Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   This is a long post with a weak point... but i do have a new fan art up
Ok. Well… I guess the cat is out of the bag so to speak. I don’t really pick topics I just kinda start typing. So any way. Here I go… im sorry if it doenst live up to all the hype. [theres hype about ur post… when did that start happenin?] ill kil u… or maybe ill pull a naraku and expel u into ur own little entity... No that’s too cruel to do to the rest of the world. ^.^ ok so anyway. Valentines day… no I think February blaughs is a better spot to start. I was catchin up with everybody’s sites and maybe it was just that paticular day but a lot of people were just plain bored. One person was so bored they were counting there scars. I have yet to sink to that low but that’s only because I waste my time b****in on here ^.^ and depending on the mood im in I can do a lot of b****in. like the mood in in right now. I was hyper a while ago but that’s just because some guy pissed me off. And he knows who he is. {*pointed stare at he who shall not be named*}(no not Lord Voldmort) and for some strange reason that made me hyper. Hmmm… but anyway. February has to be the worst month ever. Ok so u get over Christmas and New Years (personally neither was very spectacular for me) then u got to go back to school. But that isn’t the worst. Ok here is where valentines comes in. now everybody has prolly heard the rumour that v-day was started by the card companies. Personally im sure that there was once an actual well meaning holiday in there but now its got to be the worst damn holiday ever. Ok well maybe not for everybody. People who have other people to celebrate with aka bf, gf, husbands, wives prolly don’t think that there is anything wrong with it. Im bitter. That’s the whole of it. The thing that’s the p***yest is that I’ve found a guy. And I think he use to feel the same for me and it’s just a whole complicated mess cause of technicalities. And any way… I don’t know what to do about it. There isn’t much I can do to begin with. P***y a**ed complications. Garg. Any way. It’s the damned dolphins. I don’t know how but they got us screwed so tighly around their fins that it hurts. I’m pretty sure that the tree frogs are in on it too. Never trust something that pretty that can kill you. Damn when I picked this topic I was gonna be all funny and cynical. Its the freakin gifts… if people didn’t give gifts… u see the pretty girl down the hall with some dumb a** stuffed toy and u just think I wouldn’t be caught dead with that… but deep down (at least for myself) all you’d really want is to be that girl. Or somebody’s girl. Damn it all. Weakness. It truly is a weakness. any way. Enough of that. Maybe ill do something about my problem and maybe I won’t. I’ll see how I feel the night before. And if I get to talk to him… hmmm the jerk. I need a better topic. I think ill just stick with the touch and go typing. Btw all my posts are scarily written by the same Sita. Its like mood swing city here. Well that’s not true lately iv been happyish. No depression lately. But when I look back at the posts it doesn’t seem that way @.@ meh Ooo guess what. I finished my coloring of Jack. And iv decided that he’s from Australia. Dont ask me how I know this I just do. So any way please go check out my colored Jack. I really dont think the scan does it justice but oh well. Im gonna think of a better topic for tomorrow. It really is just a random thing. Personally I like the one I wrote a few days ago about the matrix. It was fun. Oh and thanks to my big mouth I have somehow managed to get into a competition with the fro. Iv never written a good story in my life and he decides to take me on… well I’m pretty sure im gonna lose but ill still take him up on his challenge. Cant back down u know. Now I just need an idea… hmm well while im thinking enjoy my new mv. Iv listened to the Jet song like 30 times over in the past two days and while I still love the song things need to change. Soooo… every body sing it with me…. SHE F***IN HATES ME.
damn this is a long post….
Sita

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