Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   This is a long post with a weak point... but i do have a new fan art up
Ok. Well… I guess the cat is out of the bag so to speak. I don’t really pick topics I just kinda start typing. So any way. Here I go… im sorry if it doenst live up to all the hype. [theres hype about ur post… when did that start happenin?] ill kil u… or maybe ill pull a naraku and expel u into ur own little entity... No that’s too cruel to do to the rest of the world. ^.^ ok so anyway. Valentines day… no I think February blaughs is a better spot to start. I was catchin up with everybody’s sites and maybe it was just that paticular day but a lot of people were just plain bored. One person was so bored they were counting there scars. I have yet to sink to that low but that’s only because I waste my time b****in on here ^.^ and depending on the mood im in I can do a lot of b****in. like the mood in in right now. I was hyper a while ago but that’s just because some guy pissed me off. And he knows who he is. {*pointed stare at he who shall not be named*}(no not Lord Voldmort) and for some strange reason that made me hyper. Hmmm… but anyway. February has to be the worst month ever. Ok so u get over Christmas and New Years (personally neither was very spectacular for me) then u got to go back to school. But that isn’t the worst. Ok here is where valentines comes in. now everybody has prolly heard the rumour that v-day was started by the card companies. Personally im sure that there was once an actual well meaning holiday in there but now its got to be the worst damn holiday ever. Ok well maybe not for everybody. People who have other people to celebrate with aka bf, gf, husbands, wives prolly don’t think that there is anything wrong with it. Im bitter. That’s the whole of it. The thing that’s the p***yest is that I’ve found a guy. And I think he use to feel the same for me and it’s just a whole complicated mess cause of technicalities. And any way… I don’t know what to do about it. There isn’t much I can do to begin with. P***y a**ed complications. Garg. Any way. It’s the damned dolphins. I don’t know how but they got us screwed so tighly around their fins that it hurts. I’m pretty sure that the tree frogs are in on it too. Never trust something that pretty that can kill you. Damn when I picked this topic I was gonna be all funny and cynical. Its the freakin gifts… if people didn’t give gifts… u see the pretty girl down the hall with some dumb a** stuffed toy and u just think I wouldn’t be caught dead with that… but deep down (at least for myself) all you’d really want is to be that girl. Or somebody’s girl. Damn it all. Weakness. It truly is a weakness. any way. Enough of that. Maybe ill do something about my problem and maybe I won’t. I’ll see how I feel the night before. And if I get to talk to him… hmmm the jerk. I need a better topic. I think ill just stick with the touch and go typing. Btw all my posts are scarily written by the same Sita. Its like mood swing city here. Well that’s not true lately iv been happyish. No depression lately. But when I look back at the posts it doesn’t seem that way @.@ meh Ooo guess what. I finished my coloring of Jack. And iv decided that he’s from Australia. Dont ask me how I know this I just do. So any way please go check out my colored Jack. I really dont think the scan does it justice but oh well. Im gonna think of a better topic for tomorrow. It really is just a random thing. Personally I like the one I wrote a few days ago about the matrix. It was fun. Oh and thanks to my big mouth I have somehow managed to get into a competition with the fro. Iv never written a good story in my life and he decides to take me on… well I’m pretty sure im gonna lose but ill still take him up on his challenge. Cant back down u know. Now I just need an idea… hmm well while im thinking enjoy my new mv. Iv listened to the Jet song like 30 times over in the past two days and while I still love the song things need to change. Soooo… every body sing it with me…. SHE F***IN HATES ME.
damn this is a long post….
Sita

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Monday, February 7, 2005

   OMG SHE CHANGED COLORS!!!
so... what do you think? i think it looks flashy. i might revert back though... never know. so what up? u know what... i miss the fro and zan. since both there computers blew nobody really reads my posts and if they do they dont leave comments. its kinda spooky... the silence is deafening. hmmmm so lonely. any way. back to the dolphins... they will not have my pocky!!!! i wount let them. its mine i tell you. k im done. so i decided to do a new colored piece. well its not really new. im redrawing Jack and giving him some color. im about half way done already. hes gonna look pimpin. i already like way its lookin. im just worried about his eyes. im terrible at eyes. but it should still look good. lalalalala. im bored. and i typed my really good topic for boredom the other day. and i dont think anybody even read it. it was awesome. im actually quite proud on of the confusion that i cause with the last little bit. maybe ill post it again cause i like it so much. that or maybe ill write a fan fic type thing. that could be fun. ill think about it. hehe i said think. [dear god help us all (*shakes head*)] any way im gonna go now. things to see and people to bring misery too. btw word of the day is bottle. god i think i shoudl just give up on the whole such and such of the day. i really do suc and who cares in the end. really? Oo i already got a topic for tommorow. V-Day. and Febuary Blaghs. so tune in cause it should be interestingly boring. I'll be a follower if i can lead...
Sita
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Sunday, February 6, 2005

pic thing didnt work so oh well... and cute little bunnies should die
Ok so I tried to do the image thing and it didn’t work. I just suc. So horribly. Last time somebody tried to teach me how to do HTML was in grade nine and that’s getting to be quite a while ago. Any way I like to thank jigglymonster for trying to help. I think im gonna work on it a bit by myself and see what happens. On the upside, this is the first post ever that iv pre-typed. Wow, eh? So regular comers may notice the lack of spelling errors. Oooo spooky… its just hard to imagine one of my posts with out a spelling error such as spelling like as liek. My one hand is just slightly faster at typing than the other so I usually end up with dumb stuff like that. Any who… I need a new mv… I really like this one by Jet. The little Disney like animals are so cute and I like the ending. I really like the song too… so without further blabbering…
Sita

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   this is gonna be another one of them posts...
long and pointless... yep. anybody else have trouble thinkin up subjects for posts. see i can write just about anything... its the subject matter that would prolly get me in trouble.^.^hmmm... topic... topic whos got a topic... i got a topic!! anybody into philosophy and the whole matrix thing? k so my one friend is takin a philosophy course and i guess some guy in the class keeps claiming that the world is a perception of our mind. ok u got that? that means that if ur in ur room or at school or the library or the internet cafe that everything around u is created by ur mind. u control how things appear and what is there. this also means that if one of the people that u "create" were to come up and pinch u, that u wouldnt really feel pain. u would perceive pain. u could decide not to feel pain. ok got that? kinda? not really? (i love stuff like this. its just so fun to play with)k so thinkin about this a little closer... There are people that can do stupid crazy stuff like jam needles through their cheeks and other stuff like that and they claim that it doesnt hurt cause of the "power of the mind" (sure...) on the other side say u decide to go play in traffic...just for the hell of it... hehe playin in traffic is fun...ehem... k so pictureing ur self playing in traffic. ur skippin Excel style across the road singin to urself and dancein around and an 18 wheeler pulls up. BAM!! ok not picture the shear pain that would be coursing through ur body split seconds before u die a gory and slightly ironic death. come on who would have thought that u could die from playin in traffic? ^.^ k so back to the pain. are u perceving the pain? or is the pain actually occuring? hmmmm... personally i think that there has got to be a reason for all of those nerve endings so the pain must be real. k now here is where the matrix comes in. so they all get loaded into the system, right? but they can be killed if enough physical dammage is caused to their perceived body thingys in the matrix. but they know that. they know that the only reason why they die physically is because they perceive whats happening in the matrix to be real. but they know its not real... so why do the die if they know that what they are perceving isnt real. and around it goes. ok my head is starting to hurt. anybody else even still with me? ur head hurting too? ya. so bak to what i was taking about... what was i talking about... does it matter really... this is a post with no point... thats right too. i dont have to make a point i could jsut leve u hangin thinking this over. (that is if u understand what im saying to begin with)any way... for the people who do want a point, the point is the dolphins. and the computers. its a whole big conspiracy to get all the pocky to the dolphins... see. (ok now im just tryign to make this confusing. just dont worry about it) see if the dolphins get all the pocky then they will have a monopoly on the pocky and we dont get to pass go or collect $200 cause they got the whole freakin board covered with sea water. whats in it for the computers u ask... they get to laugh at us. stupid computers think there so great... just sittin there all day doin nothin. [ok i htink it is now time for me to step in... Sita is just a bit... hmmm how can it be put brutaly honest.... SHES OFF HER FREAKIN NUT!! FEW NUTS SHORT OF A BOLT (does that even make sence?!?!?!?) OMG its contagious RUN! RUN! SAVE UR SELF!!] but please leave a comment
Sita
P.S if any of this. any of it makes sence get ur self into quarentine. this is extremely dangerous to the health of the world and it is ur responsibility to sacrifice urself for the good of the world. ok im done now. i would liek to point out i have been inspired by Excel
P.P.S word of the day is...Wandaba. so fun to say...^.^
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Saturday, February 5, 2005

   wow...
ok so this is the second time iv missed putiin up my post... but i got a good reason this time. i when to the bar {*proud look*} it was scary though... let me set it up... im dancin with this one guy (ehehe i got to dance with a guy) and this other guy keeps kinda tryin to get my attention... so anyway he was prolly like a foot and a half taller than me and he was just kinda... weird. so any way as me and me friends are leavin the bar he kinda grabs my arm and i like "cant i talk to you for a second?" I, being the dumbass i am, say ok. so as were movin out of the bar he takes my hand, and at this point the bouncers were hearding everybody out cause the bar was shuttin down, and i was worried abotu loosin my friends cause first of all there my ride home and second of all i have a guy who i dont know trying to lead me off somewhere. (at this poitn u should just be shaking ur head at my stupity. do not do as a do... do as a i say) so any way we get outside and he kinda pulls me over to the side away from the other people... and he wasnt being forcefull or anything which is prolly why i went with it. so he gets me over to the side and he like "so whats up?" and i was just like "uhhhh ur the one who started talkin to me..." so im kinda confused as to what the hell was goin on and this guy had to be drunk. he was just actin a little freaky. so he starts askin me if he can come home with me and i told him i was goin to my friends house and he couldnt come cause its my friends house and im thinkin what the hell does this guy want. any way things start to get a little out of hand and hes trying to pull me away further from my friends and i just stop at one point cause i didnt want to go to far away from the bouncers and that and the guy starts telling me he loves me!! and at this point im just like "i just met u. no sorry didnt even meet u. u just came up and started talkin to me.." now at his poitn im really gettin scared cause a)first time occurance!! im so not going back to that bar for a long time. b) some stranger cant just up and say they ove u. and c) the guy had to be drunk. i mean u dont do that kind of crap sobber. that and u dont know what the hell is gonna happen with a drunk guy. scary s*** man. at this point im giving my frinds the look of terror. and i said to him i need to go my friends are waiting for me. so finally i get away from him and my friends and i are walkin to our car and im just thinkin what the f*** just happened. ya to put a point to the story... bars are bad places to get picked up. lol or meet people. i think it was just a good thing that i wasnt drunk cause god only knows what could have happened. scary scary. eeee shivers. ya so now that u know what new with me... what up? hmm i guess i need word of the day dont i... hmmmm word of the day shall be...scissor. it looks funny. what can i say? i think iv said it all... i talk a lot...hmmm well ttyl and all that. hope u enjoyed my story of stupidity and learned something from it.
Sita
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Friday, February 4, 2005

   hmmm appears i slept through my update.
yep... i slept so good last night. went to bed at like 7:30 well it was just suppose to be a nap. but at midnight i woke up and realized i was still in my clothes. lol so i got up an changed into my pjs and went back to sleep. lol i bet every body who read that was real interested in my sleeping patters too. lol well that all i really got to write about right now. ^.^ maybe ttyall later. bye
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Thursday, February 3, 2005

   Ok its starting to piss me off now...
Ok... two times. the first time i was annoyed but now im pissed. and it doesnt take much trust me. i wish that i could find out who keeps reporting me. and its only the one wp. (some undefinable noise of building rage) it is extremely hard to put in words how much this pisses me off. im goin to re-submit. and if it gets deleted again i will resubmit it and if it happens again? im gonna make it better then re-submit it. and if its deleted again i might just hunt the person down. {must regain control of emotions... think straight... count..1...2...3} if any body knows who is reporting my work could you please let me know so i can attempt to talk to them. this reminds me of junior high. taking cheap shots. garg! so angry right now. its not even funny...
Sita
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new mvs are fun...
ok well maybe not... but i need a new mv. so im gonna put up a new my. alright? i feel like american idol? what about u? is that show funny or what? simon is so... i dont know how to describe it. hes just so entertaining. course i havent watched tv for about two weeks now. geeze what the heck have i been doing? i know i havent evolved a life... hmmmm scary i just lost two weeks of my life. uh oh . any ways new mv... enjoy... or dont... thats ur choice...
Sita
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   Calmed down just a little...
Ok... so iv calmed down a little. [i sure as hell havent. f***in mother mffff] shes still a little pissed but thats ok cause i dont think shes ever not kinda pissed. ill get over it. "prevail with basball bat and nail" Swollen Members. well i hardly think that ill injure someone. im mean emotional damage is so much more devedasting. alright no more. i dotn want to sound like im threating the person. I would like to know why they did it btu what are u going to do in reality? not much. revenge is best served by me dear friend Karma. and she must be serving somewhere cause i havent been getting any lately. [its at this point that you either realize u understand or u dont. if u understand i would advise medical treatment immedialty] what she said for once. ok so im comming home from a concert type thingy with my friends ( yes i do have a life that exists outside of my room) and we stop at a red light. but we dont stop for the red light... we stop for a fight thats goin on in the middle of the freakin intersection. it was whack (and i dont use that word under normal circumstances) so the fight breaks up pretty fast cause other cars are pullin up and this is only at 12 ish on a wendsday night. so all the guys and this one chick get into their respective vehicles but not before the chick throws a drink over one guy. it was kinda entertaining. but to make thinks more interesting, the one car pulls off through the red light (at this point i have my cell phone out trying to decide whether or not to call the police) so the one car pulls off... the other car waits till the ligth is green and then speeds up to catch up with the other car. my one friend makes the comment that hes gonna laugh if they ram and im kinda sittin there thinkin i need to get out more on wendsday nights. shortening the story up. no body got hurt and i got to see two free shows and i realized that im the pedestrian that stands on the side and does nothing. and now im goin to sleep. cause i like sleep and nobody got hurt. the end. word of the day...paradox. cause a) it sounds cool b) i think it describes me perfectly and c) i love the meaning of it.
Sita
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   narg liers suc
alright... im calm... im not sure who did it. i would like to know so i could ask them waht the hell the hell they were thinkin. but im not sure who did it so ill just say this. people who lie... expecaially about me tick me off real good. some person... was "responsible" enough to report art work... my art work which was mine and created by me on my own time with my own ceative input... as plagerism. I dont know who did it but it greatly disapoints me expecailly when there is no grounds for the acusations. now i have to start over. and believe me i will. that wp is goin back up as soon as i get home. (cause u know what... im at school writing this post) im calm... will not freak. i would just like to say if anybody has a problem with me that they should take it up with me. i am very proud of the few acheivments that a i have and this is just going to force me to work harder on my wp and my fan art. if you are the "kind" (observe: extreme sarcasim) person who was "kind"(again: extreme sarcasm) enough to "report" (is say report cause it really wasnt a report cause there was nothing to report) my art work please drop me a line cause i would like to know on what grounds it was plagerism. thank you for suffering my rant of "wrath" this has made me extremly upset considering the work i put into my wp.
Sita
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