Tuesday, October 10, 2006

And you're a very sexy girl
Very hard to please
You can taste the bright lights
But you won't get there for free
Welcome to The Jungle- Guns n' Roses

Ok... So I was wasting my time, watching daytime TV. That means two things.
1) nothing good is on unless you like children shows or Judge Judy. ((Grounding Marsh was on but Zanorich made me feel bad by calling it infantile.... So I turned that off))
2) I'm watching Much Music.

So... as per usual... they play it in loops... first you have the 20 minute Rap segment featuring all the top rap songs. Which I dont know cause I have my own selection of music that I listen to and I usually ignore the top 40 stuff for what I enjoy. Then they have the 20 minute pop segment which features Neyo, Pussycat dolls, uhhh.... I dunno... I didnt watch for very long.... I think they may have had Paris Hilton or some other BS in there.... Then they usually have the Emo/ Punk/ Rock segment.... Then it starts over.

Fairly easy to predict... Anywho... to the point... They had a video from The Pussycat Dolls... Being the person I am Im attracted to flashy lights and stuff so my attention was turned to the TV for the length of the video ((Also alot of skin... Im attracted to skin so thats maybe why I also watched the Janet Jackson video as well...)) Anyway... the song was about not needing a guy.... which is all well and good. Go girl power! or something like that... But a few things about this particular group bug me... First off... Its a group of 5 ((or is it 6?)) women... One sings. The rest are purely for back up purposes. They could just call it "The Pussycat doll and the dolletts" but it would still but me... as I'm not even sure what the other girls do.... I'm not even 100% sure they sing back up.... seeing as its just as easy to digitally remix the one girl's voice to make up a back up track. Alright... back to the main points.... 5 ((or 6)) Girls.... They probably weigh 100 lbs put together... I've seen thicker toothpicks. Enough said.... Skinny girls bother me... expecially when I know my little sister listens to their music and she doesnt listen to me when I tell her shes fine the way she is. I know how the whole throught process works there... Ok... last point... like I said... Skin attracts me... there was alot of skin... ((considering there was only about 100 lbs of body mass to cover))... The song is about not needing a guy.... but they're dressed in a manner that all but says "Look at me... Im female and of the age to fornicate." ((Yeah... I went there...))

Perhaps I oversimplify in my little mind... But... if you dont need or want a guy... why would you dress in a manner thats only going to attract them. I know theres the whole "sex sells" which is true... but how many guys would fess up to owning a CD by The Pussycat Dolls... I can see them buying a Playboy featuring the group.... but I dont think thats happened yet...

Then theres the whole simplicity of the lyrics. If I can get the meaning of a song when I listen to it once... theres something wrong... either Im listening way to hard or the lyrics... really... suck.... Considering I was pretty busy just attempting to watch the video ((and nearly suffered a seizure from it))... Im going to say the song wasnt the most complicated of lyrical poetry out there.

So I have to wonder... When all these girls signed up... did they have visions of being a group fueled by the commercial appeal... or did they actaully expect to do something worth while that might be recognized as art. Can you even call it art if all your doing is trying to make a few bucks? Is it worth it if in the end you lack respect from others. Because the actions you take are just as important as what you say and if both your words and actions dont agree, then I get mixed signals... And I dont like the way this particular group performs.


Hahaha... I wrote a rant....

And am drinking Chocolate milk..... go me...
Sita
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Sunday, October 8, 2006

It's hard to believe, you're not here with me
Where will I go, where will I be
Lost without you, you were my dreams
Better move on, as hard as it seems
Emptiness- Natalie

I had one of those weird dreams again... something about Rob Zombie and the log ride.... Con and Zappa were there too... yeah....

Zanorich wont let me steal music in peace... So I kick him outside now.... judging from the frost on the window its cold outside.... So I think I'll keep his coat....
Sita
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Saturday, October 7, 2006

Nyah Con... we all know I cant spell to save my life.
XD

And I should be cleaning my room now.... maybe I'll do it in a bit... I got two hours... thats plenty of time... *plans to rush it in the last 30 minutes*

I have a rant... but I'll save it for later when Im not so tired and I'll possibly have more fuel to add to it... We shall see later.... Till then... have a good one all... I apparently have plans this weekend.
Sita
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Friday, October 6, 2006

I've been a bad, bad girl for so long
I don't know how to change what went wrong
Daddy's little girl when he went away
What did it teach me? That love leaves
Dear Diary- Pink

Its all good... I think things are better for now... I'll throw a fit if they ((The person in question)) decides to walk out...

So... Ive been thinking alot... Last year this time I was considering getting a tattoo... I still want one.... I was thinking of getting one last Halloween and Im thinking I might actaully make an appointment this time. Im told by both Bruce and Tara that if I want it done at a good place I need to make an appointment as oppose to walk in at some random time and yell "Ink me!". So... I'm thinking of what I want... I have a few tattoos that I want to get but Im not sure what to do first. That and if I want to draw them myself or get someone else to do it for me... Then the location... which Im told is the hardest part to do... Im wondering if I have enough faith to warrent getting an angle type tat on my right shoulder... But theres more to every story... right? ^.^

Anyway... neglected to turn my alarm on and ended up being an hour late for work. More angry at myself for that than anything... Stupid memory... failing me already...
Sita
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Thursday, October 5, 2006

Such lofty hymns, a kiss to the wind
And take good care, like you ever cared
It's bittersweet and a kiss goodnight
Elevator to the bright side of life
That's all you know, the story goes
All The Pretty Ones- The Exies

Kevin's comment makes me want to stop breathing all together....

I find it annoying that people's first reaction to certain situations are "Well maybe we just shouldnt talk" Fucking annoying.... If I dont want to talk to you... Im not going to.... *sighs*
...

*holds breath in a determined manner*
Sita
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Wednesday, October 4, 2006

I'm finding my way back to sanity again,
Though I don't really know what I'm going to do when I get there.
Take a breath and hold on tight,
Spin around one more time,
And gracefully fall back to the arms of Grace.
Breathing- Lifehouse

So... A few days back I was wandering through my archives.... Main thing I noted was the amount Ive calmed down in the past two years..... I was fucking nuts back then.... and it would seem alot more happy... I kinda miss being that off the wall.... But oh well... I've noticed I've been sighing alot lately and I dont know why.... Unsure of stuff perhaps.

Bruce tried to strangle me again... but I probably deserved it. We have this indstrial stregth plastic wrap for wrapping skids and at the end of the night we usually have a few balls of the stuff laying around..... I was trying to hit him with one of the balls and being as my aim is horrible it took a few tries ((admitedly... I was standing 7 feet away from him)). He told me to stop a few times... threatened to draw on my face with a marker and finally shook me a bit... but all in good fun.... if he had been really ticked I would avoid him like the plague.... Hes about 6 foot some... close to 7 feet probably... and use to lift weights hard core.... So its kind of like poking a bear.... you only do it when its out cold on elephant tranqs.... Anyway.... I got stuff to do... have a good one peoples
Sita
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Tuesday, October 3, 2006

I don't wanna wake up with another
But I don't wanna always wake up with you either
No you can't hop into my shower
All I ask for is one ***kin' hour
Leave Me Alone (I'm Lonely)- Pink

Been going through a Pink phase since I went over to Tara's a few days ago... We smoked the mentioned cuban cigars, talked about stuff... she sat me down and we looked at her wedding pics and stuff which would sound boring.... but I had quite a good time... We watched a DVD of Pink in Europe and it was quite entertaining... and now here I am... listening to Pink

Other than that... its just been life... We only had four people working on the weekend and Im pretty sure Bruce would kill me if he had to spend another night alone with me.... No... not really... I just have a way of being horribly annoying when I need to.... Which can come in handy so long as people dont decide to kill you.

Almost done Trigun... 3 more epidoes... then I move on to Lain I think... Just for the hell of it.
Sita
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Sunday, October 1, 2006

Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
The Hand That Feeds- Nine Inch Nails.

Ha... I got high on a cuban cigar. Fuckin rights...
Sita
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Thursday, September 28, 2006

Say goodbye,
As we dance with the devil tonight
Don't you dare look at him in the eye
As we dance with the devil tonight
Dance With The Devil- Breaking Benjamin

Like I said.... gone to shit... More my own fault... and not expected so soon... but gone to shit all the same...

*sighs*
I really want cookie dough all of a sudden...
Sita
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

hauling out of aeroplanes and hiding out in holes
Waiting for the sunset to come, people going home
Jump out from behind them, and shoot them in the head
Now everybody's dancing the dance of the dead
Fire Coming Out Of A Monkey's Head- Gorillaz

It was kind of just one of those days. In reality everything is probably going to go to shit in the next week but all I could do was smile. I think Im getting hyper with Halloween on fast approach. We're allowed to dress up for work... so even if I have to spend the whole night moving boxes... Im gonna do it in creepy fashion god damn it. Its kinda funny cause all the people I talk to regularaly at work love the holiday more than anything... So maybe Im not a freak after all.

Speaking of being a freak... someone made the implication that they wished they could be like me... I laughed and told them they havent seen the breakdowns or dead bodies.... *cough*... Speaking of dead bodies... Everyone has lame come backs at work... Ill say "No.. I was planing on leaving those boxes there" And they're all "Well I'll leave YOU there" Making me laugh and think that we need better come backs.

Yeah... that has nothing to do with dead bodies... unless you include the death threats... Though I've personally moved to bomb threats lately...
Sita
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