Saturday, July 1, 2006

Like a target drawn across my chest,
She's a bullet in russian roulette,
You said you'd never turn your back on me,
(Rescue me, rescue me)
Would you stand by me and bury me?
This Suffering- Billy Talent

You ever have that feeling where you just want to shoot yourself in the head because some one else is being so damn difficult about something so small and simplistic? I got that right now...

Doesnt help that Im starting to get that "Lets think about 20 different things at one time" thing going on... which is annoying.... cause it hurts...

On another front... just to release a few things we didnt all need to know but I feel like posting anyway.... very nearly went skinny dipping but the lake was to shallow and I saw a shooting star.... Go me... it was pretty... And Im glad I kept my clothing on... it was cold out.... ANYWAY...

Happy Canada day to all.... I miss snow...
Sita

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Cause Kid Rock is cool like that...
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Thursday, June 29, 2006

For the amusment that is making fun of fan-girls


And just as a little bit of an update to my insanity....

In three days I had three different people ask me to design gaia profiles for them...

So now I get to do that for the next month or so...

Lets all say whoot!

Sita likes this very much....
Sita
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

I really wish the MyO had post back up like LJ... I just spend 30 minutes venting and explaining and lost it all to a computer crash...

After the messed up night I had... this just kinda adds the finishing touch... I'll be back when Im back.
Sita
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Roses are red
Some diamonds are blue
Chivalry is dead
But you're still kinda cute
Promiscuous- Nelly Furtado

Note on they Lyrics: When the hell did Nelly Furtado get into hip hop? I know there was the whole Swollen Memebers thing... but this was unexpected...

Maybe I should consider moving out of my box....

Another note: The new Billy Talent CD is out today... for joy! I might drop some cash and pick that one up...

So I think I hit my limit... 6 full nights of work later and my feet hurt... alot... And I still cant seem to get my sleep pattern back on track... so Im still missing quite a few Zzz's... Im starting to look like either I got in a fight and took a few shots to the eyes... or a panda... One of the two... and the heat isnt helping with it being to bloody warm now.... I didnt mind the rain that much.... at least it was cool... not this hot and muggy crap we got going on now...

Bought food... That was the high light... so I shouldnt starve in the next few days... which makes me happy...

Need to do heavy duty cleaning tomorrow as Zanorich is comming up earlier than previously decided.... I told him he has to help clean... poor boy doesnt know what hes in for....Would do some today but I feel ready to drop.... I might do some before work but I doubt it....

I'm glad you all ((Con and Allie as I asked Afro to look)) like the new theme.... I might start making wallies again as I have a few pics I want to try and this one seems to be doing quite well on the download front ((120 in its first 24 hours... Whoot!!)) Which makes me feel accomplished.... which is a good thing as I have the feeling Im going to get rather bitchy in the next few days...
Sita
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Monday, June 26, 2006

You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate Me- Blue October

So... my poor little mushy brain couldnt think of anything to post till for some very very random reason it thought MADLIBS!!

So I looked up madlibs on the comp...((we all know what Madlibs is right?)) Found this site ((you know you want to go play now.... BUT NOT YET CAUSE YOUR NOT DONE MY POST!!!

You can kinda guess which words I filled in.... and I got a bit frustrated at the end cause I think there was only one or two verbs in the whole story... which bothered me...

Father Goose Rhymes
Old Mother Hubbard went to the Muffin
To get her Shlumpy Pen a bone.
When she got there, the Bookcase was Warf
And so her pinkish-green dog had none.

Jack and Jill went up the Headphone
to fetch a/an bag of water.
Jack fell down and broke his That damn Pen again,
And Jill came tumbling after.

There was a little girl and she had a little curl
Right in the middle of her Not that Pen but the Pen beside it.
And when she was light, she was very, very bluish-yellow ((where the hell are the verbs?)),
And when she was bad, she was dead ((like the verbs)).

There was a 6 feet under ((like the aformentioned verbs)) woman
who zoomed ((about fucken time)) in a shoe.
She had so many balls
She didn't know what to do.

Like I said... I was bored... and couldnt think of a post.... I had an idea earlier... but I forgots it and now I remembered.... Wow... anyway... I was given two skids of toys at work and told that they only wanted one skid at the end of the night... issue was.... none of the damn toys would go out.... so... in the end... with a little creative stacking and that high industrial packing sealer wrap stuff I got both slighlty but not much smaller skids onto one pallet.... The stacking was all cool at the bottom... the bottom looked cool..... all square and on the pallet... but.... see... as I built up I was thinking... "Oh its ok if this box overhangs a LITTLE" Except I had that thought for almost all the boxes... so... by the end of it the stack had gotten about a foot and a half wider in total... Which... you know... it was all cool... It kinda looked like an artistic representation of the female body, waist to neck... in box form.... wrapped in the plastic wrap.... I would say something vulgar... but... well... no need... so anyway... As I'm pulling that back to the stock room I'm waiting for someone to come up behind me and make a nasty comment about the packing job.... Percy ((Teh Supervisor and my favorite boss ever so far)) just laughed at me and shook his head... the funnier part was when Bruce looked at it then looked at the pallet racking ((which is only about 7 feet tall)) and said "It isnt going to fit" in the voice he uses when he knows hes going to have to make it fit anyway... In the end he had to put it in a spot that was beside the racking and he had to force it into the opening cause the boxes were so wide.... Percy and I stood back and watched.... cause as its well known... It takes three people to do a one man job when everyone is getting paid for it... Only bad news is I have to pull it out when we do inventory in a few weeks.... But it was worth it...
Sita

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Sunday, June 25, 2006

Gotta code three
Need back up
Bring me
My bright red fluro jacket
Walkie Talkie Man- Steriogram

Okies... So... To explain a bit as I left a few things out of the general daily stuff thats been going on...

Stacie and a few of her friends have gotten an apartment. This has caused a bit of annoyment and bad feelings in the group ((When I say group I mean me and Tiga.... I'm a loner... I dont have any other friends in RD))... See.... A) She keeps bugging me to help her pack/ move... and B) Tiga needs to move out at some point in the near futureish and was suppose to get a place with Stacie.... At the time they were "looking" for a place... not much mutual looking was going on... then Stacie more or less backed out of the deal as she started having physical fits of dislike toward Dory as she doesnt like him much ((Is being stupidly childish)) and knew he would be around often if she and Tiga moved in together... *deep breath*

So anyway... Just my luck the day shes moving is Canada Day... Lucky little brat I am... I got that weekend off... Even managed to convince Zanorich to come up and visit me... Which makes me a happy girl despite the fact I need to do some heavy cleaning in my room...

So.... She knows I got the weekend off... I think shes keeping track..... So.... at least once a day so far I've gotten the message of "You should come help me pack" Which is easy to ignore as I tend to sleep during the day... So anyway... She calls me... as Im getting ready for work... we talk a bit and I mention Zanorich is commin up... She says "Oooo he can help me move to!" ((Zanorich's comment at the time of hearing about this... "I can be bribed to help people move")) My comment... "Uhhh... I think we would rather not move boxes on Canada Day when we could be spending happy alone time, not resisting the urge to throw boxes at each other" ((Cause I've considered it a few times in the last week... Oh yes... I have... He knows what he did...)) Not to mention the fact that I lift boxes for a living and get paid good money to do it...

So Im trying how to say no with out hurting her feelings... I've tried the subtle technique... It seems to be not working.... not working at all..... I can only ignore the phone calls and text messages for so long... but.... It seems like expecially lately.... The only time she calls or talks to me is when she wants me to do something for her or when she has nothing better to do.... Which leads me to the feeling that Im just a back-up friend... which isnt a real friend... which makes me want to not move boxes.... Just sayin...

Anyway... I spend a small bit of money today and that makes me happy... I got new socks and that makes me even more happy..... :heart: Socks :heart: ...

And once again I didnt get enough sleep to feel fully rested... but I did watch some more Mezzo.... I likes Mezzo.... Sometimes when I sit down to watch a series I cant watch more than two episodes without my brain going on mutany.... but I quite like Mezzo.... So its been three or four a day... so I'll prolly have it done tomorrow or the next day.... which is sad... but I have other new stuff to watch and that will keep me busy for a bit.
Sita
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Saturday, June 24, 2006

I haven't felt the way I feel today
In so long it's hard for me to specify.
I'm beginning to notice how much this
Feels like a waking limb... pins and needles,
Nice to know you, Good-bye
Nice to know you- Incubus

So... Shiney stuff kinda distracted me from sleep... So I didnt get much Zzz time yeshterday.... Which made me a very sleepy and sickly Sita... My stomach decided to mutany... as its doing RIGHT NOW!! which didnt make me feel better.... I'm pretty much stuck in toys now at work... which... is fun on one hand... cause HEY! its toys.... I like pushing the buttons on stuff as I put it on the shelf ^.^ But its also a bit of a pain in the ass as most of the stuff is just cramed where ever it will fit and nothing really has an official peg or shelve to go on.... Good when you got alot of crap to just get rid off... but it looks like crap with stuff just shoved everywhere... Anyway... the point of the story...

I hate the new Superman movie....

The movie is kinda making me dislike Superman... which isnt fair to him... but let me explain...

Ok... I put out 24 5.5 inch Superman "Action Figures" ((AKA dolls for boys.... its ok to admit it... I like "Action Figures" too))
Now.... We all know about Clark Kent... Lois Lane... Lex Luthor... thats like... THE characters.... Out of all the action figures... 1... ONE was Lex Luthor... the rest were various figures of Superman... thats a 23:1 ratio good guy to bad guy.... and think about it... unless poor little Lexxy has a wearhouse FULL of kryptonite.... Hes screwed... And all he came with was this lame little missle launcher....

And Im not even going to go into the complete absence of Lois Lane figures... *cough*

Anyway... I just find Superman overdone... Smallville was cool... I liked Smallville... Im refering to the superhero thing.... Hes got one weakness.... thats just not fair... at least Batman is human...

Then theres the personal thoughts toward the new movie.... I had to look at the guys face all night.... hes just to pretty boy-ish... and Im not refering to good looking... Im kinda refering to Queer Eye for the Straight Guy-ish... nothing wrong with it... I just prefer my Superman more.... Manly... yes.... thats a good word...

I dunno... I lack anything better to write about than rants about movies Im going to boycott... Cars is pretty damn near on the list too... Its just lucky its made by Pixar...
Sita
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Friday, June 23, 2006

If i only knew what was right
I'd do it in a second to calm down
Oh baby, when day falls to night
My heart always ends up on the ground
When Will I See You- Danko Jones

It appears I forgot to post at my usual time... oops....

Half assed working on a new theme... Was working on one but it was being a prat and not doing what I wanted it to do... So I'm working on a new one... Not sure when it will be up though.

Cause Im lazy... and busy... and have a few things backed up... My mom wants a water color for her cousin... Which in realitly shouldnt be that hard as it is only a 11x8 piece... but I think I should put the effort in to practice a bit and get my watercolor skills back up to par as once you mess it up it either stays messed up or you start over... Then I need a few other supplies and to draw it out and all that fun stuff... Then I got a GA commisson... which I've been working on for the past week... still not happy with it... but certain parts of the image are mocking me.... Stupid mocking.... wanna redo my gaia profile at some point... all sorts of fun stuff..

So far Mezzo is awesome... but a combination of Mezzo, Dead Leaves, and Neverwhere result in very very odd dreams... Im sure the one ended in responding to a post about the world ending or something.... Like I said... very odd dreams indeed...

Another highlight of the week... Im reading again
*wants to note that she hasnt read for a long time* So yay for my ability to read...

And thats all for today... I was going to rant about natural selection... but its late and other things took my mind off it...
Sita
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Thursday, June 22, 2006

? Stacie ? I feel pretty, oh so pretty.. says:
I need to get to sleep.
? Stacie ? I feel pretty, oh so pretty.. says:
But, you should come help me pack tomorrow for a bit.
? Stacie ? I feel pretty, oh so pretty.. says:
But that requires you to be awake during like.. human hours. So, if you're up for that, let me know.
? Stacie ? I feel pretty, oh so pretty.. says:
Bedtime, bye!
Sita: I wanted to be that Special Girl. says:
night


I'm not human... Im a night stocker... She can kiss my pale, night-dwelling ass.... I would much rather sleep.

On the bright side.... I now am the proud owner of the complete Mezzo series, the new Danko Jones album, and the complete Neverwhere A&E broadcast which is harder to find than the holy grail.

Im sleepy...
Sita
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

I'll bask in your forever
You just waste my time
I want to drag you down, down with me
I wanted to help, to help destroy the world
I wanted to be that, to be that special girl
Angels Fuck- Jack Off Jill

So... it was kinda one of those days... It starts with crying and by the end of the 24 hours the only way you remember why is if you talk to the person who caused it...

But I have other things to think of right now and a mission that is not going to get done with out some final touches...

And on top of that Im going up to E-Town to hang out at the big mall with Tiga and Dory for a bit... I think... as cliche as is sounds... we all just needed some alone time to remember why we were friends.... So things are all better there...

Still ticked with Stacie... If it hasnt gotten worse.... but thats just my moods for you... Have a good one all.... I forsee little sleep till the wee hours of the morn.... and Heero... If you can... please try to get on tonight.... I should be able to finish that thing up with some imput from you.
Sita
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