Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes (oh no)
There is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon in me
Down With The Sickness- Disturbed

So... I was trying to avoid the life issues... Like... seriously. I hide in my room most of the time. So... anyway... first it was trying to deal with a friend and drugs... I think thats cleared up now... Im hoping thats cleared up now.... Then theres the possibility that certain people arent being treated right by their choosen partners. But being as I said I wouldnt do anything I dont have much choice but to sit back and watch till something bad happens. Although if it was me the guy would be walking funny after it was all said and done... Reminds me of the song "Date Rape" by Sublime.... ANYWAY...

I guess our manager was "let go" yesterday... HAHA... ehh... oh well... I just hope we dont lose Percy.
Sita
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Monday, September 25, 2006

They paved paradise and put up a parkin' lot
With a pink hotel, a boutique, and a swingin' hot spot

Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you got till it's gone
They paved paradise and put up a parkin' lot
Big Yellow Taxi- Counting Crows


So... fairly un-event full day. I sat around and chatted from when I woke up (1:30ish) till now (10:30)So my mind is officially a pulp and I had some messed up convos. Which was fun cause HEY! I havent done that in a while. I think despite not seeing her I ticked Tiga off... It was her year anniversary with Dorian yesterday ((woo...)) And I guess he had promised her a nice dinner out and stuff... all that romantic stuff... And they ended up going to a bar to play pool with her cousin and brother. As oppose to going to the guy who had promised her a nice dinner to complain she started text messaging me and I got fed up and text messaged Dorian shit for not taking her out the propper way. At least he admited he was stupid. And I havnt heard from her since.. which means either she got her way and is just to busy to pay attention to me or she found out I gave Dorian crap and is ticked ((prolly the later))... which... meh.... I was the middleman. I passed on the message. I cant do much else when Im an hour away from the action...

So... In one of my later moments of boredom today I wondered what it would be like if you put Stephen Colbert and Rick Mercer in the same room.... Since I cant actaully do that I made them dance instead. Its funny cause the Canadian is wearing the pants...

And to think I could have been cleaning my room or doing laundry...
Sita
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Sunday, September 24, 2006

Anchor the night, open the sky
Hide in the hours before sunrise
Pray for me not, I won't lose sight
Of where I belong and where you lie
Heaven's Dead- Audioslave

Very tired... Going to watch Princess Mononoke then probably pass out... I should have a surprise in the next day or so...

Been up all day and the only thing I remember is that I now have the nickname of Frosty. Long story...
Sita

...
I lied...
New theme.... Surprise.
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Saturday, September 23, 2006

I dream I'm in a tunnel between here and now,
Scooby do-be where would you be bow wow wow wow,
I dream I'm at a crossroads no place left to go,
I look in each direction eenie meanie miny mo,
Fun For Me- Moloko

Its kinda one of those songs you have to hear to get exactly how it works...

Percy did it again.... Its not that it bothers me... its that it scares me.... in that "Oh god here comes the hammer" kind of way...

And I think I scared Bruce... All I did was smile but I guess it looked devious... I told him it wasnt intentionally devious till I had a plan...

And I hope to make an alter to the tree frogs.... Pics possible... I have nothing better to do today....

Besides sleep...
Sita
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Friday, September 22, 2006

Why give up? Why give in?
It's not enough, it never is
So I will go on until the end
We've become, desolate
It's not enough, it never is
But I will go on until the end
Untill The End- Breaking Benjamin

So... My wireless is being a jerk right now... If I go AWOL for a bit thats why.

Stupid wireless...

Edit: Did a system restore and I think something from my antivirus messed with the wireless.... that or some key component was deleted somehow... Or maybe its just my luck...

Anywho... Percy scares me... He scares me alot.... Two days in a row hes called me "sweet-heart"... This is from a guy that admits to loving skulls and having his wife do his christmas shopping at halloween... Its very unsettling... I think he either has some terrible torture planned for me or he just really missed me while I was gone.... I kinda hope it was the later...

And we lost two more people at work... Clayton went AWOL and they figure he isnt comming back and Karen ((The one I had a few issues with...)) quit.... which kinda was expected and not really mourned... There was a few tensions with her lately and I dont think she'll be overly missed... But it still takes us down to 12 people... and we were at 17 only a month or so ago... makes me kinda sad.... Im gonna miss Clay...
Sita
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Thursday, September 21, 2006

Sinking in this box
I blame myself for being too much like somebody else
I never thought that I'd just bend this way
Then a phone call made me realize I'm wrong
I Loved You All Along- Our Lady Peace

So... I didnt get much sleep yesterday with traveling home and going to work and spending a little bit of money ((Yeah I said I had none but I lied... I have very little... theres a difference ^.^)) So work was interesting and long as they asked me to stick around a bit after to do garbage and cardboard. As I am the one that tends to get the fun jobs. XP

So that would have been all fine if it werent for the fact that I managed to bash my right hand a few different ways.... First I caught my nails on a box... And acrylic nails dont really bend.... so that hurt alot... only did that to my first two fingers closest to my thumb... then later on during the night I managed to do it again but not as severe... But caught my pinky as well the second go around... Then there was the general carelessness where I smacked my hand into the door frame.... So dont let me ever say Im not a klutz... And now my hand hurts...

Forgot my Swollen Members CD in Calgary with Zanorich... he threatened to use it as a coaster.... I fear for my CD.... And his life if he was actaully foolish enough to follow through...

Then more good news as they say its going to rain for the next few days... which is kinda nice cause then its all cool and chilly.... but... My work pants get wet then I feel cold all night.

I want to learn to break dance...
Sita
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

You made me feel alright,
For once in my life,
Now all that's left of me,
Is what I pretend to be
Behind These Hazel Eyes- Kelly Clarkson

Mahahaha.... I got nothing... well... no money... spent it all... back to work tomorrow... oh how sad am I...
Sita
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Monday, September 18, 2006

I just want every boy I see
To walk away with part of me
Until there's nothing left to hold
Until there's nothing left to hate
I appreciate your help
But even you can't save me from myself
Japanese Gum- Her Space Holiday



Sita is one year older... Shes told it means more challenges... but shes pretty sure everyday is full of challenges. So she isnt afraid anymore.

Well... Maybe a little bit...

But thats ok.

Cause shes made it past her 20th birthday.

And she feels alot more loved this year than last...
!x!

And shes starting to realize just how much she's changed. Both personality and values wise.

Things she wants to pick up in the next few days...
~Web cam... Cause everyone else seems to be doing it and she needs to flip Howee the bird
~Final Fantasy XI... Best just not to explain that one.

Did I mention I got my nails done? Like... pretty nails on them.... I can now tap my nails in that annoying secretary fashion. And I quite like them....

And I have an official "I Win" T-shirt... Which means I officially win. And Zanorich is going to lose if he keeps insisting on reading over my shoulder...

How that annoys me....
Sita
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Saturday, September 16, 2006

Please keep the reporters at bay.
This a matter of life and death,
but I deal with things like this everyday.
Please keep the reporters at bay.
You never do what I tell you to.
You never do what I say.
Flying at Tree Level- Brand New

Little thing about Sita... Shes really spitefull and difficult when it comes to small matters.

If you tell she has to stay in one spot shes just going to try to move....

If you make her the point of attention she ceases to do anything interesting...

She likes cake with Vash on it.

I got Birthday cake.....

WITH VASH ON IT!!!!

<3<3<3<3456789

And roses.... And lots of anime... And all of Trigun....


Fuck yeah.....


Oh.... and I was left with a passed out person and felt markers.... Im sure we can all do the math here....
Sita
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Thursday, September 14, 2006

Although I plan to go out with a bang not a whimper
I still gotta watch my temper.
Watch over both shoulders cause of what Im into.
Sometimes Im emotional cause of what I've been through.
Too Hot- Swollen Members

*bitch, bitch, complain, rant, bitch, threaten, bitch*

And thats all I have to say besides I fucking hate birthdays... mostly just mine....
Sita
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