Sunday, December 25, 2005

Lyrics A
Hop out of bed, kick an elf in the chest
What an awful way to awake from a rest
"Santa, oh, Santa," the little gnomes cheer
"You shouldn't be nasty at this time of year!"
"What do you mean?" I say in a rage
"And what are you doing with those big burlap bags?"
The elves they do roar, "Why their full of toys
For you to deliver to the good girls and boys."
Oh God, I'm Santa Claus- The Arrogant Worms
*crosses fingers* common Con...

Lyrics B
we are not alone, we feel an unseen love
we are sons and heirs of grace
we are children of a light that never dims
a love that never dies, keep your chin up child
and wipe the tears from your eyes
Musicbox- Thrice

ok... so.. Sita is running at snail speed right now.... the Fro complains about how slow his net is... well.. I think I got him topped at this point... I think Its taking about five minutes to load pages at this time... Im not even going to think about my page cause I know its designed for high speed... anyway.... you know how I predicted I would wrap presents at 1 in the morning? well........ So we went out for coffee... got distracted by some guys playing Yu-Gui- Oh... watched that till 12:30 or so... this was at the coffee shop.... so then Dory suggested we go back to his place to play risk... which... In the end we ended up playing Monopoly till 4 in the morning.... so... no wraping got done.... Its all good now... only a few hours till Santa comes.... or Shaun.... depending on what belief system your running on ^.^ ..... welp... Merry Christmas all.. Be safe and be happy and remember.... Santa likes cookies... not carrots... *is running on three hours of sleep so she isnt even trying to make sense at this point* Im off to celebrate Shaun's Day
Sita
P.S. yeah... your all gonna get new years cards... sorry for lack of Christmas cheer...
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Saturday, December 24, 2005

Lyrics A
Two days till Christmas, a million things to do
Clean the house, put on tea, company is due
Where are my relatives, why haven't showed up
I bet they're at the airport I forgot to pick them up
Christmas Is Almost Here- The Arrogant Worms

*is trying her hardest to form and ESPish link with Con* Common Con.... Its no fun of we dont line up at least once.... embrace the connection!!

Lyrics B
for now i hold a key, and though i may be lost
i know that i will find my way
i search endlessly but every time i've thought
that i was near the smoke and mirrors lead me astray
see the pit boss, steal each tick tock
time it seems will suffer at our hands
i look for exits in the haze, the dense electric twilight maze
i've heard that there is one that leads to sunlit lands
Between The End And Where We Lie- Thrice

*cough* anyway... not much to say.... venting did me good..... and I was happy.... till some shiznat happen at work that kinda pushed a few annoyance buttons... nothing terribly big besides the fact I could have sold a three thousand dollar massage chair if the big district manager boss man wasnt such an ass... Three thousand dollars and he wont make a deal despite the fact the chair has been used slightly.... *grumbles* that was my bloody sale you bastard..... other than that... its 10 at night.. I got all my presents to wrap still and Im going out for coffee.... I predict I will wrap presents at 1 in the morning.... yep.... that sounds about right..... ciao all... have a good one... I think Chirstmas eve will be fun.... *still needs to make a few e-cards too....* damn it...
Sita
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Friday, December 23, 2005

Lyrics A

Elves are coming and they're gonna steal your turkey
Wreck your TV
Burn down your Christmas tree
Elves are coming and they're gonna trash your home
'Cause they ain't got nothing else to do
Santa's Gonna Kick Your Ass- The Arrogant Worms

Note: Hey Con.... I was kinda hopin the ESP thing would happen cause its always funny when two people who live far apart have identical brain waves

Lyrics B
Once again these bitter herbs,
The perfect complement to all your cryptic words.
I nod but don't know what to say,
But I know you,
And I believe you're who you say you are so I,
I will follow you,
Lay down my life.
I would die for you,
This very night.
Like Moths To Flame- Thrice


Ok.. so... I was hanging out with Tiga and Dory last night... (wwww..... ensday night...? *is losing track of time*)anyway.... I kinda crashed and fell asleep and when I woke up to go home I was completly out of it... anyway... It was like walking in a dream... I just kinda didnt care... (surprise surprise...)... anyway... I kinda woke up enough to talk to Fro and Jaxx for a little bit.... then I kinda had a weird connection jog in my brian again... For a while I kept connecting D'Hiur to Heero... no need to say exactly why... there was just some weird abstract connection between the two of them in my mind... anyway... the connection kinda cropped up again in my head and I realized that the two are nothing alike... I got really mad at Heero for just leaving with out saying anything.... but he came back and when we talked the one night it was just like we clicked again.... It didnt seem to take him any time at all to figure out how I was feeling and such... It was just really good to talk to him again... and the other day when D'Hiur showed up... all I could feel was anger... I know he choose to be away and that ticked me off because he had told me at one point he wasnt going to just leave me.... at one point he said something about my problems not being his problems... which... yeah... that makes sense... I never asked him to to that.... All I asked of him was for him to be there to support me... if I ever needed support... as a friend... and I think thats why I got so mad at him... he made it clear that unless he was able to treat me a certain way... no need to go into details eh.... He wasnt going to even consider me a friend... *smiles slightly* then I have Heero show up and insist against me that hes still my friend... even if he wasnt here all the time... I dont know if Im just trying to twist the situations in my mind to justify one' actions while I condem the others.... but... after everything thats happened in the past four or five months.... Im more willing to accept the Heero as a friend... even if hes been missing for such a long time... Some of the things D'Hiur said... would have made me very, very depressed if I had been in any other mood... and they did hurt me and that has shown over the past day or two... but Heero has never said anything to make me feel worthless... We have had fights... and there have been some times when he has made me really mad.... but he has never said anything that was said right out to hurt my feelings... I remember Con telling me that some people are downers... like drugs... and I know I dont need anything like that in my life... So I got rid of my downer.... Jaxx pointed out it still hurts me to go against how I feel... because I really did care about D'Hiur... so... I guess its kinda like withdrawl.... I've really felt like I've been getting over an addiction lately... just general depression and really rapid mood swings... I've almost expected myself to go into fits of shaking at times... just from general stress with whats been happening lately... Stress from work pilled up on stress from my private life... not feeling like you can do anything right.... or feeling like your incapable of doing whats needed to be done... Im really lucky to have some really good friends who make me feel better when Im not feeling so great... I'm glad I can still include Heero in that group of people.... and Im hoping I can get over this particular depression in the very near future... I think this one is worse because its been caused by feeling betrayed... and part of me wants to say I'm sad about it... but its more Im indifferent... I blame myself for what happened.... and for me to not feel anything but tired is really disturbing..... and its not just my life... Its life in general..... nothing is changing... nothing is getting better... the only time I feel slightly happy right now is when I help others and I see them happy.... because thats what Christmas is about to me... helping others and not worrying about yourself... which.... from the way my post has been written... I do all to much.... anyway.... *deep breath* sorry.... I needed to get it out... thats whats been going on in my head for the past three days... and I'm begining to wonder whats wrong with me.... just in general...
Sita
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Thursday, December 22, 2005

I went down to the mall each Christmas
Had to the Santa what to bring
A train, a bike, a pony and a great big pile of cash
And please don't get my sister anything
But the shopping mall Santa has been drinking
His nose is red from years of drinking scotch
He probably won't remember what's on my Christmas list
This Father Christmas sucks
Christmas Sucks- The Arrogant Worms

(following Con's lead... Its time to edumacate people)

hehe.... Fro scared you.... anyway... to make it short and sweet... I talked to D'Hiur... he made it quite clear that I was worthless in his eyes..... so... to take a page out of a friend's book (who I quote "I would kill him... then he could be my friend")... I killed him... hahahaha.... no...... really.... I got his body in the back of the car... anyway... Im a little.... not... right, right now.... little out of it.... little not with it... I went out with my family for a bit and freaked out at my sister.... Im kinda ready to walk out of the people at work.... same shit different day... Im just happy I got to kill something.... keep cool folks... Im forseeing a brown Christmas in Sita's city
Sita
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

The Fro posting up tonight...yess!!! (Afro Jones)




The Fro and Sita went to some fancy bar and she was complaining about how she feels very ill and stuff but didn’t want to leave you guys hanging so I took her place for today. I even bought her some wine because she had no money last night. Then we finally realized the fancy bar was lie because she’s all up in Canada and all down in the U.S.

Now its time for the bulk of the post, she wanted everyone one to know her password. It’s…



Chipp (Chipp Zanuff is his name) after making the Fro a neat little banner she just couldn’t part from the guy… poor misguided soul j/k.

Okay, so I lied a little and blew everything out of proportion; who really cares?

Fro logic ver. 1 chapter 13:

"You can be an angry disgruntled person all you want to but if you are, try to block me out cause I might indirectly make you mad"

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

I'll be that girl -- and you would be right over
If I were a field, you would be in clover
If I were the sun, you would be in shadow
If I had a gun, there'd be no tomorrow
I'll be that Girl- Barenaked Ladies

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA!!! *cough* yeah... so..... I dunno about having super powers over making babies stop crying..... I really do think she was to scared to cry.... last time I got close to a child who was looking at me with that stare-y look of "who the hell are you?" on her face I really had to fight the urge to yell boo.... anyway.... I found a new thing to desipise... that look people give you when you work in retail... the one that says..." your an idiot who knows nothing and now Im going to give you the look of I-hate-you-for-not-making-everything-perfect"... yeah... then they use the voice that say makes me want to say... "Oh... well.... f*ck you too..." and on that note.... Ive noticed I've been swearing alot more on my site lately.... sorry bout that.... anyway..... I hate people like that who expect you to make everything perfect and to just be able to pull what ever they want out of your... *cough* yeah.... death to mean customers.... expecially at this time of year.... If I can put up with that crap and still manage to put on a smile and be some what pleasant with minimal cursing... (at least with in ear shot)... I think they can try to be a bit more understanding when the most popular gift item that we carry happens to be out of stock because everyone and their yellow canary finch want one... *is trying to stop the rant but just cant* and on that note... Dory's sister bought a puppy and I swear to god it is the most adorable creature ever! I wanted to eat him he was so cute... but Tiga seemed to think that wasnt a good idea... tried to pin me down at one point for saying it.... I think she hurt my wrist.... but it only hurts when I bend it to the side.... so.... so long as I keep it somewhat straight.... its all good.... but anyway..... hes the cuttest little puppy ever.... I think hes a terrier of some kind... hes got floppy little ears and puppy fat and puppy teeth.... he tried to eat my arm... I loves him and plan on kidnapping him to make a stew... I mean... *shifty eyes*.... Not.... make... a stew..... oooo... and I saw Chronicals of Narnia.... freaking... awesome.... I thought it was awesome... Its kinda got a LOTR feel to it... with the whole.... beloved book... dont screw it up or people will hang you from the cross road sign feel... It was very good.... I loved the battle scene... yeah.... that and I cried when Aslan died..... which is saying alot... cause I dont usually cry druing movies.... anyway.... I think Im done jumoing from one topic to another.. I get to sleep all day tomorrow because its my first and last day off befor christmas.... I think that means we have 5 more sleeps.... and thats cool... cause once its all over..... I can get into the "after the big party" depression and all will seem normal.... and Im looking for that bottle of Bailey's, Con... but I think it got "lost" in the mail... *mutters* or the mail room..... Have a good one all!
Sita
note: I'm to lazy to fix typos..... so.. meh...
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Monday, December 19, 2005

*insert lyrics here*

Well... Im writing a bit late... (hehehe... 10 in the morning...)... I was out till 11 last night just crusin and got home... sat down in front of the comp for five minutes... realized I didnt really have anything of any importance to say... and I went to bed XD... I missed sleep.... that and I didnt have the patience to fight with the computer again... anyway... Im at work and bored so I decided to post for the hell of it... more people are comming into the store now..... I suppose I should do my job... *looks around*... butI dont wanna.... *sigh* anyway.... I lack anything else to say.... ciao all... have a good one
Sita

Addition: I had a woman just buy something... she had a little girl... maybe... mmmmm... 16 months..... so.... she statred to cry... (the baby... not woman...) and she got one look of me and either was to afraid to keep crying or was entertained by my face.... either way I feel kinda warm and fuzzy.... I hope it was the being afraid.... bwahahaha... I have the power to make babies be quiet... *evil grin*...
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Sunday, December 18, 2005

Rejected...since day one
My name is...bastard son
I've been damned...so many times I've lost count!
Blue collar...working man
Devices...masterplan
Bi-polar...with a mental side arm

I'm sick and I'm twisted
I'm broken you can't fix it
Don't make me, cause I'll do it
Red button THEN WE'LL all go
River Below- Billy Talent

Its not really the fact the computer crashed.... Its the fact that it crashed JUST before I was about to post a long... It took me 35 minutes or more to type it up... post... I lost half an hour of my life to this bastard computer... this makes me very frustrated inside.... I think Im going to go wrap presents now......
Sita
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Saturday, December 17, 2005

is it really true
could you save yourself for someone who, loves you for you
so many times we just give it away, to someone who
someone who you
met in bar
the back of a car
and for a moment you felt important but not in your heart
Save Yourself- Sense Field

Ok.... so..... one day.... one big mall and one small later... I think Im done 90% of my Christmas shopping... I think it put me more in the mood.... and I still ended up spending alot of money on myself... One new CD and two Trigun mangas later.... my wallet is fairly lighter... a big box of pockey.... *grins at the bag of pockey*... that makes me happy to.... now all I need to do is pack up a few things.... take a parcel to the mailer people..... decide I need to kill the postal service when I discover its cheaper to drive to the other end of the country and deliver the package in person as oppose to sending it via Canada post... anyway... against the wishes of all my friends... except Tiga.... who kinda nudged me toward it.... Im going to re-dye my hair.... but this time its going to be like a blue-black.... so.... Im getting closer and closer to black.... which... I think I said a few months back was never going to happen.... I love how I can just change my mind.... anyway.... I think I might wrap a few gifts tonight and head to bed early.... I was kinda in a half daze all day..... It was fun..... I cant remember waking up.... uh oh...
Sita
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Friday, December 16, 2005

If you wanna go and take a ride wit me
We three-wheelin in the fo' with the gold D's
Oh why do I live this way? (Hey, must be the money!)
Ride Wit Me- Nelly

Ok... so... I know I keep complaining about being tired... but.... Ive decided my new motto is sleep when your dead.... work wasnt so bad and I think the reason why I was getting so tired of it was because of Stacie with the whole... being there and geting paid but not actually doing any work/ doing as little work as possible.... so..... I think things might get better once everyone is trained and I dont have to do all the work myself.... and yes.... I did call her a teamkilling F*cktard while at work... Its an inside joke..... but.... I think Im the offical team now... and..... *cough* sadly Im still alive... anyway.... Im going to go out now cause its ladies night and I havent been out with Tiga and Dory in a long time... keep cool people.... I dont think Ill get to many sites just because Im going up to the big city to do some Christmas shopping... about bloody time too... I was starting to get a bit worried.
Sita
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