Tuesday, June 20, 2006

A cup of cold coffee, yesterday's mail.
A bad love like this is always bound to fail.
Your love meant trouble from the day we met.
If you want your things, they're on the front step.
I Should've Known Better- Nickle Creek

Hokay.... So... Im back... *throws party for self for lack of anything better to do*

The weekend wasnt entierly hell... I was ready to beat me sisters at one point for a stupid argument they were having over a chair and who got to sit in it... Supposedly the chair was in "The Perfect Spot"... It had shade and a footrest... So anyway... anytime either of them got up the other would steal the chair and not move till the other violently removed them. That part was kinda funny... but the argument wasnt so much.... It was down right stupid... So at one point I stood up... took the chair I was sitting in... Put it right beside the other one and told them to be nice and try to refrain from poking each other.

Yeah... Im a smart big sister like that... They both gave me dirty looks for solving the problem.

Did I mention this fight happened around a fire? And we had sticks for roasting hot dogs? Anyway... that wasnt my favorite annoyance...

Note: Otherwise it was a good visit... I just tend to get this murderous streak when my sisters push the line...

So... Me, Mom, Dad and sister #1 are watching Miami Ink... Me as I like tattoos... Mom and Dad as Im guessing they found it interesting and like to make fun of people for the reasons (never said I agreed with them... I kept my mouth shut) and sister #1 as I think she was interested and there was nothing better to do at the time. Sister #2 was off playing a game on the comp. ANYWAY... Were all sitting nice and calm watchin TLC... and my phone buzzes... I open it up... See its Stacie and shut the phone as the phone calls from her usually start with "Im bored.. what you doing?"

Now... I had told her I was going home for the weekend so I figure as I visit my family once in a blue moon its prolly a good reason to avoid calls like that. 15 to 25 minutes of me going "Uh huh... Uh huh... oh really?... well thats not so cool.... Uh huh... uh huh... Ok bye"

So I ignore the first call and about three minutes later she calls again... I figure its a little weird as usually when I ignore the phone people dont try back in that short of a time period... Not including my parents... So I answer the phone thinking something happened. Went something like
Sita: Hello?
Stacie: Hi... whatcha doin?
Sita: Watching TV with my family...
Stacie: Oh. Im bored.
Sita: Thats nice... Im going to go back and watch TV with my family now... But I should be back in RD tomorrow...
Stacie: Oh... well I wont be.
Sita: Oh? Where are you going?
Stacie: I dont know. I just wont be here.
Sita: Ok... then... have fun?
Stacie: Oh I will
Sita: Ok then. Talk to you later.
Stacie: bye.
*Click*

I just dont like people expecting me to drop everything when they want attention. It isnt fair to me... Expecially when I'm doing something like spending time with my family. I know the way it all worked out I may have hurt her feelings but at the same time I think she lacks a certain respect to the situation I was in. If shes busy with friends or family I dont expect her to drop everything and talk to me... So I dont think its fair she expect me to do that.

Its more or less come to the point... mostly only concerning my time with my family and Zanorich... If I get a call in the middle of qualitly time... and in the first ten words "Bored" is mentioned... Im hanging up.

Is this so wrong?
Sita
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Saturday, June 17, 2006

Cowards that hide behind their words,
Don't care if feeling will get hurt,
Beware the voice without a face,
That's hidden underneath them.....
Covered in Cowardice- Billy Talent


Hooray for stuff to do... Have a goos week end all... if I dont see ya
Sita
Edit: Ok.. This is off LJ... A different one than I did on there cause I've had time to think about stuff this time round.
Please nobody get all pissy with assumptions. I have a right to free speach. As you have a right to not listen.
List ten things you want to say to 10 people.
1. Don't say who the people are.
2. Feel free to comment, but I'm not confirming or answering anything here.
3. Tag 5 people to do the same

!. Thank you for always being there to talk to. To bitch to... and just being a good listener in general. Things will work out eh ^.^
@. Please dont fuck with me when Im doing you a favor. Expecially on the emotional front, cause as you may think you have a fair bit of sway over me, I'm getting a bit tired of being screwed over and I dont put up with as much shit as I use to.
#. Maybe if you quit smoking pot things wouldnt be so shitty. Grow up.
$. You know how you treat me. You have stated the fact that you know how you treat me. You know how it is to be treated the way you treat me. SO QUIT FUCKING AROUND AND STOP IT.
%. I miss they way things were before. Im scared were growing apart and I dont like it.
^. I lied.
&. Fangirl = Bad. Stop it.
*. I dont like what your doing to yourself. Your better than that and really shouldnt be doing this to yourself. Grom some self respect. Dont let it rely on someone else.
(. If I dont pick the phone up the first time what makes you think Im going to pick it up five minutes later? I... need... sleep.
!). I'm sorry we fell out. You dont deserve that. But at the same time. Nothings stopping you from picking the phone up.

I'm tagging everyone but Con and Zappa. I know they did it... but of course they're free to join the MyO bandwagon too...
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Friday, June 16, 2006

Shitty weather, bad timing
Lucky penny glued to the ground
Dirty look from total stranger
Hope you get lost and you're not found
This Is How It Goes- Billy Talent

Yes... Yes I like the dots... And if anyone truly has an issue with that they dont have to read the blog... ITS MY FUCKING PAGE!!
*points at disclaimer and sighs*

That little temper tantrum out of the way... I got cake at work... something about a cake a month for any birthdays that occur... So I had my cake and ate it too and theres nothing anyone can do about it now...

Its... still... raining.... Are you flooding yet Con? I'm scared we will.... but Im on the high ground as oppose to the low ground... so I dont think I persoanlly will be flooded... but anyone close to the river might get some wet basments and such...

Made plans to go home for the weekend... I miss my sisters and need to pick some stuff up... Im considering if I want to try doing water color again... I kinda miss doing art... so It cant hurt to bring some stuff back... my colored pencils have kinda sat un-used in the corner... But maybe I can get back into it...

And thats all I got to say... Forgive the tantrun but I really havent been in the best of moods and I have a reason for using the ellipsis.
Sita
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Thursday, June 15, 2006

Hold your breath then count to four
Pinky swears don't work no more
Footsteps down the hallway floor
Getting closer to my door
Devil In A Midnight Mass- Billy Talent

Yay Oilers... One more game... Two if you actually want the cup... But thats not the point...

And in other news...

...

Hmmm...

Sita
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

I never walked so far on a lonely street
With no-one there for me
Is it worth the pain, with no one to blame?
For all of my insecurities
Pins and Needles- Billy Talent

Yeah... I know... it sucked... I think I gave up on writing that story before I even began... Anyway... A few major life leasons... or not so much.. but you get the idea

A) Football (ie. Soccer) can actually be entertaining..... but it would be better if more players were more physical such as in football (ie. football)

B) Safety knives DO NOT double as screwdrivers. At least not at the same time... Its either a knife or a very dangerous screwdriver... It would seem like this would be an obvious concept... but I still had a few mis-conceptions and mis-understandings... Its all better now... I understand... I'll probably have a scar to prove it.

C) Fire and brimstone taste alot better when accompanied by alcoholic substances... Con might understand... Zanorich should understand... I'm not going into detail on this one.

D) Hello Kitty looks pink after the bandaid is soaked in blood. HaHa, Hello Kitty... HaHa...

Yeah... Im just that cool... and in THAT mood again... the one where certain people cant do anything right and other certain people just cant make it better... Its raining and thundering outside and I think I might have supper with my family tonight... If they call me... which they probably wont after they called me every... BLOODY... DAY!! when I was away visiting Zanorich... I love how they have that built in radar and perfect timing... I hope its not genetic....
Sita
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

At least we're breathing
At least we're alive
As long as we're dreaming
Everything's gonna be all right
At Least We're Dreaming- Eve 6

Ok... lets clarify... I'm alright... Im not overly depressed or anything.... I do have the usual personal issues that I always have going on... but thats a given... The site is just all... dead... cause I lack the modivation and inspiration to make things pretty. And I didnt think the other theme really fit. So I went back to the joyfull blagh of just color. Now that Im done covering up for the latest changes... *shifty eyes and changes the subject before people can become suspicious*

!x!
Thats the post on the con I went to, for people who missed it... Allie *pointed look*
:P

Anyway... forgive me if it sucks... Its been a while...

Dramatic Announcments
Hyper: Sitasitasitasitasitasitasita!! *scampers up before grabbing Sita's arm and yanking on it harshly*
Sita: *is jared back and forth as Hyper yanks on her arm* What do you want?! *tries to pull her arm back but fails miserably*
Hyper: *clings to Sita's arm with a death grip* I gots a surprise for you.... Guess what it is!! Guessguessguessguessguess!! *starts to pull at Sita's arm again, violently pulling at it*
Sita: *balls her other hand up in a fist to resist hitting Hyper, while being battered back and forth* I... Dont... Know... Tell ME!! *finally pulls her arm free and takes a few steps back from Hyper for safe measures*
Hyper: I'll give you a hint... It doesnt start with a "B" *giggles and runs off in happy Hyper glee*
Sita: *blinks in confusion and watches Hyper run off* Doesnt... start with a "B"? What the hell? *shakes her head and goes back to reading her book*

Hyper: *runs up to Scry and tackles her to the ground, knocking a plate of cookies to the ground* SCRYSCRYSCRYSCRYSCRY!!! Ooooo cookies....
Scry: *shoves Hyper off before sitting up to pick up the cookies* What is it now, Hyper? *she lets out an exasperated sigh as she dusts off a cookie*
Hyper: *graps the cookie from Scry and shoves it in her mouth* Mmmmm ookie....
Scry:*sighs again and looks at Hyper with a forced look of patience* Intelligence of a child... give her a moment, Scry... She'll come back to the topicHyper...?
Hyper:*blinks and looks at Scry, chewing on another cookie* eye orgot... ell ou ater... *gets up and walks away, shoving another cookie in her mouth*
Scry:*looks down to finish cleaning up the cookies before realizing they're all gone. She tightens her grip on the plate she was carrying and her left eye twiches slightly* Those were the last cookies...

Hyper:*runs up behind Crowley and grabs his arm hugging it tight* Hi Crowely... I loves you....
Crowley:*He looks down at Hyper and sneers slightly* What do you want this time?
Hyper: *makes puppyeyes at Crowely and pets his arm gently* I gave some big news... But I'll tell you later...*She grins and runs away quickly before he can say anything*
Crowley: *watches Hyper run off, lowering his sunglasses and raising an eyebrow* Ok then... You do that...

((Later as Sita, Scry And Crowley gather together to watch Dead Like Me... The only show I can think of right now... :P))

Sita: *flicks on the T.V and settles down into the corner of the couch* So does anyone know whats up with Hyper?
Scry: *glares at Sita as her left eye twiches again* She ate my cookies.
Sita: Oh yeah? *channel surfs till she finds the right channel*
Crowley: Horrible thing to happen... I wouldnt want her eating my cookies... *glances over at Scry before turning his attention back to the T.V.* Now that you mention it... she was acting a bit odd earlier...
Sita: I think she got into the icing sugar again... Rambling on about a surprise...
Scry: Oh? *half ignores Sita and watches the T.V in content*
Hyper: *Wanders in and stands in front of the T.V screen with a huge smile* Hello dear friends and Crowley who I love alot.
Sita: *blinks and moves her head to see around Hyper* Do you have to stand RIGHT there?
Scry: *lets out a small growl* Hyper... move... now...
Crowley: Bloody hell... *closes his eyes and lets out a sigh* I'm tired Hyper... Move please...
Hyper: But I have an announcment for all of you *she pouts slightly and starts to get teary eyed*
Sita:*sighs and sits up* Tell us your big news Hyper...
Hyper: OK!! *grins and jumps in slight joy then stands still vibrating happily*
Crowley: Well?
Hyper: *blinks and looks at him* yeah?
Scry: Your... news, Hyper? *twitches slightly*
Hyper: Oh yeah!! *grins and looks away from Crowley* I got a new pet rock... His name is Boris.
Sita: How... does that... WOULD YOU MOVE AWAY FROM THE TV!!
Hyper: Sorry... moves to the side of the TV. Isnt he pretty? *holds up a rock and grins*
Scry: You insane... go away *looks back at the TV*
Crowley: Bloody hell... *looks back to the T.V.* I love George...
Sita: You said it didnt start with a "B"... What the hell?
Hyper: I lied?
Sita: I hate you...

And I totally ran out of story steam... watching football with Howee.... Have a good one all...
Sita
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Monday, June 12, 2006

Screaming from the voice inside
Trying to find a place
Inside
To hide
From the bad dream
Badream-Jakalope

So... Im home... more or less alone again... *sighs*

I've been having weirder than usual dreams lately... If anyone has seen The Village... I had one kinda along the same "story line"... except it was actually disturbing on a certain level... I had difficulty going to sleep the next night.... Zanorich had to put up with that... He had to put up with alot actually... Points to Zanorich... All honesty Im lucky I found lyrics tonight... I've been out of it the past few nights.... have a good one all...
Sita
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Sunday, June 11, 2006

That... Dear ladies, was Dead Like Me. An exchange between Mason (The british screw-up) and Roxy ( The Meter-Maid turned Cop)

Zanorich is getting me to put another clip up in the intro of his site, which is now pimped out thanks to my lack of anythng better to do than make things look pretty...

Going home tomorrow but I dont go back to work till Monday night... So I may fix my site back up to the pretty pictures and such... I'll see how I feel... I kinda like the purple and green...

But I miss the pretty pictures... So... I'll try to fix that up... Anyway... Ill Gotten Mellons
Sita


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Saturday, June 10, 2006

Yeah.... I want a pet bird...
Sita
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Friday, June 9, 2006

Ehhh... Cant think of lyrics....

I feel weak... its only 20 after 12 and I feel sleepy... Still need to do some stuff..... errr... *sighs* I suddenly just hit the sleepy point.... I miss photoshop.... and my music collection.... and my pillow...

Heero... hmmmm... We need to talk...
Sita
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