Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   I’v decided to do something incredibly stupid…
What more could you expect from me? I do stupid stuff all the time anyway. ^.^ but this will prolly be the stupidest yet. Oh ya. Im gonna set my own record. K situation is this. Met a guy… got to close and this is what comes out of my twisted little mind… he’s allowed to be pissed at me to cause this is really really stupid… [what more would we expect? Really its like a freakin Salvador Dali painting in here. Nothing makes sense]…
Btw this is edited by me to give me some comfort….
I miss you
I wish I were just
This much smarter then
I was then and I wish
Id never had u as a friend
I wish I could do all I want
But your not here
And I’m not there
And I know home is past
The horizon and
Past you and maybe even
Past this world entirely
I cant help how I
Feel and you cant help
What you do to me
And I need to grow up
And learn the lessons
That needed to be learned
And I wish I wasn’t
So dumb, stupid, naïve,
And a little scatter-brained
But I still miss you
Because you said the
Wrong thing and I get
To close and you did it
And I blame you but mostly
I blame myself. Cause
It’s all my fault.
Yep so now I’m done. I rote that about a week ago or so. Just figured id put it up tonight cause I feel like it. It’ll be gone to the archives in a few days any way. Now that iv recovered I want to ask everybody a favour. I put up some fan art… well two are fan art and two are original. What id like everybody to do is go and review my original art cause I wanna know what everybody thinks. I need some honest opinions, too. I can deal with honest constructive criticism. Just nothing mean, ok? [FREAKIN SALVADOR DALI!!!] ya ur useless. STFU. Grr and that’s the reason why I write. Mostly to myself though. -_- hmm maybe ill put up something else later. I’ve been wanting to write a story lately. Maybe this week end. Any way…. Word of the day… Jerk. Cause my friend [you have friends?] was being a big jerk today and that’s all I could call her. Cause it was my word of the day. she really likes spoon but iv already said spoon so u all get jerk. btw the ninja was particularly nasty yesterday. kinda made me feel bad. but only kinda. Sita has ice blood in her veins and she aint afraid to shed a little blood. and yet i posted something that incredibly indicates that i might have a heart. hmm paradox... anybody able to figure it out? [SALVADOR DALI!!!]
“Almost had you but I guess that doesn’t cut it
Almost had you and I didn’t even know it
You kept me guessing and now I guess
that I spend my time missin you ”
Bowling for Soup, Almost
The Incredibly Stupid… Sita

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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   thanks go out too....
Ok i decided that i really need to thank all those people who have left commets on my wp and have talken time out of their day to stop by every now and then. first to the people who left comments on my wp. i think iv only gotten one "semi-dislike" comment but it made a good point. i like to hear what everybody thinks. it lets me know what i need to do to change so i can be better. so in no paticular order thansk go out to...
svflute, Spike bebop, Lioness Hanyou, Shingetsu9, my eternal soul, jigglymonster, Theifkingbakura, Kirara-chan, agrinisasin, dark angel103, alonekioko, heruchigu, BlackPendant222, lostinthought, meow cat cat, and punker13. all these people took time out to leave commetnsa and for that im thankful. now on to more important people. these people are really imposrtant to me cause they almost always take time out to respond to my posts and to see if im still alive ^.^ Firstly nausicaa0. shes givin numerous comments on my wp and also takes time to stop every now and then and leave comments on my posts. Secondly Afro Jones. hes always stoppin by and leavin fun comments. u gotta enjoy the fro logic. Thirdly, Zan. im pretty sure that the fro black mailed him but its fun to have him around and he leaves fun comments too. ^.^ These three are basically the reason why i dont shut up. so blame them if u want somebody to blame. but why would u? im such a fun person to be around ^.^ lol. Thanks again to all the peeps who take time out. ill prolly be back to the usual nonsense post tommorow but i figured that thanks should go out. any way... word of the day is...ergonomic. one of them damn words that piss me off. u try to sound it out and ur tounge gets twisted. -_- any way ttyl and such. have a good day yall
Sita
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Monday, January 31, 2005

   titles are overated part 2
k well i feel like a new mv. u can only watch a guy get kicked in the groin so many times. ^__^ so even though i hate how they are classified (linkin park is not rock, too much synthetic and turn table music) here is my fav mv by linkin park...
Sita
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   titles are overrated
narg... i cant think of anything to write about. i was gonna let that creep in my head say something but that may not be good. 0.o [damn well right... i gots stories and muufffff] k and thats the reason why i dont let her write. what was i thinking to begin with? meh i needed something to write, thats what. well from the comments i got people obviously like the word spoon. all i can say is wow. what a trip.u gotta wonder who came up with the english language. they must have been really bored with nothing better to do or something cause sometimes it seems like they just threw letters together. just chuck the scrabble tiles in the bag and see what u can do with the letters that u pull out. wow. like knife. what the hell? if ur not suppose to say the k then dont put it there to begin with. {*sigh*} this is a really stupid rant. see im avoiding homework (again) and putting up a new post is justification in my mind. narg. that and for some reason im having a shortage of new music. its all starting to bore me. so im revisiting my old music and right now im listening to christina agulara (i know thats not how its spelt but i really dotn care) and its a really old cd. like her first cd. reminds me why i want to shoot myself some days. ^__^ brain numbing argh!! oh btw i put up like 4 new wp today. that how a avoided home work earlier. i made wp. any way this is getting really long and im sorry to all those poor people who are stil reading looking for a point. there really isnt much of one. OK word of the day.... fork. cause its another one of those words that sounds funny and for some reason iv got this thing for cutlery. please no stupid commets about making other words. im pretty sure table spoon is two words, fro. ^__^lol now im done. sorry agian for the pointless blabing. i really could have made it longer. alot longer. i shudder to think of what it would do to all of u though. i think im brain numb from the music... scary. anyway ttyl and all that.
Sita
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Sunday, January 30, 2005

   hmmm... not much of a post today
yep. its like what 3 in the morning my time... me sleepy but im hyper too. just got back from a party. woot. so much fun. i cant dace to save my life but did i dance tonight!!! yep. nothing nasty. im more of a do the same move twenty times over then maybe through in a hand gesture for fun. but boy was it fun. lol yep. other than that i dont have much to write about. didnt pick up any guys-__- they just dont see my potential. ^__^ [right cough loser cough desperate cough] k im just goin to ignore her. she dont know nothin anyway. yep. any way word of the day is spoon, just cause it sounds funny. im not drunk nor am i druged up. its just a funny word. any way... ttyl and all that. not much of a post but i gots to write something. ^_^ ttyl and that same old stuff
Sita
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Saturday, January 29, 2005

Ok well i need a new mv
All right. this ones really new. i quite like the song even if the mv is a little wierd at times. but funny all the sama. Bolwing for Soup is always interesting. no doubt...

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   Just a thought
Is it just me or is the random member botton gone? hmmm i think they lost it. uh oh...
Sita
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   Whoot... there it is!!
oh yeah!!! guess who blew her money!!! me!! guess what on!!! u gotta guess.... ok ok ill tell. take one more guess.... fine ill tell... I gots the new Inuyahsa Movie. OH YEAH!!! its pretty damn good to. not gonna ruin it though. just go spend ur money on this one. trust me... or dont... ur loss. lol yep. sita feelin good. consierign i bombed both my chemistry and math quizes today im feelin freakishly good. oh well. i think they work out to be about .5% of my over all mark... meh. ill just have to ace the final and the midterms. [sure, sure like thats goin to happen] i though u went on vacation. [vacation!! living in a box is not a vacation!!!!! abuse...abuse i say] ok back in the box... all better. shes not so bad so long as she doesnt get anything pointy. speaking of pointy... i got a pack of clicker pencils the other day... u know the ones that u can put lead in... ok anyway... i was looking at the package today and right at the top the company proudly states that there is tree pieces of lead in each pencil. the first thought that come to my mind was wow arent they generous. three whole pieces they say... then i kinda got thinkin about it (i know i know me thinking sure sure) would i have bought the pencils if i didtn expect them to have lead in them. its kinda expected that the pencils will have at least a few pieces of lead,isnt it? hmmm the dumb stuff that is put on packages these days. kinda like "do not iron clothes when wearing clothes" as a warning for an iron. just me but kinda dumb to begin with dont ya think. any way. thats my rant. i just had to get it out of my system. yep ok now the quote of the day... hmmm... damn it im having trouble with this one. maybe it will have to change to word of the day... ok so word of the day is... YEAH!! but theres a certain way its said. u know with the emphasis on the e. like yeeah. hmm yep. I guess im done... for now. never know i might find something else to rant about. im good at that. any way. ttyl and all that.
Sita
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Friday, January 28, 2005

   cynical and horror movies does not mix
k so i go to the movie with my firends. we get there any we pay our $8.50 to get in. no student discount -__- whats the point in giving u the damn student card if it doesnt do anything. any way. then we pay $10 to get popcorn and a pop. both small. (when i was little u counld buy a car with that much money ^__^ not really...) anyway. we gets in. did i mention we went to see White Noise. ya so any way. first it was lookin like Dragonfly. now thats a good movie. so we watch the movie and BAM classic horror movie move. not gonna tell to much cause i dont want to ruin it. so y ayou get a few momnets like that then this big horror spin off at the end. thats the part were ur trying to hide in ur seat. didnt work very well though. so any way. the whole movie im sittin there thinkin i am not goin near a tv or radio or computer or thing that can make noise/ moving pictures. ya so the movie ends. the dumbest song comes on at the end. it was one of them breaking up i still love u songs. i think it was three doors down but i cant remember. long story short... (well not any more) im sittin at the computer with music playin and if i had a tv it would prolly be on. my opinion of this movie. wait till it gets to the cheap theater. it will suc at home unless u got a kick a** sound system and its really not worth the 20 bucks you drop at the expensive theater. It was pretty scary though. theres parts were i was like ok now this is going to happen and i still jumped when it did happen. the ending was awesome though. kinda twisted like me. i think the movie needed a bit more back story. some of it didnt really make sense. i guess ill see the real impact of the movie when i go to sleep. that will be the worst but im pretty sure ill be all good. ^__^ not like u guys would worry (fro, zan thats at u 2 ^_^)yep. i think that the next movie il watch will be on T.V unless its the new Saiyuki Movie, Requiem or Inuyasha 2: Castle beyond the looking glass (is that the name? meh)hmm ny way im gonna go try to find some ghosts now with my radio. Maybe theyll help me find a vampire. or a werewolf. yep. really need a new hobby. ^__^ well im done. still gots homework. lol. ttyl and all that jazz.
Sita
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Thursday, January 27, 2005

   bwuahaha
scratch mice. now ii wants snakes. Ooo snake. still hate the damn fruit flies. see were supposed to have mutant flies and the damn things are not hatching at the right times. and we need to collect them as close as we can to when they come out cause other wise they start to breed and then the wole thing is f***ed up then u got to wait two weeks to start again. pissy. on the up side... well i guess there isnt an upside. at least not right now.Ooo i gets to go out tonight. people truly do enjoy my company.im suprised they've stuck around this long to tell the truth. grrr chem labs suc. im attempting to avoid work but its not working. it just keeps comming back to me. anyway. i guess i should stop procrastinating, even though i do it oh so well, and get to work. Hmm i think the second inuyasha movie is commin out in english pretty soon. thats something to look forward to. any way. ttyl and all that. i'll let every body know how fun the movie was.
Sita
i guess i need a new mv. its been a few days...hmm ow about Nelly. hes lookin pretty fine here man...

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