPLE I WATCH!!!! GAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I'm still sick as ever, just wicked tired since I got way upset last night and was up til 3 a.m. PUT A GUN TO MY HEAD, WILL YOU!?
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Saturday, March 3, 2007

   Sparkling angel I believed
You were my savior in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn’t hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.

I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they would turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?

I see the angels,
I’ll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they would turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
it doesn’t give you reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart,
deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they would turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.



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Song name: Angels

Artist: Within Temptation

Kinda how I feel... I guess. Still as sick as ever today, almost got sick last night probably from my nerves and a bad headache. This is a freaking pain considering I have a GED test to take this weekend coming up, and if I'm not better by the 11th, I can't have my surgery! This completely sucks!!!!!! I'm sick, miserable, sad, not sure about mad... and I'm BORED!!! ARGH! I've played all the good video games... now I got nothing to do!!
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