Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   I’v decided to do something incredibly stupid…
What more could you expect from me? I do stupid stuff all the time anyway. ^.^ but this will prolly be the stupidest yet. Oh ya. Im gonna set my own record. K situation is this. Met a guy… got to close and this is what comes out of my twisted little mind… he’s allowed to be pissed at me to cause this is really really stupid… [what more would we expect? Really its like a freakin Salvador Dali painting in here. Nothing makes sense]…
Btw this is edited by me to give me some comfort….
I miss you
I wish I were just
This much smarter then
I was then and I wish
Id never had u as a friend
I wish I could do all I want
But your not here
And I’m not there
And I know home is past
The horizon and
Past you and maybe even
Past this world entirely
I cant help how I
Feel and you cant help
What you do to me
And I need to grow up
And learn the lessons
That needed to be learned
And I wish I wasn’t
So dumb, stupid, naïve,
And a little scatter-brained
But I still miss you
Because you said the
Wrong thing and I get
To close and you did it
And I blame you but mostly
I blame myself. Cause
It’s all my fault.
Yep so now I’m done. I rote that about a week ago or so. Just figured id put it up tonight cause I feel like it. It’ll be gone to the archives in a few days any way. Now that iv recovered I want to ask everybody a favour. I put up some fan art… well two are fan art and two are original. What id like everybody to do is go and review my original art cause I wanna know what everybody thinks. I need some honest opinions, too. I can deal with honest constructive criticism. Just nothing mean, ok? [FREAKIN SALVADOR DALI!!!] ya ur useless. STFU. Grr and that’s the reason why I write. Mostly to myself though. -_- hmm maybe ill put up something else later. I’ve been wanting to write a story lately. Maybe this week end. Any way…. Word of the day… Jerk. Cause my friend [you have friends?] was being a big jerk today and that’s all I could call her. Cause it was my word of the day. she really likes spoon but iv already said spoon so u all get jerk. btw the ninja was particularly nasty yesterday. kinda made me feel bad. but only kinda. Sita has ice blood in her veins and she aint afraid to shed a little blood. and yet i posted something that incredibly indicates that i might have a heart. hmm paradox... anybody able to figure it out? [SALVADOR DALI!!!]
“Almost had you but I guess that doesn’t cut it
Almost had you and I didn’t even know it
You kept me guessing and now I guess
that I spend my time missin you ”
Bowling for Soup, Almost
The Incredibly Stupid… Sita

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