Thursday, January 27, 2005

   Like i said rollar coaster
yep yep... i nearly fell asleep in class today. that was fun. i think sita need to sleep more on the week ends. hmm i had a person tell me i should live in brazil, today. it was quite weird. personally i want to leave this side of the world go to europe or australia or new zealand or japan or africa hmm... not any america at all...at least for now. maybe when im older. well see. if i live past 20... hmm where is it... oh well. yep. rollar coaster ride everyday of my life. its gettin old though. im just tired of the ups and downs. hmmm maybe i need to get a hobby that involve me gettign out of the house. yep i think thats a good idea. Oooo skating. thats fun. i like skating. or maybe ill go learn something worth while unlike what im learining at school. lol. damn fruit flies. must... kill... fruit flies... i hate them so much. it would be funner if we got to work with mice. i like mice. mice are fun. and id keep one too. his name would be... jacky. hed be oh so cute. mice are so cute. bugs grrr so ugly only cute dead... well im done. i gets to go see a movie tomorow. anybody seen white noise or darkness. they both look scary but im pretty skeptical. the best part will be seeing my old friends. yep one i havent seen since ohh...about september. a long time. so yay me!! Quote of the day... No, ur a window licker.
Sita
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

   Rollar coaster
damn it. i think my brain chemistry is off again. one minute im all depressed the next im freakin higher than a kite. its startin to piss me off. see now anger. geeze. anybody know of a really good emotional stabalizer that is relativley cheap to get? ya. so freakin tired of this. its been really bad this past year too. damn. why am i cursed. i only want to be damned. Third cicle of hell ready, man. geeze. im not even sure where im gonna be at tommorow. maybe ill be happy...pissed...sad....suicidal...overflowing with energy...nasty...I JUST DONT KNOW!!! pissy ass situation. i need to find me a guy to help me balance out. or at least take my mine off the present situation. nagha. [shhhooorre... u need help} Ooo guess what... k so i got the nurse to take the jacket off right... well they gave me a knife. ok...well a butter knife..ok... and plastic... hmm this is seeming less and less helpful. damn plasic knife breaks easier than the damn crayon. frig. hmmm... well at least the jacket is off...
Sita
P.S i guess i need to put up a quote... hmmm... uhhhhhh...ur cut off. thats mine to so dotn go stealing it. bye
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

   ...
hmmm. in retrospect to waht was said before i went to sleep. yesturday wasnt so bad. it was still depressing but i think im getting over it. did i mention the nurse took off my straight jacket. anyway how about a mv...
Sita
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Just a thought
Yesterday my bio teacher just happened to metion that January 24 is suppose to be the most depressing day of the year. i didn't believe him till now.
Still working on the nurse...
Sita
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Monday, January 24, 2005

   so sleepy
nagha. i feel shitty now. crappy long day at school. i started at 8 and didnt leave till 6:30 and thats with one hour long break that i got to spend working on a lab that was due. grr college suxs sometimes. i think im going to go dig my grave now... ahhh! i want to rip my hair out. such a pissy ass day. people suc too. grrr. i think im losing faith in the human race. not that i had much to begin with. well im done for now. iv had my rant of the moment. i have to go dig a grave in the icy ground anyway. if i start now i may be able to lie in it in a few months. depends on how long it takes to convice the nurse to take off the straight jacket and give me a razor. dont think it should take much. hmm maybe i can stab myself
with the pencil. it looks sharp. damn the point broke. f***in cheap a** asylum grade sh**y damn p***ant pencil. well i guess its more like a crayon. but thats not the point. not the point at all. its pink... i mean come on at least give me a good color like black or blue. or a knife. knives are fun too...{continued ranting about how to die painful and violently...}
Sita
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   hehehe
i feel so special today. i gots to help install some new speakers in my friends car. she didnt know how to do it and i did so i felt like i knew something. oh yeah... it sounded so good after too. the bass was awesome. boom boom boom. then to make the day better... i managed to get my friend to sign up to the myO. now i feel like a big sister. im gonna have to protect him. {*eyes up all of the people*} [i think ur over reacting] piss off. hes my little bro... at least for now. ya. so that made me feel all warm and tingly inside. its like my good deed for the day. yep. i think i need a time out...... ok im better i will be calm. breath in... and out. boom boom boom. hmm well not much else to say today. i gues il put up the quote of the day... The way i hate you makes me feel all warm and tingle inside. hmmm not very funny but screw it. i dont really care. anyway im doen for the day. ttyl and all that
Sita

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Sunday, January 23, 2005

   i know i know i didnt put up a mv yesterday and i said i would
im sorry. i went and talked my friend into buying a camera instead. lol ^__^ it didnt take much. to bad too cause i would have liked a challenge. lol. i love fighting/talking people into doing something they dont want to do. im soo evil. bwuhaha. ehem [thats my influence u know] piss off. [ungrateful wench] grrr. do not develope an alternate personlaity. they just try to take over. trust me. grrr. {yawn} im tired. i wish i didnt have to waste time in school. it would be better if the could just scan the knowledge right into ur head. it would prolly be cheaper in the long run. hmm may be i should figure out how to do that. then i could hide subconsience thoughts that forced everybody to follow me when i rise to power. muhahahaha. fear the great and powerful Sita. i rule all!!! lol any way now that iv shared all my plans of world domination im going to have to start over. thanks alot. any way mv of the next few days... hmmm lets try some All American Rejects...

mmm so cute. i love his eyes...now quote of the day. i got this from a sticker... I was thinking about you all day... i was at the zoo. lol im gonna burn somebody with that one day. it will be fun to. any way i got a funny story but i think ill post it later just cause im lazy. so just a warning come back if u like to hear about other peoples stupidity and pain or if u just want to hear a funny story. lol. any way ttyl and all that. cyas later
Sita
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Saturday, January 22, 2005

   yay
i htink im gonna have afew posts today cause stuff keeps comming up. all i need is one more download to break 1000 downloads on my wall papers. yay. thats like ohhh...50 downloads each i think. my math suxs so dont laugh. not to bad if i do say so myself. i got plans for new ones to. im working on a tokyo mew mew one right now, mostly cause thats the first ever manga i read. i want to thank everybody that left comments on my wp too. i try to thank everybody personally but sometimes i forget who i thanked or i just get to lazy. THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!! a thousand downloads may not be much to some people but to me its great. i dont think i can ask for more right now. ^___^ eeee! so happy. lol ok now im getting scary. any way got to go. ttyl. thnaks again.
Sita
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   hmmm
hi everybody!! (now say it with me) Hi Doctor Nick!! im not entierly sure where that came from but it came. what up? hmmmm... oyu know i was thinking... suprising but true lol... can you smell the smoke? lol. Only half a year ago i would not touch the radio dial to change the station to country. i just wouldnt. not my think. im more for the punk rock- rock stuff. nothing to hard but something i can relate to. the funny thing is that im starting to listen to more country and some of that stuff is freakin catchy.there is this one song, if they play it in the bar everybody is singing it except me cause i only know the courus. "SAVE A HORSE RIDE A COWBOY" any body ever hear that song besides me? lol its just funny that and the fact that the band who sings it is from around my place. well they're closer than say offspring or the white stripes. lol ya. i was just thinkin...personally i think it depends on the cowboy. ^__-. lol {*yawn*} god i was up late. it was worth it though. lol. hmm maybe ill go skating later. i ll have to see what my friends are doin. skating by urself isnt very fun... hmm i guess i need a new mv... gotta go find one. ill post it later. im to lazy right now. now quote of the day...Save me from my friends,I can protect myself against my enemies. lol. mmm enemies... ya well thats it for now. oh an update... i got feeling back in my libs around 12:30 last night. lol i was freakin cold. lol well ttyl and all that jazz
Sita
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Friday, January 21, 2005

   just an update
today i learnt a very important lesson. when its cold outside wear a jaket. lol im such a loser. its beeen kinda warm here, well really warem considrering the time of year, so i decided to go to school with out a jaket. as i stood waiting for the bus in -23C weather with a wind chill, i cursed my stupidity. i have decided no matter what those damn weather people say im gonna wear a coat everywere. if im in hawaii ill wear a coat. just cause im that kind of person. i think im still cold. i cant really tell cause i have yet to regain feeling in my limbs. how might i be typing this you may ask. simple. im using a pencil to push the keys down. lol well not really. but its a funny image. well thats all i got to say. always wear a coat. trust me. ^__^ cya around
Sita
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