Thursday, May 26, 2005

But there you go for the last time
I finally know now what I should have known then
and I could still be ruthless if you'll let me
but there you go and I'm not done
you're waving goodbye, well at least you’re having fun
the rising tide will not let you forget me
forget me
Ruthless- Something Corporate
Thank god for angry Vancouver hip hop… you know what’s great about the internet? (sarcasm alert) Everything changes so bloody damn fast…right now… I’m all mixed up… so worried about losing a close friend… and if I do lose him… I’m not even sure why in all honesty… but two nights ago we were so close… didn’t seem like it would end… and to tell the truth I would call him right now... if I knew he would pick up the phone… but all I can do is sit here... listening to my play list composed of angry Vancouver hip hop and sad emotional punk music… think about the good times... and run the last conversation I had with him through my head over and over… and I’m so bloody worried about him… to top it off my computer is acting up… god damn… mother… garg!! *five minutes of censored profanities and empty death threats being uttered toward the computer* I wish that had made me feel better… but it didn’t… I should be happy... I really should... I have every right and plenty of reasons to be happy… heh.. its quarter to 6 in the morning… only an hour after my post from yesterday… see.. changes bloody fast… so damn worried… I think I will call him... call till he picks the damn phone up… would only be the second time I talked to him on the phone… and he would prolly hang up the minute he realizes its me… but I’m so worried… but till I work up the nerve... I’m just going to sit here… staring at the computer… listening to my music… listening to the music he gave me… think about bashing my head against the wall till I see dark light (in order to see dark light you can skip the repeated beatings against the wall and just take one good run at a brick wall... the light you see right before you die… that’s dark light) … and wish I had someone to talk to… but the someone I want to talk to is in school right now… just… wall… head… I think you need to meet… repeatedly… right now… and I know at least a few people are going to read this… know exactly what its about… and be really worried… and I don’t know what to say to that… I’m not sure if you should be… or if you should just let things be and not worry… or if I should just quit in all honesty… I need to get out of the house… get away… at least for a while… even a few hours… go to the book store… or the music store… or even to a coffee house… and just sit… because at least if I’m in public… I wont cry…. So worried…. So god damn frustrated… I think I need another 10 hour nap…. Then to get time for my cell phone… then all I have to do is push a few buttons… but I wont…. Not right now… maybe later… tonight… after work… till then… its me… the music... the thoughts… and at some point I’m sure the wall will get involved… that or the table top… something solid… for sure…. So worried….
Sita
Note to him: if your reading this I’m sitting at the damn computer… looking at your site.. wishing I had better headphones… cause all I can listen to is the music on your site… but I’m not soothed by it… just… you know what… damn it… just damn it… *lays head down and closes eyes* I’m f**kin worried about you (and I’m bloody well not sorry for the language… )
Note to anyone who cares: I got yahoo messenger now… not sure how often I will be on as msn is where all my non-MyO friends are… yes I know… its amazing I have other friends…. but if you wanna talk its sitarose16… just drop me a line before you do so I don’t get scared ^.^
Note: after about five seconds of reflection and a pissy ass week dues to complications with people i have met here and a very depressing and anger inducing bit of mail IM THINKING OF LEAVIENG
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

   You Killed What We Built So Don’t Blame It On Me- Kyprios

Thats right baby I'm goin crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Ok…. I’m going to do something I never thought I would do…. But after yesterday night… I need to say something to the three most important guys in my life right now…

Afro Jones… My best friend… in all honesty… the first person I felt I loved… I trust you with my life and I could tell you anything… I love you and I don’t know where I would be right now with out you… you probably only have the slightest clue as to how important you are to me…. But I love you so much and I think that gives you an idea… one of the few people I would be completely lost without…

When everything is wrong I'll come talk to you
You make things alright when I'm feeling blue

You are such a blessing and I wont be messing
with the one thing that brings light to all of my darkness

You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

There is no other one that can take your place
I feel happy inside when I see your face
I hope you believe me
Because I speak sincerely
and I mean it when I tell you I need you
My Best Friend- Weezer

Heero… ok I bloody well mentioned your name... you happy? Told you I would do this…. I’m not sure what you are anymore…. I want to call you a good friend... a close friend... but you say there’s no such thing as friends… so to you I have to say… your stuck… I don’t care what you think... I’m never going to become your enemy… I will always be your friend no matter what and I love you and you are very important to me… and you should quit trying to make me figure out how high on my priority list you are… I don’t have a list of people in a certain order… all my friends are dear to me and are cherished equally… and you may think so… but its not easy to choose between people… and I wont do it… so know that your extremely important… and quit questioning me…

I heard your voice again today
I'm scarred by all the lies that were once promises you'd made.
I lie in bed awake at night
And wonder what went wrong or even more just what went right.
The Last Song I Write About A Girl- the Ataris

*deep breath* this is the hard one… Jaxx… bloody hell boy…I hear your all sad now… what’s up with that? I really like you… a lot… and I don’t want you to think you did anything wrong… I’m just not use to guys telling me that… that’s all…. In all truth I’m tired of just being a friend… so I guess its all up to you now… and I never said no to you…. Or rejected you…. I just had complications….

Maybe when the room is empty
Maybe when the bottle's full
Maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in
Maybe when I'm done with thinking
Maybe you can think me whole
Maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin
This can begin...this can begin

If you could be my punk rock princess
I would be your garage band king
You could tell me why you just dont fit in
And how you're going to be something
Punk Rock Princess- Something Corporate

*deep breath* ok so anyone want to guess the back story to that one? And for the record… the next guy who tells me I’m sweet and tries to pick me up I got two things to say…. 1. I’m not sweet… I have the common curtsey to say hello (I was told im sweet the other night cause I said hello… oh wait a minute that’s right… I’m suppose to be a snobby b**ch (note sarcasm)… bloody hell... I guess some people don’t have manners or something) and 2. Your have to beat these three guys before I’m even willing to give you a chance… and that’s a pretty hard feat to accomplish cause these guys are bloody important to me and I don’t want to lose anyone of them… mm and thinking about it... I forgot Howee… and I know if I don’t mention him, this will be the one day he drops by and he’ll be all like “ Oy lass, what about me?”… Little Aussie Brother… he’s important too…even if he wont give my damn blowtorch back… anyway.. I’m gonna go and try to figure stuff out… bloody well should become a monk… its easier… but I would miss the complications ^.^…. Ok you all want to click the CLICKY to see my newest wp… that’s right…. Now go do it… or don’t… I’m at the point where all I can say is do what you want…
Sita
A short addition: see orange… *holds up orange*…. See sledge hammer…. *holds up sledge hammer* see sledge hammer meets orange…*places orange on a table then smashes it with the sledge hammer*…. That’s Sita’s head right now…. For joy… (once again note the sarcasm)
Second addition: *mad uncontroalble giggles* I laid down for a nap and slept the whole night through… guess I was tired… but the day is starting beautifully… so I have no complaints here….

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

   Feelin Alright... It Aint that Bad... It Aint Tight.. But I'm Not That Sad- Kyprios

Ok first off….. Heero I don’t see how I make people think…. Cause you know what I do? I just sit down and type…. That’s right… very little thought goes into these posts… its all straight from the brain… Scary eh? *raises eyebrows and grins*… like today… today I’m gonna talk about socks…. I need new socks… I own.. hmmm…. Let say 10 pairs of socks that I wear regularly…. 75% of them have holes…. Damn it…. And its always the nice comphy socks that do it too…. Stupid socks with lack of uniform fabric thickness…. I just realize who I sound like… and its not good… anyway… yesterday… my socks didn’t match… could only find two good socks… one was blue and the other was green… so I said meh.. and put them both on… felt all cool and calm all day.. even when this one guy started swearing at me at work… he was all like “beepedy beep beep beep…” and I was like… “ Sorry sir, I cant help you, go to special services” all the while giving him a look like if you wanna keep swearing at me… I’m gonna go loopy wild a** ninja style on you’re a**… not really… but I was kinda ready to swear back at him… but that means my job so must think happy thoughts and just imagine the bugger in some form of odd but satisfying punishment… prolly involving chicken feathers, cod oil, and a depraved walrus (thank you Excel Saga)… smile and nod... yes... then tell them to go to special services cause I cant do nothin to help the situation as I am a lowly cashier stuck in the hell that is the seasonal till... but I was all cool... cause my socks didn’t match… ok reading over what I just wrote… I sound nuts…. Just the way I like it... anyway… to prove a point… I need new socks… I just can’t have socks with holes in them… its unheard of… heh…. Ok to explain the over all crazyness of the post… I was up all last night with a friend playing games online… got my a** kicked in monopoly… but its all good cause I taught him backgammon… kinda… it was more like I tried to teach and he learned really fast… but back to the monopoly... you know how many times I went to jail? At least 12!!! Cause of the stupid go to jail square…. I hate jail…. Just…. Its not fun… the people are nice and all… but ummmm…. I don’t like the way the one chick keeps looking at me…. Ok here’s a question everybody has to answer… I’m gonna give you crap if you don’t…. how many days does it take for the earth to go around the sun once? Well that’s all I got…. I needs to go to work now cause its 1o’clock in the afternoon here and I start in an hour and I want food… so I’m gonna hit the Subways up before work… and I bought myself a first paycheck present… a new CD case… cause I’m running out of room… I have one case half filled with DVD’s (my anime collection actually) but I need a new case cause I have more music than case space … so by the end of the day I can give you all an accurate CD count… because I know you all care so much… (note the sarcasm) nyway… byes
Sita
After work addition cause I can’t resist: ITS RAINING!!!! Happy… ^___________^… can you tell I like the rain? Yeah… not hard…-_____- but its still raining... and I got to walk home in it… so my hair is all curly… well not that curly…. But it looks nice how it is… need to figure out how to keep it that way…. Anyway... I’m now going to play with my CD’s and try to organize them a bit… it never works… but I can still try… maybe I’ll even have an official count by the time I go to sleep… whoot!! It’s a good night so far!! Hmmmm… and Hinaru... I’m not sure if I like beer cause the last time I had it I was hammered (the first and last time and the reason why I now get sick from drinking alcoholic beverages) and I can’t really remember half of that night…. Yeah… I think I lost a bit of control…. But at least I could still walk!!
*45 minutes later* ok…. I got the CD’s in the case….. right now… I got 90 CD’s… the majority I bought but that includes burned and sampler CDs …. Ok…. but here’s my problem…. The case won’t close………………….. *looks at the case*…… I know I can do it… *five minute valiant struggle with the zipper* HA!!! Got it…. It kinda looks like a suit case that wants to bust open… maybe I should just give in and buy one of those fancy DJ binders….. *looks at the case* eh…. What ya gonna do… I’ll think about it………
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Monday, May 23, 2005

   HANZARIO BERTANIAN MOCACHINO FRED!!!!!!!!
Ok…. Ranting… a small one... but a rant none the less... then I’ll let hyper have a go at it... but she’s been pretty one track minded lately but you guys missed her… anyway.. ok.. first off.. I did a test... just a small one... but it proves my theory…. I can’t drink alcohol….. not that I’m that big of a drinker to begin with… but I tried a small glass of rum and coke… one sip and I felt sick to my stomach… so there goes a past time.. anyway… to sooth my soul after deciding I can’t drink… I decided to make popcorn…. Here’s where the rant starts… ok… I opened the box to get a bag of microwave popcorn... I figure its safe to use the microwave since it just needs to have buttons pushed… the bag says theatre style popcorn… ok… so I pop it in… push the right buttons in the right sequence… open the door when it stops and open the bag… eat a piece…. And god damn it if it isn’t that sweet kettle-corn stuff…. I don’t know about anyone else… but my idea of theatre popcorn is salty buttery goodness… not sweet buttery….. stuff… I don’t like it all that much… I think its to much sugar… as odd as that sounds… I just don’t like it… if you want sugar on your popcorn… go right ahead... by all means... destroy the salty soothing flavour that is popcorn… but don’t make me eat it… and I was looking forward to popcorn…*sigh* all that work… and nothing to show for it… I still ate most of it… but had to stop… made me sick… anyway.. that’s my sad excuse for a rant… now to hand it over to Hyper….[I like rocks…..] so we decided…[ they’re crunchy…. And taste like dirt…] so you reverted did you? [ reverted?] your all dumb like again… last week you actually sounded smart… [ I was gone last week….] but.. you were here….. [no I wasn’t…. I went to see me grampy… he gave me rocks to eat] but…. I swear you were here…. [nope *pops rock in her mouth*] you know how much that dental bill is gonna cost? [but they’re crunchy!!!].. well then... who was here… [ I dunno…..] hmmmm…. Now I’m scared….[ooooo a date? Like with a boy?] where the hell did that come from? [date? *perks head up and looks around*] ok even I’m not that random….. [boys are fun…. Thing says they got something… but I cant remember what] they got lost of stuff… I think Thing is a bad influence on you…. [I got an igloo……] *sigh* do you have indoor plumbing too? [ it looks like a house.. and its yellow…..] I’m the bloody mad hatter…. *sits down and leans against the wall*… I want to know who was in my head.. if you were gone…. Then…. [ooooo a big rock!! *tries to put it in her mouth but it gets stuck*] *watches hyper* that’s got to be fun… *gives a look of exasperation then covers eyes with the top hat* [uuuuuuuuuuu…. Huy……hhall lee… iiishhhhhhh suk….] you put it there….. [*pulls on the rock* ot orking] that’s your problem… if it wont fit in your mouth how did you plan to swallow? [uh unno] *looks out from under the hat* bloody hell……. *gets up and straightens the hat* I’m only doing this once… [*nods*]… ok.. it might hurt… [*nods*] here goes nothing… *grabs the rock and pulls hard…… and it pops out* [THANKS!!] you bloody well had that wedged in tight…. [gimmie!!!] *hands her the rock* I warned you I would only pull it out once… but do what ever you want… [ I’m not gonna eat him anymore.. he didn’t want to be eated… I’m gonna keep him... he’s my new pet] oh yeah…. *sits back down and covers eyes with the hat again* I like my hat…. [ he shall be Victorio Marchenis Fransisco Albertaris the Fifth and he shall be mine and I shall call him Victorio Marchenis Fransisco Albertaris the Fifth] you do that… I’m gonna go to sleep… [ AND HE SHALL BE MINE!!!!] shut up… [MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!] grrrr… *plugs ears* shut up….. [VICTOIO MARCHENIS FRANSISCO ALBERTARIS!!!!!!] SHUT UP!!! *throws a rock at Hyper’s head* [oooo and that can be his friend…..] for the love of…. *gets up and smacks Hyper with a newspaper* BLOODY WELL SHUT UP!!…………….. ok I swear you all do it on purpose… you all updated today… not every single one… but a lot of you did…. I worked today... got swore at too… so I didn’t get to all the sites…. Sorry…. Ill try harder... but I make no foolish promises I cant keep… anyway.. till later…
Sita
[VICTOIO MARCHENIS FRANSISCO ALBERTARIS!!!!!!] SHUT!!!!! UP!!!!!!! [AND HANZARIO BERTANIAN MOCACHINO FRED!!!!!!!!] fred? [HANZARIO BERTANIAN MOCACHINO FRED!!!!!!!!] oh god…. *covers eyes with the top hat*
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Sunday, May 22, 2005

   When a person cares.. dont ask why.. just be happy
Geeze…. From yesterday’s comments I would think you people think I have a death wish… or I’m prone to blowing the house up…. Well... I guess the gaping hole in the roof might be a problem… but other than that I’m all good… and I haven’t done anything destructive…. THEY TOOK THE MILK!!! Oh god no!!! and the eggs.. I bet they took the Kraft Dinner even…. *looks in cupboard* ooo look…. One box… I can eat!! Its like the Grinch stole the May long weekend… cant watch T.V cause they’re tapping something… can’t have a party cause no friends… I’m surprised they didn’t cut the water on me… even my parents have more faith in me… that’s a bad sign.. BWUHAHAHA!!! I slept on the couch last night.. it was comphy… might do it again tonight… I like my bed and all… but … well... hmmm… I guess it feels to big right now.. that and after last night I swear its possessed… though it might be interesting to go all Exorcist... not to mention education… I don’t think I want to… Ok.. I need a volunteer… I’m usually good at pushing buttons but…. Ok I’ll admit it…. I can’t figure out how to work the oven….. I’m use to the ones with knobs.. this one has knobs… but only for the stove… *sob* I’m gonna starve!!!!! Meh… I guess I’ll live off toast…. Grrrrrr….. what a crappy long weekend…. Wish I was anywhere but here…. One good thing is I can turn my music up as loud as I like… so that makes me feel a little better… If I didn’t have to work I would force my friend to drive me to *name removed for lack of a better thing to do and to protect the innocent* to go to the con they’re having.. but I hear its kinda crappy… so I’m gonna go to the north con instead up in *name removed again for lack of a better thing to do*… its free.. and better.. and they’re gonna have a 24 hour anime marathon.. Hey Con... you going to Animethon 12? Let me know… we’ll hook up… ok I fulfilled one goal of the day.. I finished two banners for the club…. Hope ya all like them… and I will try to have the rest done as soon as possible…. So for your viewing pleasure….





and I’m going to post the part of the story I have typed up so far… I’m not really sure about it... and I know how I want to end it... I just need to figure out how without making it too…. Odd…. Pg rated like…

In all honesty this is based on a dream I had a few nights ago and involves some of my closest/ longest friends on the MyO.. but for the sake of them I’m going to change the names.. one shot…. No point… just a dream.. I’m not even sure how it starts.. so it kinda begins in the middle and probably doesn’t make sense… It’s more just to get it out of my system than anything else….. and it is quite different than my usual work… dark, serious, and a bit twisted… well compared to my other stuff

She typed furiously, ignoring mistakes and missed letters…
[Listen Hallie.. you can’t be alone… I’m not sure who it is.. or how he’s doing it but as long as your with someone… your safe…]
It was the middle of the night and the computer screen glowed, palely lighting the dark room. She watched the messenger window with desperate eyes... willing her friend to answer… she gave a gasp of relief as she saw her friend beginning to reply. As the message popped up her face became a mask of confusion.
[Too late]
She gasp as she felt the breath on her ear as he read the message to her. She spun around to face him and before she could react her wrists were caught in his grip. She turned her face away as he grinned and leaned in close to her.

“ I got her, baby,” he moved his face so it was close to hers and she tuned her head frantically trying to put some distance between herself and him. “ Your too late baby… but you tried… and that counts for something…. I’ll give you a head start on the next two.” He ginned as he saw the look of panic that crossed her face. “ You know who I’m talking about.”
Her eyes filled with fear and she looked at him…”No…”
“ Yes. Now get going baby… The clocks ticking and I only have so much patience… and so you know… these are the last two… then its you” He leaned close to her ear and she felt his lips brush his ear as he whispered to her “…. And I can’t wait”
Her eyes widened in fear, she felt him lick the rim of her ear then he was gone. She collapsed on the floor with out his support and sat in shock starring into space. Moments later she let out a ragged sob “Oh god no… “ she covered her mouth, tears slowly running down her face as she sat in shock. “No…” she slowly regained her control and stood up. She wiped the tears from her face and quickly logged onto her email. She quickly opened a new message and quickly began to type a message…


Ooo look…. A long post…. Been a while since my last really long post… you know I got lots of sleep when I do this…. Heh…. And I got to say it.. Jaxx… what was that comment suppose to mean… what if I am? Nyway… I’m done… more stuff to do and people to do stuff to… just stuff all over the place... ttyl kats and kittens...
Sita
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Saturday, May 21, 2005

   If I didn’t know any better… I would say I lost control somewhere….
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you put it down be the woman for you
Natalie Brown- Goin Crazy

Ok.. its official… I don’t know what the hell is going on… I Know what’s going on but I don’t KNOW what’s going on…. Understand? I know I don’t…. god I hate papercuts… would have preferred to cut myself on a knife…. What y’all think of the new song? I love it… so much… hmmm…. Ok at some point somebody has to freak out and say enough is enough.. and tell me to quit with the sappy… its not even a mood anymore… it’s where my mind states… but its not my state of mind…. Just right bloody drained right now… only slept a hour or so in the last two days… cant sleep… been from one end of the emotional spectrum to the other… I’m sittin pretty right in the middle right now, thank god… just calm…. Keep getting cold flashes though…. I’m sitting wrapped up in a blanket… and I keep getting really cold… maybe I’m coming down with something…. Hmmmm…. Seriously lack anything to talk about right now….. kinda shattered… all over the place…. I’m all good emotionally but mentally…. Well lets just say I’ve seen hurricanes that are more peaceful and organized than my head right now… I’m glad I have nothing to stress overly about… otherwise I would be really scary right now… heh... I bet a few of you people are scared anyway… don’t be… I’m all good… just in a odd place right now… and unlike other times… I don’t think it’s a bad odd place…. Just need to figure some stuff out…
Sita

Addition: I’m not sure bout the anywhere else… but here in Canada it’s a long weekend… the peeps I live with are going camping and I’m staying home in the house allllllll by myself cause I have to work Sunday…. So what do they tell me? No friends. Uhhhh……… I’m 18………….…… House to myself………….….. Long weekend…. First thought………. Whoot!! I can use the phone all I want!!!! Seriously... that was my first thought…. Not that I’m gonna use it that much…. You would have thought I would be planning a party or something *shrugs* and seriously... F*** that (sorry bout language…. I was kinda offended by the whole thing)… if I want to have a friend over to hang out in the one room I’m paying rent for… I bloody well will… or maybe I’ll renovate…. *evil grin* a few holes in the wall sounds good…..

The story will be up in a few hours…. I need to type it up… and just a warning… its not my usual at all
Note: Nerg... *smacks head into the wall* i suck... i really do.. i was hoping to get the story up... but my eyes are going tweeky... seriously.... stuff that isnt moving.. keeps moving... im pretty sure that isnt suppose to happen... so it will be up, hopefully, *crosses fingers* tomorrow... and i should have at least one or two banners for the club done for your viewing pleasure... hell.. im not even going to get out of my chair... im gonna sleep here... im that tired... i just hope i can get some sleep..... well ciao.. and so sorry... oh god.... my bed just moved... oh no... wait... its all good.... just the blankets....... just the blankets moved.... hehehe.. its all good..... wait a tic...........
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Friday, May 20, 2005

   post about stuff
*Blushes* (been doing that a lot lately… hmmm).. ok we all know I’m talented.. but today I discovered how talented I am.. and I’m just amazed at the talent I posses…. Ok so I finally got my safety knife at work… oh yeah… you can already see where this story is going… so anyway.. I got tired of my clicky pen… it only possesses so much ability to amuse me… so now I play with the safety knife… anyway…. I put my hand into my little apron pocket.. and feel the slice…. Right on my ring finger… now guess what I cut it on…. Go on…. Ok I guess I can tell you…. Paper cut…. Bloody damn… stupid apron pad…. Ok so.. it was a bad cut.. welling blood and everything.. I think the inanimate object won the battle again.. god I feel stupid…. *sigh* ok I’m just going to give up on trying to get to all the sites for the next little while… it will be pure random luck if I get to any… I feel stupid doing it to.. just have been kinda preoccupied the last little while with other stuff… mostly sleep…. And work… hmm short post today…. But that’s ok… I’m working on a one shot story for tomorrow which will be fairly long.. just a warning… in fact it will prolly be really long compared to my usual … so I will post it separate.. but I still would greatly appreciate it if a few people checked it out and gave me some feed back.. just saying… nobody has to read it.. glad everybody liked the pic… chop and screw is a DJ technique…. I think I might try to do a color version.. and I might post it in fanart… I’ll see how I feel ^.^… I want to color it…. Just need to work on my coloring skills... that’s the first drawing I’ve done in about two months… just haven’t felt like drawing.. mostly banners lately.. cause I like to do things for my friends… and that’s all I got.. ^.^ anyway.. I’m going to shut up now… stuff to do, people to do stuff to, deals to make with stuff, just stuff in general.. I like stuff.. stuff is fun.. nyway.. bye and stuff.. shwaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
Sita

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Thursday, May 19, 2005

   lots oh stuff today

Another one of those pics I did that I didn’t think was fanart material… Hope you all like

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say
Everything You Want- Vertical Horizon

Ha… its funny… I’m such a bloody liar… tell all of you I’m going to get sleep.. then I stay up the whole night again…. Very very very bad Sita…. Sita needs to go to her corner…. Tsk tsk…. Its ok... I got sleep… had the past two days off so have the day to sleep… besides... its fun to be up late at night.. I like the dark anyway…… ok.. I was advised that people can steal the wp anyway…. Yeah about that….. a) if your going to do it.. grow some bloody patience and wait….. b) I like to run on the assumption that people will respect my wishes and my work and not steal it that way.. especially when they know that they can get it later.. c) my name is on it… you just cant see it because of the window settings…. So.. yeah….. respect the artist or this artist my just up and remove all her work… which is sad… but I’m willing to do it… and don’t think I’m not…. Ok well enough with threats….. what to gibber about…. I need a shower…. Yep that’s the news of the day.. and to work on those banners.. been so busy with changing the site and sleeping and chatting I have already neglected my duties as a club founder.. and that’s why when the banners are done… I will be to… no more work… except maybe a member list… isn’t that smart? Lol…. Boring... but smart… hmmm I guess I’m going to have to explain the club all over again when I post the banners anyway.. new people are going to be so lost for the next little while.. and that’s why they want to join!!! Ok so here’s a question for all those people who do know what I’m taking about…. Should it be called “The I’m Confused Club” right on the banner… or should I come up with a slightly more elegant/creative name?... suggestions are great if you think so…………

*jaw drop*………….. *closes mouth*……………… *opens mouth*…………. *closes mouth*…………….. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *speachless*……………………. *opens mouth*……………. *scratches head*…………….. uhhhhh………. *closes mouth*…………….. ok………… I think my eyes are screwy…………. 18 comments the other day?…………. that’s not right………… *refreshes page*…………. Still says 18………….. *counts comments*………….. nope there’s 18……….. *opens mouth*……………. *closes mouth and sits in shock*……….. *gets teary*………….. I love you guys…… damn it.. anyone have a cure for sappyness……. *sniff* you.. you guys don’t realize how much the 18 comments mean…. Haven’t been able to go back and look for a while…… so I just got to it today……. Its…. Geeze….. 18 comments? I know at least one person is going to say its due to my hard work… he’s wrong though…. Heero…. You know you did most of the work…. So quit telling me I worked hard…. Could not have done it without you (third day in a row I’ve had to say thanks… you know I love it ^.^)…. Not in a million years….. you guys.. you all mean so much to me…. Love you all…… ok I’m going to leave before I infect you all with sappyness… its great and all…. But when all you do is think about sappy stuff…… it’s a shock to the system at first….
[ Oi!! I want to say something!! You haven’t let me talk for three days now!!] you have nothing to say….. [yes I do!] ok then.. what? [uhhhhhhhhhhh…… I forgot…..] *smacks forehead* figures……[wait!!!! I remember!!!…….. I want doughnuts]…… that’s it?-_- [yep *nods*]…. That was your big news? [what’s wrong with it? I’ve been locked in a box for three days…… I need food!!] Its not my fault the only way to get you to shut up is to lock you up…. Al knows what I’m talking about…. [I miss Thing……] well maybe we can get you a play date…… [Date?*perks head up* ….. date? *looks around* like with a boy?] No….. with Thing…… I don’t think we can find a guy for you…. [I miss Thing…. ] so you’ve said……..we’ll see about that play date…. [Date? *perks head up* like with a boy?] -_-…….being in the box screwed you up didn’t it? [ I miss Thing….] Ok…. Just…..* waves Hyper away* just go be somewhere else till your brain comes back…. One track mind right now….. [ I want a doughnut…… *stares mindlessly into the distance*] ok then…….. she’s cut off…. And I’m officially done.. see ya all around
Sita
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

   Going to scare people with this one.. bloody late.. damnit
Uhhhhhh…. *brain dead* heh… I’ve been up since uhhhhh…… 8:30 Monday.. add it is now 3:20 in the afternoon Tuesday… I’m pretty sure that there is suppose to be sleep somewhere in there.. but I missed it…. Hehe… all nighter’s are like… rum to Sita…. Just plays with the brain chemistry a bit more than usual and god only knows what comes out in the end… usually coherence… wait a tic… that’s not right… *shakes head* whoa!!! *tilts to the side* that’s not right…. *slowly regains balance*… hmm I wonder if I can do the alphabet backwards….a…b…d…. wait a sec…. That’s not right… a…d…b.. speaking random stuff.. I think I might be slightly dyslexic… just with numbers… stupid money… I’ll kill it… with a UPC SCANNER!!!!!!!!!! Oh god……. I like credit cards… I dont do anything with them.. swipe and send over the paper…. Uhhhhh.. ok.. for those who missed it….

GREAT BIG HUGLY GIGANTIC THANK YOU TO HEEROYUY77 FOR ALL HIS HELP.. with out him.. ok the background would still be scrolly…. I would have a normal cursor.. yes that is a custom…. Uhhh… and I would not have this hot music…. Ok if you have heard the original… you will notice the difference…. The song playing has been mixed by none other than Heero himself…. So here’s what you all wan to do… you want to click the Clicky … and tell him how awesome the mix is and how he needs to keep up the good work… that’s right.. you all have this irresistible urge to listen to me and go do that.. and as a bit of mindless self indulgence… I made the bg.. when I’m done with this theme it will be up for grabs in the wallpapers…….

Uh yeah…. Guess who is sappy… give you a hint….. or not.. bwuahahahahahha.. ok that’s my cue to go get some much withheld zzz’s…. ill add more later.. when I wake up… and I’m more incoherent.. why is it.. that sentence just did not sound right… *shakes head….. slowly falls over onto couch… sleeps*…………………………………………………..*wakes up* talk about screwing with the system *looks at clock* 1 IN THE MORNING!!!! Heh.. posting late man……. And didn’t get to ANY sites yesterday.. damn it!! So sorry……. SORRY X10.,… no no X20.. SORRY X200 in fact….. grrr…… I’m just going to post and then sleep again.. all nighter’s mess with the schedule
Sita
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

*blushes*
Ok.. well... first things first.... a huge big enormous thank you to HeeroYuy77... for all the help on my site... he got me some long sought after codes and a new cursor.. if you can see it. as well as the song.. kick a** eh? wanna know a secret.. it was mixed by none other than Heero himself... so go tell him how good it is.. alright? anyway.. the new theme is We Belong Togther.. told you sappy sita was here to stay... anyway.. as you can see.. Inuyasha and Kagome... i think they deserve to be together... and hey... its about time i did a inuyasha theme.. hope you all like it... i know i do....
Sita
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