Monday, August 29, 2005

I like to call this one "HAHA I win, You lose.... a little discussion between me and my aussie bro, Howee... Note... parental advisory....

Howee says:
ok im an honest lad here, ive got a 50 in me pocket
Howee says:
heads or tails
Sita says:
heads
Howee says:
if it lands it ill stay if it doesnt ill go
Sita says:
.... im not taking resposibility for this
Howee says:
.......
Howee says:
GOD FUCKING DAM IT
Sita says:
LMAO!!
Sita says:
YES!!!!
Sita says:
i win
Howee says:
seriously landed on heads
Howee says:
fuck
Sita says:
lol
Howee says:
hmmm
Howee says:
im a man of my word
Howee says:
god dam
Sita says:
awww.. howee... *hugs*
Howee says:
fuck
Howee says:
i fliped it again
Sita says:
lol
Howee says:
its heads wtf is up
Sita says:
that doesnt count!!!!
Howee says:
this is bullshit
Sita says:
two out of three.. i win
Howee says:
best of 100
Howee says:
booyah after 10 flips a tails
Sita says:
lol
Howee says:
fucking jynxed fuckin coin
Sita says:
can i have that coin... seriously?
Sita says:
ship it to me....
Howee says:
im a man of my word
Sita says:
i want it
Sita says:
howee....... *sigh*
Howee says:
oh well, its goin to change around here
Sita says:
im serious... can i have that coin
Howee says:
NO im goin to smelt it down on monday, fuckin coin
Sita says:
lol... but.... my birthday is soon.. i wants it
Howee says:
IM SMELTING IT

And I still want the damn coin... have a good one all
Sita

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Saturday, August 27, 2005

These fragile bodies of touch and taste
This fragrant skin, this hair like lace
Spirits open to thrust of grace,
Never a breath you can't afford to waste.
Lovers In A Dangerous Time- Barenaked Ladies

Bwuhaha.... The second Inuyasha movie is on TV.... so I am watching it.. and not writing a post..... bwuhahahahahaha!!!! anyway.... maybe I'll update later for real.... damn Im hungry.... see ya all later
Sita
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Friday, August 26, 2005

Just kiss it goodbye on the fly
Alibi leave her wondering why
Yeah, I threw her away and I crave yesterday
Now that's she's gone
Now that she's gone, she turns me on
She turns me on
She Turns Me On- Smash Mouth

Ok.. I said I would try a real post... not one of those sobby... "poor me boohoo *sob sob*" things that I've been doing lately... so lets see.... You know what looks like a cool movie.. The Brothers Grimm... I need to see that.... not want... NEED!!!!... must... see..... movie.... it.... its got Heath Ledger (sp? oh who cares...) and what else.... I need to stop going to Tiga's house when shes hyper... I almost wore a bowl of paper mache mix stuff.... that and I decided flour is pure evil... She attempted to bribe me into eating a cup of the stuff.... Its a good thing I'm not that stupid... and another thing!! (sorry Im so random))I was looking at my shampoo today.... and the instructions say to work it into a fragrant lather... and at the time... the first thought that came to mind was.... "what if you lack a sense of smell?" will the person just keep washing their hair?.... stupid.. I know... Its just this technicallity thing I got.... what else happened.... uhhhhh... not much... i have to do laundry.... I lack clean underwear.... i know you all needed to know that XD... Im discovering the difficulties of long distance relationship defining... which is a pain... trust me... I think I need to move east.. that just makes it all better... anyway.... 1 in the morning.. yeah.. time for bed... talk to ya all later
Sita
ps... yeah.. I changed the music... yeah its Sandstorm... Yeah it doesnt go that well with my theme... yeah... i dont care... I was feeling Rave-y (Dear god Daff is going to think hes turned me...^.^)
pps... now its starting to feel like a really old post.... I cleaned out me friends list... Killed a few people who im gonna miss but i havent seen for..... well... lets be honest... the one guy hadnt updated since march... the other weird thing... Howee and Heero updating with in one day of each other... woooo.. spooky stuff... I would say its like the rise of the dead.... but all howee's post did was threaten to leave... and I can hardly call one return a rise of the dead...i think the use of the refers to more than one... anyway..... good to see Howee is alive and kicking still and its always good to see Heero back... oddly enough I felt like a Hyper comment right there.... pshhhht... anyway.. gonna shut up for real now
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Thursday, August 25, 2005

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on
Clint Eastwood-Gorillaz

All right!!!.... yes... well... as the lyrics say.... Im not happy persay... but I'm feeling the best I've felt in a long time.... looking back at the past few posts... I was kinda going into a spiral.... and thats not good at all.... anyway.... things are looking better.... talked to the main cause of my most recent depression.... and talked to the main cause of my long term (two damn months damn it) depression... and now everything is just ducky for the time being... anyway.. i think i might actually write a real post... thats right.... an actual real live straight from the mind post.... any ideas what i should write about? ^.^'... anyway.... shutting up now
Sita
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

All I ever really wanted was to be the same.
Equal treatment never ever comes and here they go again.
All I ever really wanted was to be like you.
So perfect, so worthless. If I could take it all back, think again, I would
Breath- Nickleback
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

It hurts to breathe
Well every time that you're not next to me
Her mind's made up, the girl is gone
And now I'm forced to see
I think I'm on my way
Oh, it hurts to live today
Oh and she says, "Don't you wish you were dead like me?"
Santa Monica- Theory Of a Deadman

I'm starting to think I'm dead...
Thats not good...
Maybe I need to...
Do something....

Standing at the door...
Not wanting to walk out...
Not wanting to stand still...
It hurts...
To be made for chaos...
Designed to determine the random nature of your behavior...

Out with the light...
Its not helping...
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Monday, August 22, 2005

You see it takes more then just thinking you love someone
You need to have some strength to say those three words
But if you don't mean them then don't even bother to say, "I love you"
I don't know what I’ll do if your gone
I think I would die and my world would end
Lifehouse- Lifehouse

*looks at lyrics* ya know... I kinda hope nobody ever values me that way... Its hard to know your that responsible for somebodies emotions...

Any way... what up.... thank you for the kind words yesterday... I still think I should try to refrain from the 3:00am posts... anyway.... the day was quite pleasent for once... had a friend from high school come up to visit... so I hung out with him for a while and we had some fun.... then... I just kinda sat around all day.... yep... it was a good day.... I was going to rant about something... but I forgot what... I need to stop watching the music channel..... ok... how many people use flower petals in their everyday baths?.... Just..... nobody answer that... somebody will say they do just to spite me.... I know how you all work.... OOOOO i remember what I was going to rant about... Some new people moved into the house thingy next to me... and I swear it sounds like thunder is going off every five minutes.... that and you can hear the kids running around the house.... we share a wall with them... so thats why.... but its a bit annoying... I keep looking out the window to see where the storm clouds are then I realize its the people next door and i feel like an idiot... i think I've done that about three times now.... *grumble*... anyway... Im done.... just not good at thinking stuff to write right now.... byes all.. have a good one
Sita
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Sunday, August 21, 2005

I shot the pilot,
I'm begging you to fly this for me,
I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised,
Do you understand?
The No Seatbelt Song- Brand New

T.V. sucks at 3:30 in the morning.... that is what I have discovered........ Wow.... ummm.... post with no point...


The heart hidden in the shadows
cast by the lies of your lips
on my lips
on my heart
and the night draws to a beginning
so hold it close

yeah..... no point what so ever at all... and its really hard trying to write even crappy poetry when music is on...

I think I'm going to... just stop....
Before I make an utter fool of myself...
which...
really...
its to late...



yeah..... well... at least I'm thinking straight!!! byes all
Sita
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Saturday, August 20, 2005

It's alright to tell me what you think about me
I won't try to argue or hold it against you
I know that you're leaving you must have your reasons
The season is calling and your pictures are falling down
Dammit- Blink 182

lalala... OH MY GOD SHES WATCHING GUNDAM!!! thats not good... a bad sign indeed... whats worse... i have no clue whats actually going on in the show.... besides ALOT OF EXPLOSIONS!!!! *mad eye gleam* Afro would be mad.... He says Gundam Seed sucks... (Note: send all hate mail to me... he'll just send random giberish back)...so heres whats up... I'm seriously considering a tattoo.... partly because I have this issue where I think its cool most of the time... and I think guys who have one or two are hot... but sometimes I think its a stupid idea... but more a good idea that a bad... so thats reason one... reason two.... That way I can tell my childeren why it is a bad idea.... then again its their body so who am I to stop them once they are old enough to drink... third reason.... I have a friend who says he can design tattoos... so if he can do a good job... it will give the tattoo just that much more meaning.... and fourth and final reason.... Tiga is getting hers done the weekend of my birthday and I'll kinda feel left out of the fun if I dont get one too.... yep... Im that shallow.... but at least I realize it.... which is important.... anywho... no more food network for me... its just that simple... and I want a stalker god damn it!!actaully.... i think i might be getting close to getting one... I keep on having guys ask me to be their girl friend on gaia.... its kinda disturbing... i think they're all on drugs or something.... *looks around the room nervously*.... OH!! and guess what!! I got the house to myself for the week end.... some of you may remember back in May when I was at a different place.... the people told me I couldnt have friends over.... well... that didnt happen this time.... it was more along the lines of... "Will you water the plants for me pretty please?" which... common... they're plants.... I can do that... right? I kept my plant alive for a long time.... so i think i can water a few plants for a few days... OH THE DRAMA!!!! no more gundam... thats pretty simple to.. and damn them... I was waiting for Inuyasha... grrrrr.... *sigh* oh well..... ooooo.. i got a wall paper request from a girl at gaia.... so i did it... i think it turned out awesome.. but.... in order to upload it... i have to cut the qualitly down by over half... so it looks like crap once I lower qualitly due to pixilation and such... but just so you can see how it turned out...

hot eh?... anyway.... off I go to watch gundam... at least they they have explosions... I never really was one to pay attention to the story line XD
Sita
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Friday, August 19, 2005

I don’t know enough about the things you do
I don’t know enough to say I really know you
But I already fell in love with you
And if you knew what would you do?
What Would You Do?- The Living End
(I am forever in debt to the one and only Howee for introducing me to this band..... my love goes out to him ^.^)

Ok.... first off.... lately I've been to lazy to pre-write posts.... so just bear with the spelling and typing errors... please... I'll try to be careful... but no promises.... Alright... that out of the way.... ello!!.... lifely post today..... it was very interesting..... so... i kinda neglected to get any sleep wendsday night... so I was kinda.... not thinking straight thursday.... which always leads to some good times... me and Tiga hung out for a good part of the day... and basically.... the day ranged from watching the food network... to stalkers..... which was fun... ok.... to explain.... watching the food network.... great fun..... I think some of the people writing the scripts need to think over their word use a little better... that or Tiga and I both need to get our minds out of the gutter... I think we managed to laugh for 15 or 20 minutes straight... and it was the hard.... not able to talk... gasping for air laughter.... not just girly giggles.... It kinda involved... a piece of meat... a syringe... and bad word choice.... enough said... it was funny.... so then her grandpa decided to play a trick on us and pretended some guy had come to the door asking for us.... Tiga run up to answer... and then the guy was "gone"... then when her grandma decided to question us about it... we couldnt even think of any guys we knew who fit the descripion let alone that knew where her house was.... the way I put it was "We know no boys.... How could a guy have come asking for us? WE KNOW NO BOYS!!!" Then we both started to get a bit paranoid thinking some guy was stalking us for some strange reason... which was greatly questioned..... "If hes taking the time to stalk me... His life is worse than MINE!!"..... eventually we caught her grandpa in the act of ringing the doorbell... yeah... we ran to the door like two little puppies..... we were both kinda parnoid.... and her first statment was "SO IT WAS YOU BEING A JERK!!!" then things got worse escalating to a mousse war.... which I won.... because I'm just that good... and if any of this is making sense I shake my head in your general direction... Had to have been there moments..... you had to have been there... anyway.. other than that.... Im kinda thinking of getting a tattoo.... not really kinda sorta not really..... the main problem is I'm not sure what to get... I want something with meaning... so Tiga suggested a tree frog..... *shakes head*..... I can just imagine explaining why I got a tree frog tattoo... that would be fun considering I have a hard time keeping the story straight my self... but yeah.... thats my little life update... and the end of my story.... im off to bed now cause I think i need a bti of sleep..... Have a good one all
Sita
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