Saturday, November 12, 2005

Where are you?
And I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep
I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick, strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
Miss You- Blink 182

First off... Im thinking its a full moon or the planets are aligning weird or something... The whole day people have just been pulling 180's on decisions they made the day before... Its not so weird that they changed their positions... its just wierd that it all happened at relativly the same time... anyway... another reason why its been a weird day... Im use to people randomly IMing/ adding me on msn..... Usually if I havent talked to the person before via PM's or they arent friends of friends.... I block and delete them after one convo... Today I got a weirder one than usual.... The second thing he asks if I have a boyfriend... easy question to answer.... anyway... the whole convo just kept getting odder till it comes to a point where he asks if I want to be his sister... *raises eyebrow*... ok... I do seem to collect adopted family members... Howee comes to mind... Hes like a brother to me... I know many people that I would consider like family.... but I had only been talking to this guy for like... 20 minutes.... so... while it may have been rude in the moment... he got the permanate block and boot from the list... *shakes head* Im telling you.... people these days.... anyway.... I learned that at 2 in the morning my reflexes suck enough for me to suffer greatly at slaps... I nearly slapped Thanh in the face a few times... just as a reaction to being slapped over and over... my hands are still red..... *glares at Thanh*... we went for supper.... then hung out at the movie theater waiting for the movie to start... which quickly changed into deciding we wanted to go play video games.... we ran into Dory at his work and had a few crossed wires thinking that we were going to include him in our video game playing... so in the end we ended up at my place trying to force the PS2 to hook up to my TV... which didnt work because I think its a modle thats made from a slight modification on the original design... tried to watch Spirited Away on my comp... which didnt work due to freezing issues.... and ended talking for a few hours which resulted in me signing up for a few things on the net... bit torrent sites and what not..... which resulted in playing slaps.... If anyone can determine a rational and logical flow of the night... please tell me.... other wise... thats it... i need to be up in 7 hours for work... WHOOT!!... question of the day....

How can you calculate the exact number of feathers in a pound and a half?

thats the best I got... Im sorry.... be cool all... ciao
Sita
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Friday, November 11, 2005

Run girl, Im trynna get your body wet
Work that, lemme see you drip sweat
Run girl, Im trynna get your body wet
Work that, lemme see you drip sweat
Don't play with me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me
Work them hips
Run girl
Play- David Banner

I prefer the dirty version... because Im in a... OK FINE! its a bad mind state... but also fun... [Dirty is better.. DIRTY IS BETTER!!] *cough* yeah.. so anyway.... Convo snippit for the hell of it....

Afro:
That funny that the village people actually does more damage to the rep. of YMCA than help it
Sita:
lol.... i think i would like to go to the YMCA
Afro:
You can't
Afro:
its to help young men
Sita:
I can help young men
Afro:
but if you add a w and an o infront of man...
Sita:
YWCA
Afro:
I'm sure you can
Sita:
I can help young men alot
Afro:
lol
Afro:
you're crazy I better not hear anything about private sessions
Sita:
Group sessions would likely be funner
Afro:
hmmm
Afro:
what were we talking about?
Sita:
lol.. the YMCA
Afro:
oh yeah
Afro:
I think I saw one of those
Afro:
they even have a gym
Sita:
I like gyms.. all the equiptment
Afro:
yeah, variety is important
Afro:
what cha up to?
Sita:
*bites her tounge* can we change the subject to something that cannot possibly have anything to do with sex?
Afro:
We were talking about sex?
Afro:
I don't recall
Afro:
Oh..well
Sita:
we werent... but i kept thinking of bad things that i did not mention outloud to yo u
Afro:
Oh really...
Afro:
I thought we were trying to save young men?
Afro:
or maybe deplete them of their funds
Afro:
(Shrugs)
Sita:
lol.. i dont need funds.... i was thinking of helping in other ways...
Afro:
Oh... go on... I'm sure your strategies are far more superior
Sita:
...
Sita:
your not really following where im going with "helping" young men.. are you?
Afro:
you wanna hear the truth to that
Sita:
yes
Afro:
nope
Sita:
*facepalm*
Afro:
huh!?
Sita:
just... your innocent enough im not going to ruin it
Afro:
Hey wait... this was one of those sexual innuendoes abd you took everything I said into a dirty manner
Sita:
pretty much... yep

In my defence... I wasnt going to take it that way at first.... but anyway.... Im just a bit.... more agressive than usual.... one reason why I love Afro... it doesnt turn into that kind of convo very often.... anyway.... a few other things I found funny....


Person 1: How do you brainwash a scientist at NASA?
Person 2:First, you need a large tub filled with lukewarm to warm water, and some soap. Remove the brain, and give it a good lathering-up with the soap -- something made for sensitive skin would probably be best. Then, dunk and rinse the brain until the water runs clear. Dry carefully with a hand-woven cashmere sweater, and return the brain to the scientist from which it came.


Person 1: Why doesn't magic work in our universe?
Person 2: Because the half-blood prince has girly handwriting
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Why must pen ink in contracts be black or blue?
Person 3: Since signing contracts in blood was outlawed, black and blue, colours reminiscent of bruises, were considered a fair substitute.
Person 4: They hope that by making it black or blue, you will prevent getting a bruise from falling over from surprise at the amount of fine print they can hide in a contract.

What's the best reason you can think of to weed your garden?
Person 5:There are many good and valid reasons to weed your garden.

1. To avoid doing laundry.

2. Yard work = laborious and exhausting and hot. Thus, requiring the consumption of beer in order to "relax" and "stay cool".

3. Watching you neighbors walk by and saying snarky things about them under your breath.

4. MOST IMPORTANTLY: To keep an eye out for the hot UPS guy that's always ogling you as he drives by. Today, you'll flash him a bit of leg; when he stops to say hi, you'll ask him to inside for a beer while you "toss a load of laundry in the washer." The sexual tension becomes nearly unbearable until you consummate your love in a passionate tryst straight out of Desperative Housewives. Yowza! How the neighbors will talk!

Thats from a forum a friend of mine is in.. she showed me the forum and now i have to wonder... can i make that into part of my post... so heres the question of the day....

Why is staring at the sun bad for me?

heres how it works... write out your answer... ask me a question... ill pick the answer that gets me the most laughs and ask that persons question the next day... *hopes this works as it seems it will be amusing for a bit* anyway.... forgive me for my dirty mind.... Its just been a really weird day...
Sita
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Thursday, November 10, 2005

I was knee deep in a sick love
I was cross eyed under your drug
Schizo savior, mad messiah
Fatal worship you inspired

Gone, I don’t believe in you now
I’ve seen too much
I don’t believe in you now
My Goddess
My Godess- The Exies

ok... so... I RP on Gaia.... D'Hiur and I decided to keep it semi sane we would stick with being a couple in the rps.... just because we get along fairly well... so this is a little snippet from one of our rps... ignore spelling and such.... please and thanks...

Sitarose
Mon Nov 07, 2005 8:25 pm

She stood up feeling the blood drip down of the tips of her fingers where it burned deep holes in the ground. She wiped some blood off the orb and quickly whipped it at lucifer, watching as it shattered on his side. She nodded her head and smiled through the pain. "I knew I held onto that holy orb for a reason." She suddenly dropped to the ground and passed out as the pain pulsed through her body again.

D'Hiur Darkcloud
Tue Nov 08, 2005 4:02 pm

The orb hits Luvifer in the chest, spattering holy water over his font. He colapses adn is pushed further into the ground. D'Hiur sneers down at him and drives him further into the dirt. "One mroe of those Sita dn he'l be done... Sita..." He looks over at Sita unconsious body on the ground. "No!" He glares back down at the Devil. "You may kill me, but she joins me in hell."

Sitarose
Tue Nov 08, 2005 7:53 pm

((Yay!! Im unconscience and Im going to hell!!))

The worst part is I find it sweet on some weird level... anyway... I figured I would share that with everyone.... In other news.... I pulled an allnighter playing Soul Calibur III... thats the first time I have managed to play a video game that long with out getting bored... I have decieded that Nightmare needs to be added to my growing list of people/ characters to be the father of my children.... Dont even ask how many people are on that list.. its kinda pointless when I plan on not haveing children... but I like to have it incase.... anyway.... I had a big post planned... but Im hitting the 48 hour mark.... and I need sleep.... see ya all later
Sita
P.S Yes Kevin.... your on the list
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Tuesday, November 8, 2005

You say you won't, I say you will
You make me crazy, but I want you still
When it makes us feel better, call it love
Call It Love- Poco

*gives lyrics an evil glare* I had that song stuck in my head all day and I havent even listened to it in about four months...

Ok.... so.... a) the phone must die... I got a call at 8:30 in the morning from Tiga asking if I was awake..... my response was "I was sleeping...." then she started to apologize cause she ment to Dory and wake him up for class..... course the funniest part is that while I didnt need or plan to be up for another few hours... the boy that needed to be up wasnt and didnt answer his phone.... hehe... stupid boy... Love him... but he can be stupid XD... so anyway... went back to sleep.... cause I was dead tired..... got up around 12 and got a call at quarter to one asking for me to go into work early cause we got a surprise shipment.... So... since I had nothing better to do I went.... got payed for two extra hours.... worked straight for a good five hours to clean up the boxes.... thats not so bad cause at least it keeps you busy... the part that bugged me was when I was running around working the other two girls kinda lazed around... I think at one point I priced some razors for 30 to 45 minutes straight and the other girl just sat on the bed watching me.... *growls*... I really dont mind doing work so long as Im not the only one doing it... If theres a pile of boxes that have yet to be unpacked... it would be nice to have some help... *sigh*... anyway.... at one point Dory came in to visit and we were discussing Christmas.... we decided that instead of christmas we should have Shaun's Day.... this was as a result of all of us complaning about the great amounts of work that go into having the stores ready for Christmas... basically its Halloween meets St. Particks Day.... you go trick or treating for alcohol.... its for adults... It requires little to no shopping.... then I remembered the Mummers that they have in Newfoundland.... basically they go around the town caroling then go inside to have drinks.... but they do it dressed up so you dont know who they are.... anyway....Shaun's Day seemed like a good idea at the time.... still does... I told D'Hiur about it and we decided to go Shaun treating together XD anyone else interested?
Sita
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Monday, November 7, 2005

I wonder if the world is just the same
And does the life that I knew still remain
Journey to the life outside
Return to those I left behind
The Room- The Living End

Oh wow.... thats pretty much all I have to say.... the trip was awesome... I got to meet Con.... which was awesome... and she gave me cookies.... which will make me love her forever.... *shifty eyes* My cookies.... ^.^

Long drive nearly killed me... which is odd cause Im usually pretty good with long drives... In grade ten I went on a trip to Vancouver Island to a marine biology reseach station for a course. To get to the station we had to drive for about 5 hours through the island... Vancouver Island is pretty cool as it has large temperate rainforests.... so forests with big, old trees.... i remember the large majority of the trip to the station all I could think was "tree.... tree... bush.... tree.... tree... tree... tree.... sign.... tree.... tree.... etc etc..." anyway.... the trip down there was kinda like that except it was "flat... flat.... hill... hill.... flat... tree..." Ok... thats a bit of an exageration.... Its not that bad..... I think I just didnt have happy enough music to listen to... ^.^' When we got to the city I was ready to curl up into the fetal position in the back of the car.... the road kind of goes through a small valley... and it was kind of weird for me.... cause in realitly.... were I'm at it a lot flatter than where Con's at.... anyway.... almost curled into fetal position.... but didnt really.... found the hotel and got set up... found the birthday girl and took her out saturday night.... I have decided that while getting tipsy is fun if I ever reach the point that Im drunk enough to be stupid... someone should slap me... Im not talking normal stupid like laughing at stupid jokes and such.... Im talking about walking out into the middle of the road to go to a pet store at 2:20 in the morning stupid..... yeah... the night was intersting... I went out drunk and came home sober... so I'm all good.... anyway..... THEN!! then.... we got up this morning.... met up with Con.... had breakfast and visited for a while.... I had fun... and realized I really am insane.... and had fun.... then we made the trip back up north... thats the trip in a nutshell... Im a little to tired to even remember to many details right now.... I know I had fun.. which is the point... but now I want to travel more.... which maybe isnt such a good thing.... expecially with the possibility of still going out to Regina to meet D'Hiur... talked to him a bit about that.... and hes going to try to do it but hes not sure.... In all honesty Im surprised he even kinda agreed to it... not sure why.... I just am.... anyway... one thing leads to another and Im back thinking about something Im trying to avoid thinking about to much.... Im sleepy.... so its time for bed.... have a good one all and keep cool....

I was angry with my friend:
I told my wrath, my wrath did end.
I was angry with my foe:
I told it not, my wrath did grow.

And I watered it in fears
Night and morning with my tears,
And I sunned it with smiles
And with soft deceitful wiles.

And it grew both day and night,
Till it bore an apple bright,
And my foe beheld it shine,
And he knew that it was mine -

And into my garden stole
When the night had veiled the pole;
In the morning, glad, I see
My foe outstretched beneath the tree.
~A Poison Tree~- William Blake

One of my favorite poets... Im not even sure why... I just really like him...
Sita
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Friday, November 4, 2005

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you
Dirty Little Secret- All American Rejects

holy.... freaking...... h... e double hockey sticks..... Ok... so the day wasnt as hectic as I thought it would be..... though.... first my "shopping" started an hour early and I had a fit over losing an hour to do laundry.... but in the end I gained it back.... so thats good... then work was boring.... I realize the biggest draw to being in managment is that you can leave 45 minutes early and still get paid for it... which is kinda pissy... at least for the blue collar workers who pick up the slack... anyway.... did the pool thing.... skipped the bar thing that was suppose to happen afterwords cause we decided having to drive a few hours was not going to be fun if we were all dead tired... so the pool thing was good besides the fact that I swore more than usual..... I think I have penned up aggression.... anyway.... two major things happened.... Tiga and I got in a slap fight with hitting each other in the arm.... so of course we both hit in the exact same spot.... so.... I.... ummm... kinda maybe hit harder than I needed to and now shes going to have a bruise... oops.... anyway... the other thing ws we were talking.... me and Tiga and Dory.... were all suppose to still be going as far as Regina... with the whole road trip out east thing.... so the thought was we tell D'Hiur.... its a shorter trip for him by about 2 hours... If he has any interest he'll figure out a way to be there.... and Having talked to the boy about roadtrips before.... I know he's thinking hes going to to any road trip with his friend Myre... I talk to Myre too.... so it was suggested that I ask him about the road trip.... then we had a big talk about if I hooked up with Myre as oppose to D'Hiur if the whole thing worked out... very funny topic.. though the whole thing was making me a bit edgy.... I wanna meet the guys and all... but its still a) a big step... and b) god only knows whats going to happen between now and the middle of December... and c) I really dont know where D'Hiur and I are right now.... we're both busy right now so we havent even talked in about 4 days.... and its only been quick conversation.... I wont lie and say I dont want him back.... but at the same time I'm not willing to trust him in a realtionship anymore.... so Im kinda scared that if I put that much effort into the trip.... if its even going to be worth it... Thats one nice thing about meeting Con..... Its not exepected that Im going to.... *cough* NEVERMIND!! I know this trip will be worth it... anyway.... this is the last post for a while ladies and gents.... I expect to see you all again Monday... Be good.... dont do what I wouldnt.... and have fun with it all folks.... bye bye
Sita
P.S I got text gear... which I stole the idea from Con.... up under the chat box.... you can add your own suggestions to it.... so anything funny or smart or intelligent sounding.... add away.... I can edit it to get rid of the stupid ones.... so Im feeling pretty secure that I wont have dumb crap pop up on it...
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Thursday, November 3, 2005

This is not a lovesong
It's a sonnett
Damn if feels good to have people up on it but
I'm just a fool playing with the masters tools
Learning how to break the rules of this record company coup
Hallucination - I see with my eyes
But my heart's telling me lies
Why do I fantisize?
The Love Song- K-Os

welp... we did it again... (by we i mean Me, Myself and I) *sigh*... *remembers doing her themes with Heero*... I call it... Its Only a Lovesong.... Ive been getting weird and acutally giving my themes names lately.... anyway.... Ummmmm.... other than that.... I really have nothing to say.... Im bloody tired and the next couple of days are going to be hectic.... Im suppose to go out tomorrow to shop for a bit... then work.. then pool.... then i think Im suppose to go to the bar after that cause a friend of a friend is comming down... then Im pullin a roadtrip to the southern city to a) MEET CON, BABY!! and b) help another friend of a friend celebrate her 18th. *whispers* the highlight is going to be meeting Con..... ANYWAY!! like I said.... I got little else to say..... time for bedage.... have a good one all
Sita
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Wednesday, November 2, 2005

The hell out of this town
Find some conversation
The low fuel lights been on for days
It doesn't mean anything
I've got another 500, 'nother 500 miles
before we shut this engine down,
we shut it down
Soco Amaretto- Brand New

Ok... usually... at this time of year.... where I live... Theres about a foot of snow on the ground... usually about a week before Halloween... theres at least 6 inches.... Today....well.... yesterday at about 30 minutes to midnight... we got the first snow fall..... Its been a story book fall too... leaves turning red and orange and yellow.... Im use to only seening yellow..... the days have been fairly ideal for temperature... not to warm..... like summer.... and not to cold... like winter..... there were a few days I was forced to wear gloves... but thats it... *looks outside at the snow*.... Im kinda sad that the events that occured in my life made me miss the good weather... I was so wraped up in trivial little problems.... well.... they didnt seem so trivial at the time... and a few of them never will be trivial... but its times like this that I really feel at peace... I dont need anything but for the city lights to go out so I can sit at the window and watch the snow fall. And it all seems so poetic... and perfect... and Im happy to be where I am. This doesnt happen often... so I think I might go sit at the window.... i know the minute I sit.... Im going to start thinking... and thats usually not good... Hope you all had a good start to november and im glad the three of you that bothered to comment liked the pic... I know it wasnt hidden fairly well... But Con and Al know what I look like anyway.... so meh... have a good one all..... peace and chaos...
Sita
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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

This is a lesson in procrastination
I kill myself because I'm so frustrated
And every single second that I put it off
means another lonely night I gotta race the clock
Lets say we go and crash your car?
And every time I leave you go and lock the door
So I walk myself picking at a chip on my shoulder
I'm another day late and one year older
It's failure by design
Failure By Design- Brand New

ok.... so Halloween was a freaking blast!! Yes..... I had to work.... Yes I had to endure impolite... rude..... brat like children... while were on the topic.... Do people just not have manners anymore? i mean... some one is giving you free candy.... saying thank you would be nice..... But we made them pay... oh yes.... ok... you get four girls... Myself.... Tiga... Tiffy... and Stacie.... We all were dressed up.... I was a... uhhhhh..... thing... Im not really sure what I was.... Tiga was a person who just woke up... or was going to sleep depending on how you look at it.... Tiffy was a nurse who lost her temper.... blood all over the place... dont ask... and Stacie was a Charmed demon..... so we were all at the front of the store handing out candy.... and Im not really sure who started it.... but we started singing..... Oh yes.... Singing...... BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! *cough* so... I think we did the song that never ends for about 10 minutes straight.... till people started comming out of the other stores to glare at us.... which... really... thats what was the funnest part of it all.... so then we moved on to other songs... like from The Wizard of Oz and such..... we didnt really know any halloweeny songs... anyway..... that made the giving candy out fun... then me and Tiga volunteered to look after another friends little girl.... she was so.... ok.. dont get me wrong.... i can put up with kids.... its just when they bug me that i get mean.... so the little girl was so cute... and sweet.... and polite.... very polite... at least for a 2 year old.... I was impressed... So we looked after her for a little bit and didnt really corrupt the child to bad.... then... what else..... we went to go get The Nitemare Before Christmas to play at the store.... but the movie rental place Dory works for didnt have it.... so we rented this other weird show for the kids.... which was cute.... i wandered into the movie store in my costume.... got a few weird looks, I think.. which was fun too..... then.... ummmmmm....... that was fun.... I saw a ghost too.... well.. almost... Signed into MSN for a few quick minutes and thought an old friend was on.... but it wasnt him..... so that kinda made me sad... but not to much..... talked to my cousin who I always see online but never talk to.... and we had a fun chat..... ummmmm... anyway... after handing candy out was done I went to see The Brothers Grimm... dressed up... i think Stacie and I were the only ones dressed up... and that got us more weird looks..... but meh... I win.... anyway... as we walked out of the theater there was this mouse running around on the sidewalk.... and I thought it was awesome.... Stacie was scared.. which.... ok.. fine... thats her reaction... anyway.. it was hiding under another car that was two parking places away or so.... so the people came out.... and the chick went to get in the car and the mouse ran out like... two feet to her left.... we were watching this which is why I have all the details..... so.... she kinda let out a scream... and being the evil evil person I am i burst out laughing..... it was funny.... and I was hyper... and a little... well.. acting like myself..... Its kind of a decided thing at work that I either act like Im high/drunk.... or am really quiet.... usually acting drunk/high.... I think I have a brain chemical issue... anyway... i hid a link to a pic of all of the candy handers... if you find it.... good for you... have a good one all....
Sita
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Monday, October 31, 2005

From my laboratory in the castle east
To the master bedroom where the vampires feast
The ghouls all came from their humble abodes
To catch a jolt from my electrodes

They did the mash
They did the monster mash
The monster mash
It was a graveyard smash
They did the mash
It caught on in a flash
They did the mash
They did the monster mash
Monster Mash


HAPPY HALLOWEEN

you know it... get happy.... now.. i demand it.... (you to Con... smile please.... *puppy eyes* MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! ok.... so..... let me think for a moment..... the day started.... with me.... ummmm.. going to work... yes... thats it.... and my co-worker that was supppose to show up.... didnt.... so I worked the Sunday shift with the Sunday shoppers more or less by myself..... People need to go to church longer.... at least the ones that go.. the other ones should just stay in bed.... anyway... so.... events through out the day pissed me right off... something about 2 o'clock phone calls being rude but its ok for me to have to hear about certain things I just dont need to know.... granted it was a 2 in the morning call.... but... really.... I didnt wake the person up.... so what difference does it make? anyway... what ever... I decided that to blow off some steam my self and a co worker and a friend from school were going to go see a movie... so we saw Wedding Crashers... which was very funny..... so then... because I didnt really want to go home.... we went and played pool.... and none of us are very good... so it ended up being about three hours of just playing around.... at one point we were jynxing each other by wishing each other luck.... so I look at my friend and tried to sound really sincer... which is hard when your laughing.... "Thanh..... Thanh.... really... I wish you.... with the greatist sincerity I can manage in this state....." and I kinda stopped there cause I was laughing to hard... anyway.... Halloween has turned into an even of some kind for me.... besides handing candy out to children at work... which makes me happy... anyway.... i think Im done for the night.... I hope Halloween is awesome for every one.... and watch out for the vampires
Sita
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