Friday, November 10, 2006

I'll crawl to your name,
I'll bend to the earth,
nobody else could ever compare,
Anomaly, anomaly
Anna Molly- Incubus.

I'm working on the surprise... Was going to post it tonight but I need a) time to work on it b) courage to work on it...

The past couple of days have been a bit like hell. Works been a pain and certain people keep making things frustrating for me on the mental state of things...

I found the entire Undergrads Series for $17 at Walmart. I nearly danced with joy... But my mental state has been a bit on the tipsy side.... so I didnt.

Have a good one...
Sita
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Sunday, November 5, 2006

'Cause I've got friends in low places
Where the whiskey drowns
And the beer chases my blues away
And I'll be okay
Friends in Low Places- Garth Brooks

I dont even like Garth Brooks...

Ok... heres the deal... I need a topic to talk about. I have a surprise but in order for you to see it I need a topic.

So give me a damn topic by noon tomorrow. Its 1 am now. And you'll all get the surprise. otherwise... Im to lazy to post it...
Sita
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Thursday, November 2, 2006

Guess the black thoughts have come again to get me.
Sweet bitter words,
Unlike nothing I have heard.
Sing along mockingbird.
Coming Undone- Korn

Bee argh bee
Sita
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Wednesday, November 1, 2006

and as long as we live, every scar is a bridge to someone's broken heart
and there's no greater love, than the one shed his blood for his friends
For Miles- Thrice

Is it so bad I want to be left alone sometimes and keep my problems off the backs of others?
Sita
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

well don't give me no comic book sad looks no more
please dont use those same excuses you've used before
you told yourself so many times it's ok
so eager to try but you just dont know how to come back down
Mediocre Bad Guys- Jack Johnson.

So... I went to Bruce's place after work on Sunday night. We hung out for a bit. Saw his kids.... His one little girl ((These are all spiders by the way XD)), named Baby-bear sat on my knee and snuggled next to my hand. As much as a spider can snuggle. Freaking beautiful creatures. I still prefer it when they move slow and I can keep a fair distance away from them... I had the hypothesis that the larger the spider the less it would scare me and discovered that speed of the animal in question also plays a factor but over all I'm cool with them.

Spent a good few hours hanging out ((6 or so... and Im still alive!)) played video games and watched a movie. Bitched about the situation at work and I think I'm amazingly one of the people with the most information as to what is actually happening...

Stopped at zellers on the way home and picked up a few finishing touches for my costume. I had originally gave up the idea of wearing a costume to work after Percy left but after talking with Bruce I went back on my stand and started trying to throw it together. Its stuck together with safety pins but that was the plan all along so I'm happy with it... I still need to make my mask and finish the pants.... But I'll do that later...

For halloween I am... *drum roll* a raving ninja. ^.^ Ish... kinda...


So anyway... Happy Halloween to all the ladies and gents who celebrate it... nyah at Al. :P

I was gonna do something special but... well... other stuff kinda over shadowed it... LJ post on that later tonight.... possibly...

And I'm pretty damn lazy right now.... that kinda messes with stuff too....
Sita
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Sunday, October 29, 2006

I'm standing in the shadows
With the words stuck in my throat
Does it really come as a surprise
When I tell you I don't feel good
Why Do You Love Me- Garbage.

I'm covered in sparkles and cold. I think winter is finally here to stay as there was about an inch and half of snow on the ground when I walked home and it was still snowing....

I've gotten way to many comments on my collar but most of them just make me laugh. Most people are suggesting I need a leash, resulting in me threatening to bite them...

I've suddenly developed that attractive eye twitch that tells me Im under to much self inflicted stress and I need to sleep.... Have a good one all...
Sita
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Saturday, October 28, 2006

It's not as if I need the extra weight
Confused enough by life so thanks a lot
Lonely written words for company
Just raise the roof this once and follow me
Spitting Games- Snow Patrol

I just realized I wanted to have my halloween theme up today and I didnt get it done... Ehhh... I was doing other stuff...

Started playing Guild Wars. Tis fun if not frustrating for the first little bit as I got use to the controls and stuff.. but I think I'm picking up rather quickly and I had a good teacher helping me out. Might have some screen shots of the pretties if I get round to it.... anyway... thats all folks... have a good one...
Sita
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Friday, October 27, 2006

you wave it like a flag, you wear it like a crown
got your mind in the gutter, bringin' everybody down
ya bitch about the present and blame it on the past
i'd like to find your inner child an' kick it's little ass
Get Over It- Eagles

So... I went to work and more or less told them that as far as I was concerned it was still Wednsday in my mind and that I hadnt been feeling well... Considering I slept for about 16 hours straight Im fairly sure that wasnt much of an exaggerated lie... Found out that a new girl had started the night before and had worked toys ALL on her own... Toys is hell even if you know what you're doing... A few people were ticked with Brian ((The guy who had been supervising who kinda sucks at that particular job)) for doing that, seeing as she could have worked a number of other places and been with someone who could have taught her something. His excuse was he had been planning to put her in the area with me and she worked alone cause I wasnt there. I would feel guilty but I think my conscience is currently on vacation and not planning to come back in the near future... I honestly dont care to much... I just think it was a bit of an asshattish thing for Brian to do... But I was being an asshat for not showing up... But at the same time hes responsible for making good choices when it comes to the well being of the night crew, while I on the other hand, am not...

Its nice to know that they need me for things to run smoothly though =^o^=
Sita
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Thursday, October 26, 2006

Why am I doing this?
Digging my own grave.
Though it's shallow,
I would lie in it.
Flying at Tree Level- Brand New

Being the personification of responsibility and adult behavior I decided that I didnt want to work tonight. I didnt think I would hit the point where I just dont care but amazingly with the events of the past week... I just dont... I cant even vent the amount of frustration I'm feeling with the lack of a reaction... I just want to curl up in the corner and not think for a while.

In other news I have a number of bruises and scratches on my arms that I cant even begin to remember where they came from. I can only assume work.... but eh...

And in my decision not to sleep I also decided to practice my water color skills which are in worse shape than I thought... I would show off the lack of talent but I would rather not...

And with that Im headed to bed... I'm having trouble holding my head up...
Sita
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

this is a song about the everyday occurences
that make you feel like letting go
yes I think we have a problem
so much for the afterglow
So Much For The Afterglow- Everclear

I went into work on Monday night to find out Percy was being transfered to a store in C-town...Went into work Tuesday night to find out it was his last night and he was only around for about half an hour.

Already two of my favorite co-workers are threatening to leave unless things get better in the very near future....

FAGGATORY!

*goes to cry*
Sita
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