Monday, March 27, 2006

Sadly.... for all of you... Im still alive...


HAHAHAH... take that
Sita
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Saturday, March 25, 2006

Listen; I just wanna make music, I just wanna verse or two
In fact, man, I wanna be a rapper too
And I could probably sing the blues
Cause I got problems too, plus I growed up in the projects too
Well can you put me on your soundtrack?
Cause I got a good theme song that Berry white could probably sing on
Yo, I just want a chance at stardom
I just wanna be more than a thief or robber
Well, what about a remix? And I could probably make the beat
and get it done all in less than a week
And make it clean for the radio, so the kids could watch the video
Yo, but y'all don't hear me tho
Man, I just want a crack at it
If I fail I'll be back, cause I refuse to be a crack addict
I wanna prove the critics wrong
What started off with a poem and then turn it into a song
Now I'ma sing it for you
I Wanna Sang- Trick Daddy

Granted I dont want to be a rapper... nor do I really have the skill to sing period.... But I really like that song....

0 days/ sleeps/ 1 nap for me/ 9.5 hours for me.... ummm.... little nervous.... little not nervous.... Expect the worst and all that can happen is the best *nods*

Oh... for Zappa... My friend Zanorich is comming up to visit me.... thats what the count down is about... first time we shall meet face to face.... all better?
all better
*nods*

I think I shall go stare at the ceiling of my room for a bit.....
Sita
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Friday, March 24, 2006

You're advised to stand back, I attack at the crack of dawn
Beware the lash of the savage, a fact you act upon
As the weak seek shelter, this is something sacred
Poetry of wolves, dreaded on treaded acreage
Cuz of I, who enjoys poisoning boys and girls minds
Just for the fun of it, runnin' with pain and punishment
Northern Lights- Swollen Members

I was going to complain about how life in the western Hemispherisan, North America location promotes genetic decay.... but then my comp crashed and I realized.... Whats the point? Con's the only one thats going to read and comment and while I love her for that.... She can listen to me complain any old time... so.... Im not going to write....

But for the record.... thats what I think about when I stock tissue....

One more day/ One more sleep for day walkers/ One sleep and a nap for me....

Not sure if Ill post... possibly short ones to let you all know Im alive and well... cause as bets are going.... Ill be fine anyway.... but its always possible Zanorich is a sex crazed rapist who wants to put that much effort into attacking me when hes got a roughly 3 times the size city full of women to pick from....

That was sarcasm....
Sita
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Thursday, March 23, 2006

And I've got scars I'm willing to show you,
you had heart that I'll never see,
she had answers to all the wrong questions,
It's funny these answers are all that I need.
Caldecott Tunnel- Something Corporate

So... Im wondering if theres even a point to try and pretend my friends are normal... In order to do that I will need to put and keep muzzles and leashes on all of them... Something Im kinda to lazy to do... So... long story short..... despite his continuted denial.... Zanorich is likely to suffer at any point we leave the house and happen to be accompanied by any of my friends... At least from the general childish stupidity we all seem to suffer from....

Cat litter is not a friend of your respritory system.... I got to play in it for an hour.... I learned my lesson.

Hehe... I bought hair stuff... Im scared it might get added to the pile of other hair stuff I've collected in the last year that I dont use.... But if I can work it right I can also spike my hair when I feel like attracting alot of attention...

I miss Afro... I think Im on the edge of calling him just to make sure hes alive... I havent heard from him in getting close to three weeks ((not including the one email I had to drag out of him explaining why hes missing)).... so despite the fact he doesnt like the phone all that much.... I think its justified.... Of course I have to issue a warning first.... but by next Wensday... If I dont talk to him via MSN.... hes getting the verbal treatment...

I like out-lining harrasment plans...It makes it seem more proffesional....
Sita
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

You're quick to fall in love and then you fall out
You say forever but I give you about a month at the most
you always get bored and leave her to dry
You'll find true love with a woman not a girl
You'll know it's her when she becomes your world
when you're together you won't notice time will just fly by
Sound of Love- Danko Jones

Right-o.... bwahaha.... I slept for 16 hours straight..... that was yesterday.... I dont think I really need to sleep for another 5 days or so...... but Zanorich suggested I do..... Speaking of Zanorich.....

Hokay..... there was the planned trip to C-town that was to occure this comming weekend.... which was suddenly cancelled due to the fact I suddenly had no place to sleep for two days.... So.... to fix the situation as I both Zanorich and I were getting a bit ticked at having the planned meeting cancelled twice... Hes comming to stay up here for the weekend =^.^= FYI... Three sleeps/ work days/ ?two days? I've lost track.... I cant remember if we were counting the day or not and Im not quite right in the head due to the fact its dark outside... fine... Im tired.... so tired... not really.... but meh..... Im getting excited so I cant think nor type correctly...

Anyvay.... I vas gohing to talk about something more in detail.... but.... to save the... ehhhh... certain factors I want to avoid... I had one of those "Oh Shit what do I say now?" moments... It wasnt pleasent.... After I recovered I think I damned the causing factor to hell about three times.... maybe it was only one "god damn you..." I cant remember.... I know "damn you" was said a few times.... Yeah.... the vagueness and pointlessness of that whole section of typing still amazes even me... Three points for running out of things to say...

ummmm... ehhh... I think Im the youngest on the crew at work again... We did have a guy on for about two weeks who was a year younger than me.... I think he's officially quit now... He neglected to show up to work today and I know he was planning on quiting in the next few days.... Its kinda sad cause while he had to have been one of the dullest tools in the tool shead.... I still enjoyed working with him.... he was dumb... but not in the "Im going to screw up now" way... but in the cute "Im like a lost puppy and deserve to be kick ((gently and in the general direction of the pallet jack so I may assist you))" kinda way..... yeah... come to think of it.... Hes better off quit.... if Im going to move all the pallets by myself.... I dont need him watching me do it.... >.>....

Anyway.... Im done..... have a good day... and Dont forget to smile.... Thats you Zappa and Con.... I want big... fake..... NOT TEARY EYED SMILES!! Its like its contagious..... I dont want to catch the depression bug.... I catch it enough as it is.... here.... go look at something funny
Sita
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

It's alright to tell me what you think about me
I won't try to argue or hold it against you
I know that you're leaving you must have your reasons
The season is calling and your pictures are falling down
I Guess This is Growing Up- Blink-182

Ehhhhh.... normal day off... five hours of sleep.... cleaned my room to the point where I can see the floor again... Its grey carpet!! I almost had forgotten... finally set up the new television.... I was looking over some old stuff from high school that I have on DVD like media projects.... not just mine but others that other people had made... I found one that was a Drama thing that some people did that involved two guys from my class, dresses and spice girls... One of the most hilarious things I've watched in a while... anyway... Blade is on TV and Dead Like Me will be on in T-minus 3 minutes... I wish I was a reaper.... anyway.... ciao all...
Sita
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Monday, March 20, 2006

We sure are in for a show tonight
In this little number we are graced by two displays of character,
We've got: the gunslinger extraordinaire walking contradictions
And I for one can see no blood from the hearts and the wrists you allegedly slit And I for one wont stand for this
if the scene were a parish you'd all be condemned.
I Constantly Thank God For Esteban- Panic! at the Disco

So.... I catch a ride with a stranger..... nothing happens.... I catch a ride with some one I know.... I loose my god damn headphones.... They were good head phones.... I will mourn their loss.... untill I buy new ones......

What the fuck is permalink?

Is Spoungebob christian? Or Dora? Or Barbie?
I ask this due to the easter crap at work again.... You can tell the days when I spent to much time around the chocolate by the amount of ranting I do on the topic of religion vs corporate gain...

So..... ummmm... ok.... Im not trying to say I even support religion to begin with.... because Im really for the destruction of all that stuff... it just creates inequalitly in my mind.... and as un-realistic as it seems.... I really do think that some sort of understanding and respect could be reached between all religious groups if they could all just accept that they dont agree and due to that fact every single little person on earth is gonna go to hell... *cough*
Note: Political correctness is for politicians...
So anyway.... to come back to my original topic.... If the aforementioned cartoon characters are infact christian... ie... believe in the existance and ligitimate role of Jesus Christ..... Does that mean that if a person from another religion were to be as so bull-headed to cut all persons and symboles being linked to the christian idea in its entierty.... Do they get to watch Spoungebob ((I am so not saying you should.... hes first on my list to be abolished should I ever get a place in power)), Dora, or purchase Barbie items? Or let their kids have anything to do with the aformentioned characters?

Ehem..... ok.... I've made a vow to not bring up any particular topics having to do with Easter and cartoon characters untill either next year..... or I find something good to talk about again.... it just really bothers me... I swear... Im done...

On a happy note.... I neglected to drop any boxes on my head.... well.... any heavy boxes..... And I think Ill neglect to sleep today.... Room to clean and stuff.... so...... I think its just better if I dont sleep....

....

HAHAHA.... and Im ranting right now.... imagine the... never mind..... Im going to have a nap now......

What the fuck is permalink?
Sita
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Sunday, March 19, 2006

Here’s me overseas,
Across the pond by the Dover peaks.
I’ve smuggled myself into new nationalities,
You think you’d be proud of me.
Out Of Reach- Get Up Kids

Ok... so... First off.... Revalation.... a few weeks back either Tiga or Stacie made the comment that I dont care... ummmm.... I think it was Tiga... anyway.... Stacie made the same comment at some point in the last few days.....
Now... When they say I dont care.... They mean about anything... ummmmm.... Its kinda insulting and depressing that people who know me face to face would think that.... Its not that I dont care... Its that I dont care about the stupid superficial problems that some people have that they cause them selves and dont take responsibility for... In fact... I tend to get sarcastically cruel when those problems come up... but its not that I dont care...

Anyway.... thats out of my system... ummmm... I bought a T.V today! Yeah..... for a person who watches a whole of maybe two hours a week in a good week of T.V viewing.... I dont really need a T.V.... but... now that I have one I might actually start watching some of those movies I got.... and I bout the Yu Yu Hashiro (sp?) movie cause it was 10 bucks at Walmart..... I praise Walmart for their low Anime prices.... Anywhere else... that movie would have been thirty.... anyway.... It better be good.... *shakes fist menacingly*

Ummm... otherwise... I thought I was catching a feaver earlier.. but now I think it was just the area of the store I was working in.... that or Im allergic to sports equiptment.... anyway... Nausea.... high tempertature... weakness... Ummm... I think nausea is due to the count down (6 days) as Im starting to feel alot more nervous about that.... the high temperature was the heating in the back corner of the store and the weakness was due to the heat and the fact that Ive been lifting crap over my head for the past 3 days... From what I understand the way the cross system worked was that people half sufficated from having their arms forced over their heads.... but.... what do I know..... ANYWAY.... Its 6 in the morn and I still have an email or two to write.... Till next time...
Sita
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Saturday, March 18, 2006

'Cause my eyes are open,
And everything still moves in slow,
Motion,
Breathless and blue and be-,
Hind your eyes,
The sea,
Oceans of,
Light envelop me.
Atlantic- Thrice

Ok... so.... Im not sure which is worse... Being praised or always being looked over....

My night manager has just NOW finally begun to remember my name... I've been called Jessica, Rachlle (How ever the hell you spell that name) Frodo, Baggins, Hobbit ((ok... those are all related.... see... I made the mistake of suggeting they just call me Hobbit cause you see Im SHORT and every one else has a tendency to call me Hobbit...)) ummm.... Pretty much eveything EXCEPT for my real name.... which... meh.... I prefer the nice shortened down version more.... Its quicker to say... saves eveyone time.... I answer to it.... its alll good.... so anyway..... hes been putting in an effort to learn my real name.... He managed to do it.... I feel happy for him.... considering I told all of the people on night crew that I respond to almost anything so long as I know its being used in reference to myself.... I even respond to "Hey You!!".... anyway.... Back to earlier statments..... I've been given a bit of attention from the night manager due to the fact that..... well.... Im not really sure why he likes me so much.... I think its cause I do the bitch work..... Pulling heavy stuff.... lifting heavy objects..... Wait... that was it.. the heavy lifting thing.... *cough* So.... I stand 5 foot tall right.... and I have no clue how much I can actaully lift.... but I got special mention today for being able to lift stuff.... Im not sure if thats a good thing.... I mean.... Now Im going to be called over to help with ALL the heavy lifting.... My arms hurt.... my feet hurt..... Im pretty sure my back would hurt if I could feel it.... long story short.... I wanted to be the one in the back that did good but not overly noted work.... oh... and the short thing? For some odd reason they think that just because Im short it also means I weight less (not true :P)..... So I got to jump in a basket of pillows today to squish them down so we could put MORE pillows in the bin.... That was fun.... Eight feet up and stuck in a giant box of pilllows? I wanted to go to sleep.... Seems they wanted me to work though.... Im not entierly sure what was going through their heads... but anyway..... To make a point.... Im now making a list of things I hate because I cant lift them... top of the list is elephants, big boxes of chocolate and lacross sticks..... the lacross sticks not because they're heavy.... but because I had to move like.... 50 of the god damn things..... and that made me a bit mad..... anyway... Im done ranting... time for sleep...
Sita

Oh and BTW.... For those paying attention to the half ass count down I have ((Cause I've always been half ass bad at numbers...))
An enjoyable section of Lyrics to go with the day count... 7 days= One Week and due to that I thought of this song and wow Im just a bit hyper.....

Like Kurasawa I make mad films
Okay I don't make films
But if I did they'd have a samurai
Gonna get a set of better clubs
Gonna find the kind with tiny nubs
just so my irons aren't always flying
off the back-swing
Gotta get in tune with Sailor Moon
Cause that cartoon has got the boom anime babes
that make me think of wrong things.


How can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad
Trying hard not to smile though I feel bad
I'm the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral
Can't understand what I mean? You soon will
I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve
I have a history of LOSING my shirt

It's been one week since you looked at me
Dropped your arms to your sides and said I'm sorry
Five days since I laughed at you
and said You just did just what I thought you were gonna do
Three days since the living room
We realized we're both to blame, but what could we do?
Yesterday you just smiled at me
Cause it'll still be two days till we say we're sorry
One Week Barenaked Ladies
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Friday, March 17, 2006

In this place,
The lonely escapade in outer space.
There's no antidote for irony you say,
That you have,
When you know,
That you don't.
And you say,
That you can,
When you know,
That you won't.
Space- Something Corporate

Normal:
Conforming with, adhering to, or constituting a norm, standard, pattern, level, or type

Average:
The usual or ordinary kind or quality

Society:
1)The totality of social relationships among humans.
2)A group of humans broadly distinguished from other groups by mutual interests, participation in characteristic relationships, shared institutions, and a common culture.
3)The institutions and culture of a distinct self-perpetuating group.

Hokay... I blame Con.... Hey Con.... you remember that discussion we had about thinking being bad and hurting heads and stuff? yeah..... that one... OUCH!!

Ok... so... I was thinking about it at work... and society DOESNT exist.... at least not on a general level.... Its kinda like exchanging the words Normal and Average... There really isnt a NORMAL persay... there can be a normal with in a defined group.... Normal... is an average of such group.... *isnt thinking straight due to lack of sleep*
But when looking at the whole mass.... its hard to find and define a normal... theres always going to be something that doesnt quite fit... Thats where bell curves come in....
*blinks*
Ill think about this later.... I need breakfast..... I set up an entier display by myself today and it involved alot of chocolate.... Im still waiting for some one to explain the whole... Spoungebob/ Easter thing.... I mean... FOR THE LOVE OF CHRISTIANITY!! fucking grow some damn respect for the praying people... Its worse than Christmas... at least people set up those frigan little nativity things for Christmas.... I have yet to see one poorly-constructed plaster- cast of a dead guy on a cross for sale... I dont even see the connection between Chocolate and.... that thing... that happened.... Im not quite sure what to call it.... or Rabbits.... Where the hell do rabbits come into it? or ducks.... or eggs....

Yeah.... I just ranted about religion... HAHAHAHA... Im going to bed now....
Sita
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