Birthday • 1986-09-17 Gender •
Female Location • North and left of center. Member Since • 2004-10-17 Occupation • Ex. Night Stalker, Slacker College Student and Resident Doomsayer Real Name • None of your damn business.
Personal
Achievements • I wake up every morning promptly at 9:10 unless its a Friday or the weekend..... Then I wake up when I feel like it. Anime Fan Since • A while... Favorite Anime • I had a list... it was long. Goals • Nothing that this site will help me accomplish. Hobbies • Doing stuff. Talents • People say I can do stuff. I think a lot of other people do it better.
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And I am not fine
Last night I saw you online
Your screen name used to be mine
Why can't we just pretend
And she said
na na na na na na na na na na na na na, I just forgot you were there
Online Songs- Blink 182
I suppose its assumed that I do get a small amount of respect from people. People talk to me... and let me hear their problems... and sometimes even take my poorly given advice... But I've never actually had anyone straight out say that they did in fact respect me.... Which one of my co-workers did today... sadly his tone would indicate a small bit of sarcasm (at least to my ears, which hear nothing but bad things)...
Sayonara --- You have gone to the place where we can never meet again
I can't accept the coldness of the eternal parting
I wish I could have heard from you
That I had certainly been loved by you
Only once, even if it had been a lie
Memorial Address- Ayumi Hamasaki
I really like that song.... If it takes forever to load... its cause it is fairly large.
I really like the people I work with.... like... REALLY like them. Sometimes a few of them can be total asses and I want to kill them... but for the most part I like them. Take today as an example... Boxes were in Bruce's way... So he looks straight at Brian and tells him its Braians fault the boxes are in the way "Because (he's) white"
I dont know why but I found the comment one of the most hilarious things I've heard in a long time... Might have had to do with the sugar rush I was experiencing... but I doubt it.... I spent the most of the night calling Bruce "That damn cracker" then later on Rita from Rita Repulsa from the Power Rangers.
I hit my head... Thats my excuse... I was going to be the Pink Ranger and Brett was going to be the Blue Ranger. He asked to be the Green Ranger and I responded with "No... The Green Ranger was the cool one..."... But he looks like the guy who played the Blue Ranger....
I'm pretty sure everyone thought I was high and this post makes no sense.... But thats ok.... I'm in a good mood even though the whole night was a tick off.
Now, simple feet that flicker like fire
And burn like candles in smokey spires
Do more to turn my joy to sadness
Than somber thoughts of burning planets
Shut the Fuck Up- Cake
Made of win in my opinion.
For the pure joy of stuff blowing up in a christmas manner.
(Whats your name)
If I tell you my name you gotta let me in
(You can be)
You can be the sinner, I'll be the sin
(I will take)
I'll take what I want, and it's easy to see, I got everything, everything
Put Your Money Where Your Mouth Is- Jet
So... I suppose its to much to assume that if a person makes a point of texting you to ask you call them, they might have something important to talk to you about. Like.... Anything...
No... A 30 second phone call... To borrow my hair straightener... Not even a calm phone call. A rushed one, like it wasnt convenient for them that I called. AFTER THEY BLOODY WELL REQUESTED IT...
Stupid... people...
Anywho... I was going to do one of those life posts to show Im still alive and doing stuff... Long story short... Work was a bitch for a while but its better now after they promised us a dollar raise. I've been having really vivid dreams lately and they have all been fairly violent/ disturbing. The latest one was bad enough to almost stop me from going back to sleep. They arent disturbing on a level like "OMG that was scary *whimper*"... more like I wonder how I can even think some of the stuff up and not be overly bothered emotionaly... being as alot of them involve mutilation, rape and murder... Kinda like Im not bothered by the dreams persay but I'm bothered by my reaction.
Umm... went up to Edmonton Sunday and I nearly bought the whole Gundam Wing series. I decided I liked Loveless better and picked up the whole series. If I had brought more cash I would have picked up both series plus Wolf's Rain... But I guess I'll just have to wait till another day.
The staff party went ok and I got to see Percy again. The group of us (Me, Zanorich, Jason, Jon and Nathan) left early and went to play pool as the guys didnt really want to sit around. We all ended up pretty smashed and Im pretty sure I was suffering a hang-over two days later.... but that was probably helped by the fact that I only got about 2 hours of sleep. I also rembered why I dont like getting overly drunk as I tend to go through a happy phase then a depressed, unhappy, sometimes violent phase that usually involoves thinking to much. As we all know... thinking = bad... Ergo drunk thinking = worse than bad. While I dont drink that much to begin with... I may have to cut down on consuming huge quatities all together.
Anywho... thats how lifes been lately. I've been invited out Thursday to a fancy bar so I think I'm going to get all dressed up pretty ((As pretty as I can get.... which... I admit... I might clean up nice now and then))and just have a good time.
Happy Thanksgiving to the non-Canadians. We had ours a month ago. HA Ha... Have a good one all.
Sita
So drown me and if you can
Or we could just have conversation.
And I fall, I fall, I falter
But I'll find you, before I drift away
Day Old Hate- City and Colour.
Sita: Bruce. I think Im going to take up writing erotic fiction.
Bruce: *pause. Odd look. Walks away.*... *Walks back.* This place is that inspiring?
Sita: No... Not really. The opposite actually...
Thats one of the few convos that went on today.
I'm also apparently marrying Bruce...
It was a decent night...
I'm feeling better now...
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
My surface is so tough
I don't think the blade will dig in
Save your strength
Save your wasted time
Save your Scissors- City and Color
Well she says life sucks it's the truth I mean
Didn't you think it'd be better than this
So where's that prize that I was promised?
Where's my great reward?
Where's my happiness?
More- J. Englishman
Thank you for the kind words on the video blog... I'll see about making more... possibly for international gift day or something.
Sita isnt cute though. And if she's going to have Con's babies shes going to need to talk to her own personal mother of her children as she isnt really interested in the "joy" of childbirth. XD But if Sita remembers correctly that actually means she needs to talk to her stalker... Cause hes actaully suppose to bear all children.... Long story... It was a nice few days off work... with some fun times and stuff. And she got a bit of work done.
Im going to stop talking in third person now... Alot of crap has been happening lately with work and people and requests and just general stuff. Went on a car ride the other day with Stacie to pick up her new car... which was fun as it got me out of the house. The sun made me a bit paranoid. But thats no new news.
Alot of crap has been happening at work with a near mutiny and general unhappiness. I've nearly snapped a few times under the stress from all the bullshit, backstabbing and lack of actual facts... but I think the fact that my sanity has got on vacation leaving me in a horribly good mood might be getting on a few people's nerves.
No one seems to actually know whats going on as in leadership of the night crew and one or two people keep spreading rumours around. I was dragged into one of those power struggle things about a week back between Tara and Di. I wasnt happy to be dragged into it and after talking to Di I dont think I'll be working in Christmas much anymore. At least when Tara is there. At my own request.
Just general aggravation and annoyances, one after another. Makes the job and people alot less fun when you have to watch them stab each other in the back and occasionaly have one or two attempt to take advantage of the few that prefer to stand on the side and not get caught up in the drama. Hopefully the staff party will not be as aggravating.
And speaking of the party... I still need to clean my room and get stuff done in preperation for my guests so I suppose I should quit dwelling on things and get to work.
Been having some messed up dreams too... but thats for another post I suppose..
Deeper than the deepest Cousteau would ever go.
Higher than the heights of what we often think we know.
Blessed she who clearly sees the world is for the trees.
To obtain a 'birds eye' is to turn a blizzard to a breeze.
Nice To Know You- Incubus.
I was having a discussion with Levina the other night at work and she off hand said I dont seem like Im afraid of anything. That made me laugh. I dont know why but that stuck out in my mind...
I think my wisdom tooth might be coming in on the bottom left. It was hurting like a bitch earlier but a few tylenol and some quiet time fixed that for now... I'm just hoping it makes up its mind before this weekend as Ben, Jay and Nate are comming up for my staff christmas party then we're all doing a day road trip up to E-Town. I just dont want to have to deal with a tooth ache the whole time.
Almost done... I hate having any trace of self-confidence at all sometimes...
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Sunday, November 12, 2006
Well, it hides in the dark
Like the withering vein
We didn’t give it a mouth
So it cannot complain
Love is not Enough- Nine Inch Nails
Warning PG-13 video clip
If you dont have a sense of humour... dont blame me.
First off... the first 10 minutes of the first episode of Undergrads. I think they may have the entire series on youtube if you look, Con. And this might possibly be a lame hint toward the surprise. Which Im still kinda.... working on... *cough*Immawhimp*cough*
Alot of people were posting topics that made me think today.... I would do similar... but everything I've been thinking of is mostly lame and stuff... so no worries... have a good one all...
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