Sunday, October 30, 2005

Some people want to hurry love
Some take it slow
Some people workin' overtime
Tryin' to force the feeling,
I knew it from the first hello
Gotta let it grow
But now it's got a hold on us
We can't keep concealing
Listen to your heart- Jennifer Love Hewitt

Ok... so... I went out.... had a drink.... danced with some guy.... *cough* kissed some guy.... was surpised some guy didnt ask me home.... the "some guy" in question is all the same guy... im not that big of a.... i dunno.... anyway... went home... and sent a somewhat rambling PM to a certain person.... Im pretty sure the smoke from the bar and the drink hit me kinda hard tonight... im not drunk... i dont think... but im sure not sober... and im having issues with the keyboard... so I think its time for bed.. happy daylight savings for those who celebrate... I know i do cause I get that extra hour of sleep XP
Sita
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Saturday, October 29, 2005

The child was found, wailing, wraped in a thin sheet of fabric at the base of the tree. It was an odd child and hard to determine if it was male or female, though the tribe's men were inclined to think it a girl for the amount of noise it was making. The leader of the group prodded the screaming package with the end of his spear and shook his head as the pitch of the cries grew. The men stood back and discussed the actions to be taken and eventually it was determined that the youngest man of the hunting group would take the child home. It was never clear why he should be the one to take the child. It was just expected that he would do as required. The child grew and it was discovered that despite the first assumptions, the child was male. As he grew his fine hair, bright like sunlight amongst the dark haired children, grew longer and finer each day. He was often teased for his dark eyes and grew more and more distant from the rest of the tribe as he grew.

*cough* Im sure this story is going somewhere... something about wannting to write about a tribe being wiped out by a mystereious child..... ummmmmm... let me sleep on it.... anyway..... MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! *cough*.....
Sita
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Friday, October 28, 2005

When you least expect it
When the horseman strikes
He flies out of the darkness
You sense something's not right
He wields his sword, you hear the steel
He's bearing down on you
You pray to god to spare your life
Then slice, you know you're thru
Sleepy Hollow- Attacker

Ok... so I havent been screwed over yet.... I think hes working on it... Hes sending odd signals... ANYWAY!! Once again.. I had this nice long somewhat normal post written... and the comp died.... *sigh* so to make a once funny and long story still kinda funny but not so long... I got a call at 11:30 last night to go play pool and eat wings.... Batman ordered 20 bucks worth of 25 cent wings and obviously couldnt finish them... and I won at pool... but nearly was killed with a pool cue cause Tiga got mad cause she lost at pool and was ready to hurt something and she wasnt going to hurt batman... anyway.... i need sleep... and im going to kill the comp.... and I really likes dory cause he said he would hurt D'Hiur if D'Hiur starts being an ass again... bye bye
Sita
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Thursday, October 27, 2005

If there's something weird in your neighborhood
Who you gonna call?
CALL ME!
If there's something strange and it don't look good
Who you gonna call?
CALL!

If you're seeing things running through your head
Who can you call?
GHOSTBUSTERS!
Ghostbusters- The Rasmus

You ever get that feeling your about to be screwed over? yeah... I got that feeling.... but it may be partly due to the lack of sleep.. I think I got like... three hours of sleep last night... but at the same time... Im usually pretty in touch with when Im gonna get screwed... at least when it has to do with certain people.... anyway.. i had this pimpin post all set up... then my comp died.... right before I saved... so WHOOT!! *note sarcasm* Anyway... I hope you like the changes to the site... for a bit of novelty we have the Ghostbusters song playing..... I PICKED IT FOR CON!! and Kevin.... and anyone old enough to remember the real ghostbusters.... I might try to find the Monster Mash later... just because I love that song.... anyway.... besides the fact that me and the boss tried to burn down the store today.. nothing interesting happened... but there was fireworks and such..... we were fixing the lighting.... great fun... But I was proud of myself... I made more sales in the past day than they made all tuesday..... anyway.. I promised Fro I would get some sleep.... I think hes a bit worried about me.... course.... he suffers the blunt of my weirdness when I get tired... so i dont blame him... see yeah all later Kats and Kittens
Sita
P.S If you like the bg its up for grabs in the wallie section... I swear i've been working on this one for a month.. on and off of course... but I just kinda had an idea today and it clicked.... and worked.... and I think its hot for something thats black and orange.... I might make a few more wallies for halloween depending on how bored I get in the next few days... I tend to get on a roll and do a bunch at the same time... nyway... IM DONE!!
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

You’ll be accepting my apology
For taking things too seriously.
Sometimes I’m old enough to keep routines,
Sometimes I’m child enough to scream
For everything. I broke in two.
You’re barely missing me.
I’m missing you
And everything you do.
I really do.
My Apology- Get Up Kids

Ok... so last night... im sitting in bed... and Im not sure who else does this... but I have a coin jar for like.. the dimes and nickles and pennies and quarters that tend to collect in my wallet.... so... I look at the jar.... and I look at this coolwhip tub I saved after the Canadian Thanksgiving.... so... ok... i sat for half an hour sorting the pennies out from the rest of the coins.... I really had nothing better to do... course half way through I realized how insane I was to be doing it at 3:30 in the morning... but I was half way through... so I finished it up... realized Im completly insane.... on other fronts.... conversation with D'Hiur has become akwardly shallow... just music and threads and religion and absolutly nothing about feelings or realtionships or us.... which..... Im good with.... I can talk about music for a good ten minutes before I run out of things to say.... at least when all he listens to is depressing music... *sigh* anyway... I got ice cream today and wandered around downtown in the dark.. and got called a loser for not playing Magic the Gathering.... its been an odd odd day... and i think its time to end it.... see yea all later
Sita
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
and I've been wrong, I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
How You Remind Me- Nickleback

Yeah... Ive been on a bit of a kick with them.... comes from buying the new album... anyway... Sita is stupid and she knows it and shes clapping her hands as if she were happy.... just.... dont ask.... anyway.... long story short... I was talking to D'Hiur.... cause despite the fact the boy hurt me... I still seem to want to talk to him... so I do... I dont hold back anything... I told him just how mad he can make me today..... and thats pretty damn mad.... he should consider it a talent... anyway..... *sigh* he has to go throw out the whole "I do have feelings for you" line thinger thing.... in his defence I started it.... I had to get stuff off my chest and really it most likely would have been easiest if he had just said "thats nice but no".... But NOOOOOOO.... he has to go and say that stupid "Its not that I dont have feelings for you... and I miss being with you too"... soooo part of me just wants to go "*cough* bullshit *cough*" while the other, stupider part of me just thinks "THEN WHY THE HELL DID YOU CHEAT ON ME YOU BASTARD!?!?!" then in a slightly smaller voice "I want you back...." and Im confused and I know what I have to do and what I should do and the sad fact is I dont want to do it... and it makes me mad... and I really should just stop talking to him.... but I really dont want to... and it just keeps going on and on around in my head and it hurts!!! *sigh* Sita sees where this is going... and Sita knows shes gonna get hurt again... and again...AND most likely AGAIN untill she stops it.... so she needs to stop it..... but at the same time.... she doesnt want to say no...... *holds head* Sita needs to stop talking in third person..... anyway..... time for bed.... maybe if I sleep on it... it will all go away.... ciao
Sita
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Monday, October 24, 2005

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself how much
I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer.
It's driven me before, and it seems to have a vague,
haunting mass appeal.
But lately I'm beginning to find that I
should be the one behind the wheel.
Drive- Incubus

ok.... so.... leason one...
REASONS NOT TO WORK WITH A 16 YEAR OLD DRAMA STUDENT

Ok... so I work with this guy..... first day I worked with him..... Tiga and I were playing around and threw a note at him that had something along the lines of.. *mumbles something like goat rape* on it.. as a joke.. cause we all joke around at work.... he proceeded to shove the sticky note down his pants... then took it out.... then threw it back at tiga and happened to inform her that he may or may not have been wearing underwear..... so.. his nickname became captain commando..... so anyway... I was working with the dear captain today.... and he took his break... he decided to hide in the backroom of the store and we were chatting. for some odd reason I felt it nessesary to tell him to keep his pants on..... I dont even remember why I said it.... but... well.... I think I need to learn to keep my mouth shut..... cause guess what the captain did? just..... stands up and starts to undo his pants... So I slammed the door and started yelling at him... I kinda figured he was joking... but NOOOOOOO... I opened the door to make sure his pants were on and discovered they were NOT on..... and.... I just need to find smarter co-workers.... he sat in the back room for ten minutes with his pants around his ankles..... but he was wearing boxers..... so that made me happy.... very happy...... so very very very happy.... and in the end I dont think I could stop laughing for 10 minutes straight.... yeah.... i wish i could drink at work... might make more sense with what was happening and such... anyway... im done.... ciao
Sita
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Sunday, October 23, 2005

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
Far Away- Nickleback

Ok... so.... I AM the third wheel... and meh... I'll live with it... I suppose.... anyway.... saw "The Fog".... and... ok... I have decided.... this movie..... HAD potential..... points for trying to be an original horror movie... Points for having superman play a role

Points.... even for having decent graphic effects.... ALL OF THAT!! is gone... cause the ending.... sucks..... I would advice waiting till the movie gets.... not even to video.... WAIT TILL ITS ON TV!! cause it sucks..... really.... all the potential this movie had... was wasted.... our threesome came to the agreement that they ran out of money and were forced to end it so bad... thats the only excuse I can think of... just.... shoot the producer..... thats my suggestion..... Im other news.... I beat Batman at pool..... despite throwing nasty comments about Heero and Duo back and forth.... that were kinda.... *cough* disturbing on a new level... something about Wing Zero cockpit and...... stuff.... I was trying to scare him and just ended up laughing really hard... and then I slept most of the day... anyway ladies and gents.... I think Im done.... I have no life.... ergo.... nothing important to say.... though.... there was that thing about the poptarts..... na..... you'll be fine...... have a good one...
Sita
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Saturday, October 22, 2005

Heaven’s gates won’t open up for me
with these broken wings I’m fallin’
and all I see is you
Savin Me- Nickleback

Ok..... so obviously Im a bit obsessed with that song.... IM ALLOWED TO BE WEIRD!!! anyway.... it is currently 3:21 IN THE MORNING!! and I have watched the Cowbody Bebop Movie... just as good as I was told it is... part of some odd Polly Shore ( to hell with spelling... Im sure thats wrong but meh) movie that was on TV... and Akira... a very odd movie that was suggested by Tiga's bf.... so its been a movie filled night... I was suppose to go halloween shopping... and downtown.... just to wander around... BUT THAT DIDNT HAPPEN! I got a call at like.... noon... "Are you dressed?" uhhhhh... hell no... I just got out of bed "Then get dressed" I dont want to... Im staying in my pajamas "Well Im bringing Batman with me so you better get dressed" Fine.... *eye twitch*... for those of you who are lost..... I was talking to Tiga... I slept till noon cause its been my first day off in a while and Im sick so I slept for a long time.... and she and her Bf just decided to come visit me... AGAIN! just on a whim.... I feel so loved... kinda reminds me of this one song by Sweatshop Union..... cant remember the exact words though... anyway... I havent been sleeping well because of being sick... and I think Im worried about something but Im not sure what... so that stops me from sleeping well... and then Ive been out every night just doing stuff... well... out till 9:30 at least because of work then usually at least another half hour or so with Tiga and her boy.... I kinda feel like a third wheel... but they invite me.... so Im not sure if they'e just trying to include me.... which is nice... cause in all honesty I would prolly sit at home by myself if they didnt and feel sorry for myself... but I feel weird being the one not paired up with someone... Like... BF said I was invited if they went camping in the summer... and its all good and stuff... and I really dont mind if they do little couply things... but... it would be me... and two couples... which... seems to leave me by myself for most of it.... and I really.... just would prefer to be stuck alone by myself in the city if that were to happen.... but thats just me.... anyway.... lack of sleep induced drunkeness makes me ramble... so im going to sleep now.... bye byes
Sita
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Friday, October 21, 2005

Heaven’s gates won’t open up for me
With these broken wings I’m fallin’
And all I see is you
These city walls ain’t got no love for me
I’m on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I’m callin’
And all I need from you
Hurry I’m fallin’
Savin' Me- Nickleback

Ok.... so... first off... I have to say Kevin has livened up the night.... so he had to read my last post as we were talking... soooooooo... the conversation ranged has ranged from condoms to other stuff... so thats what I get for talking about condoms... I figured someone somewhere would punish me for that.... I... just.... *starts to laugh*

evin the Great: well I've never worried about the flavors of them either
Sita: lol... no comment
Kevin the Great: just putting it out there
Kevin the Great: wow that sounded kinda dirty
Sita: lol... just a little bit.... wow
Kevin the Great: what I should have said was...
Kevin the Great: just putting it out there and shaking it around that way there is no confusion in the fact that I'm being dirty
Sita: lmao
Sita: wow.... congradulations on making it dirtier

Sita is feeling oddly akward at this point... the convo just went weird.... I WIN!! or not..... i dunno.... Kevin wins.... I havent felt this weird in a long time... I blame the poptarts.... ANYWAY!! work was a bitch... I had to deal with Ed the Talking Horse today... aka the district manager... He assumes that because I work there i know EVERYTHING!! which... oddly enough.... I dont.... then... well... you see.. I kinda talked back.... and... well... its prolly a good thing he doesnt have the direct power to fire me... cause Im pretty sure he doesnt like me. see... the whole thing was about these slot machines we have... he was saying we need to put them on the shelves... my issue... the shelves will so not hold the damn machines... it would fall on some *cringes* poor child's head... and I expressed my view pretty agressively.. Im trying to remember if I actually swore or not.... I dont think so... but ANYWAY... Im pretty sure he would have figured out a way to fire me if I had kept it up... lucky for me the new boss likes me... I think.... we agree on alot of things and he keeps telling me Im doing a good job.... so I WIN!! anyway.... Ed was, as usual, a jerk... then nearly killed myself... I blame things that trip me.... course i told D'Hiur that as a joke.... and he freaked at me.... then again... I was considering.... uhhhhh..... never mind..... lets just say it was a threat that was more suppose to make him feel really bad and might have been based on certain actions that I lightly considered... yeah... he wasnt very happy with me even jokingly saying I almost killed myself.... so... yeah... I suppose I am able to talk civil to the boy and have a good conversation... though Im still not happy with him... anyway.... I think Im done for the night... have a good one all...
Sita
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