Saturday, October 21, 2006

I saw turtles... and bought a collar... I dont have a dog... Con got it...
Sita
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Friday, October 20, 2006

You wanna' know why I feel so horrified?
I let my innocence die
You wanna' know why I can't be pacified?
You made me bury something
I won't be sleeping tonight
Deify- Disturbed

So... I originally had Thursday night off but gave it up as we only had five people in otherwise. I'm a nice person... and Percy was under alot of stress. So anyway... I get in and one of the other people who was originally schedualed to come in called in sick. So we weren't any people up and I got to hear a rant on how people should just not waste time being there at all if they dont want to work... and I get to miss a group lecture tonight cause I got it off =^.^=

And we gained four new people and lost two.... Im back to being the youngest which is just ducky with me as it allows me to get away with as much as I do...

Its just a tick off when you think your gaining extra help and you just cant... maybe they'll raise the starting wage to get more people to stay.... and pay me more money for the hell of it... that would make me happy...

And I think Howee is set to piss me off to the extreme... you all have a good one... hopefully have the new theme in a day or two...
Sita
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Thursday, October 19, 2006

I'm sick of watching my mouth with everybody looking at me
And I'm sick of wasting my time, this city offers nothing for me
Everybody's Screaming!!!- Lostprophets

Things I never need/want to know
~What happens in the bedroom between a person and their significant other. I just dont fucking want to know.

I was going to rant about that... but screw it.

Anywho... Things I've been working on...
!x!
A wallie I did for my friend Jay... ((different Jay than the mutual friend of myself and Zanorich))

I quite like this one as I learned a few things while working on it.... Like the glow effect and such... I'm just really proud of it... and the amount of editing it took.... I better bloody well like it.

!x!

My halloween profile on Gaia ((Still need to work on the one for the MyO))

More or less threw it together for something to waste time... Peronsonally I think the music video is what makes it scary.
=^w^=

I'm still not even sure what Im going to do here... though I have a few thoughts...
Sita
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

You may find yourself
Out on a limb for me
Could you accept it as
A part of your destiny

I give all I have
But it's not enough
And my patience is shot
So I'm calling your bluff
The Time is Now- Moloko

Just havent been feeling myself lately... Part of me wants to snap at co-workers for the comments on my height and critical comments but the other part just makes me grin and bear it. Its really not worth a fit in the long run.

I was going to go out today with Tara to get my nails fixed ((way to freaking long for me...)) and filled for Halloween but I think I'm going to sleep instead and fix them this weekend.... I nearly managed to rip one off at work.. though it didnt hurt... it was a bit of a surprise.

And as I just realized I completly forgot to type in "hurt" up there till I re-read the line I think Im going to curl up for a bit.... Will be on for a while before work I think... If I feel up to it.... Im considering if I want to hide myself away for a bit with the exception of a few people.... Not that I talk to many people now anyway....
Sita
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take this anymore
What would you do?
The Kill- 30 Seconds to Mars.

So... I've officailly been a member of the MyO for 2 years today...

fuck Im getting old....
Sita
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Monday, October 16, 2006

So what's it gonna take?
Silver shadow believer....
Spock rocker with your dirty eyes
It’s a chance gonna move
Gonna fuck up your ego
Silly boy gonna make you cry
Le Disko- Shiny Toy Guns

So... We got two new guys at work. Im finally older than someone... by about three months... but I'm still no longer the oldest. So we gained 3 new people. The two guys and one older woman who only works part hours. So that means on a good weekend we now have about 9 people. Two leave at 1:30... but for the first half we have 10... which is a really nice change from my last weekend's four. The only issue is three are new... and therefore dont know how things work/ where things are. It doesnt help that we were suppose to have Christmas done this weekend and out of everyone on the crew I was the only one stupid enough to admit to having worked in the section... I know at least one other person had experience in the section... and hes the ex-superviser... but being the person he is he didnt fess up to that... There's always one jerk that always seems to know where everything goes but still manages to escape any responsibility when it comes to training/ helping other people. So being as I admited to haveing been in the Christmas section for about 20 minutes the previous night... I was expected to help everyone...

Now... to explain the normal frustration with the Christmas section.

Normally you get a skid (4 foot x 4 foot pallet pilled with boxes) that can be anywhere from 3 to 7 feet tall. You work though the boxes putting out stock... Christmas is a bit different with you may get a huge box.... but inside are smaller boxes... and inside the smaller boxes are even smaller boxes which have a ball of plastic wrap... you un-wrap the wrap and you find an ornament... which generally only 6 to 8 will go out.... On top of that... as we're still setting the section out... most of the areas aren't set up... so we have to find pegs and shelves and put them in place... After we find the said item... which may involve 10 minutes of just looking for the right spot... So where a box in a normal section may take two minutes to put out... a box in Christmas can take up to twenty minutes to put out... Depending on how much time you're willing to spend looking for the item... and how well you know the section. I can find things fairly easy now just by looking at the item... but other people take longer... and dont quite grasp how things work in the section *cough* aforementioned new woman *cough*...

So... First night I had to get use to the section myself... AND explain it to everyone else... AND help anyone who didnt have the patience to look for the items. I left with a box count of 30 ((I usually average 80 to 100 depending on the section I work))... We had 5 people working the section that night...

This past night I stocked 20 boxes and I spent a good amount of time trying to help just one person. On top of that we had Brian ((ex-superviser)) call in sick and another person messed up their schedual and just didnt show up. Two people left at 1:30 (( leaving us with 6))... Then the one new guy had to leave early as he had to be in C-town for some personal reasons... We had four people in the Christmas section at one point then it dropped to two for the majority of the night...

I tried to organize things so they would be simple for me at the end out the night as I correctly predicted the fact that clean up would be left to me. Having 30 some odd boxes of stuff just thrown around the ground is not easy to clean up.... expecially when you dont know if the boxes have been looked at or if the items in the box have a home or if its been looked at by three different people. On top of that Im being asked if I know where items go... and if they can be put in flex ((extra room for extra stock))... By the end of the night I was using any excuse to just stop working as I was so frustrated with the whole situation. I dont mind being left to my own devices but when I'm left alone with someone who askes questions every five minutes about every little thing I start to get ticked. Expecially as I know that no matter how much we try not to mess anything up... The girl that usually works the section will come back tonight and complain that we messed something up. Its alot easier to do my own work and keep my head down than watch over the new people to make sure everyone does it right ((Im not managment.... I dont expect to have to do that... its not in my job description...))

It pushed me to the point I considered going home after work and drinking myself stupid... Havent yet... but it still seems like a good idea....

Then on top of it all I kinda got pushed to the back for opportunities to get out of the section. Normally I run around and do small stuff in all the sections... which I enjoy doing... but these jobs were given to the new guys who are still getting to know the store. I suppose theres no real way to win... and its no skin off my back if things go to shit as Im just a worker... but it still annoys me when I can see ways to make things more efficient and people dont listen to me....

I get ticked when people dont listen in general....

I'm glad Percy is back tonight...

In other news... I dont have other news.... It snowed again ((first snow melted as it hit)) and people think Im crazy... maybe I am...
Sita
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Sunday, October 15, 2006

Should I even let you know this song's about you girl
Just because I want to see you smile today
And my words may bind you to me much too tightly
And you may choke upon them if we fall apart
It's not fair to write a song to a woman, no
Because a woman takes a song into her heart
Wrap my Words Around You- Daniel Bedingfield

Christmas = unlove and unhappyness.

I touched way to many crosses today to still be alive...

Disney both makes me nostalgic and unhappy...

The Little Mermaid 3 and Cinderella 3 are predicted fails...

And I think Im a bit in love with Dane Cook...
Sita
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Friday, October 13, 2006

Sometimes it's a rose
And sometimes the smell is sobering
Sometimes it's a mouse
Sometimes the sounds is deafening
Kiss on the Mouth- Our Lady Peace

I freaking love that song.

I was going to rant about stuff... But I think I'll save it for tomorrow... Im to lazy to type right now... I got everything I need for my halloween costume I think.... I had to make a few adjustments to my planned costume due to lack of the proper material.... but meh... I think it will still look good provided I can teach myself to sew again... And if I cant... I bought more safety pins ^.^

I bought a few CDs and stuff too... and The Little Mermaid... I use to love that movie... so I'm allowed to do that... And its got a talking crab with an accent... how can you go wrong?
Sita
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Thursday, October 12, 2006

Reasons for me to find you
Peace of mind
What can I do
to get me to you
Call Me Call Me- Tim Jensen (Cowboy Bebop OST)

*dances* I got the next two days off... huzzah!

I got suff I got to do... namely finish something for Zappa that I sai I would do ages ago... Its almost done but stuff keeps comming up when I decide to work on it....

So I need to finish that.

Then I think I might redo my site for halloween... It may seem early but due to work I already feel like its Christmas... So putting up the theme may put me back into the right time of year.

I saw a bunny!!! I was walking home and there was this cute little rabbit hiding under a pine tree... I figure it must be an escaped pet or something cause I knelt down and held out my hand... I was only about three feet away to begin with... It hopped up to me and almost let me pet it... cute little bastard... it looked all fluffy and soft... didnt actually get to pet it... ANYWAY!! it was cute...

And Im sleepy... so its time for a nap... talk at people later...
Sita
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

For Con....

And Im tired... and hungry... and confused.... So Im gonna get food and maybe watch some day time TV... Obviously I like the abuse....
Sita
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