Thursday, February 24, 2005

   ITS THE VOICES!!!!!!
Ok… well I’m working on chapter seven right now… uhhhh yeah…. Its making me angry… lets just say that…[that’s because you suck!!] death to the voices!!! Yeah… hey guess what… I am the secret leader of the dust bunnies… so secret even I didn’t know it… yeah cleaned my room yesterday and I haven’t even been in it since Christmas and its been a mess since then…. Yeah…. Its clean now. ^__________________^ and because I was bored… and I just rearranged my site… I rearranged my room… I rearranged it good too… rearrange is a funny word….yep… I’m bored…. Lalala yep… narg…. Ok so no chapter seven today… it needs work… lots of work… stupid perverted Crowley is making my life difficult… that and the voices… stupid voices… you can’t make me!!!! Its not going that way!!!! Shut up!! They’re looking at me…. ^____^ its all good… see this is what happens when you start to suffer from cabin fever… well its actually an old farm house (looks around the room) actually I think its haunted… you ever get that creepy feeling like your being watched… you’ll be fine then you get the creeps… start seeing things out of the corner of your eye… well I’ve been getting that a lot lately… and not just in this house…. Ok quit staring at me like I’m crazy… I’m not… really… I’m suffering from boredom. That and I’m starting to question my reality… are the doors suppose to warp when you walk through them…. Wait a minute… I know what this is… its one of them posts… Sita kinda leaves rationality behind and just types… wooooo…. What a trip…. Who needs drugs when they can do this on command… ooo funny colors… Yeah anyway… back to what I was thinking about… I met one of my friend’s friends who does Wicca… is that spelt right… meh… anyway I bring up the topic of people avoiding me… no no its true… quit looking at me like I’m crazy!! 0.o [you need help] seriously I can be sitting on the bus and have the only open seat next to me and people will stand rather than sit next to me… hmmm wonder what that’s about… so anyway this chick says “well let me see your hands” and she gets me to hold my hands out with my palms down and she puts her hands under mine and she closes her eyes… ok at this point I guess I should explain what I think of witchcraft and god and all that other organized religion crap… I don’t care… people are allowed to believe what ever the hell they want and I believe what ever the hell I want… depending on the day… that particular day I felt like believing in the occult…the drinks could have helped open my mind a bit too ^___^… so she sits there with her eyes closed for a moment and then she opens her eyes and pulls her hands back really quick. She looks at me and asks me if I felt it… 0.o…o.0 right…. So I sit there for a sec and I’m like… “feel what?” “The heat” she says… I’m sitting there and I’m like “well kinda… but as far as I can tell you’re a warm-blooded creature which means your gonna release heat…” (that’s the scientist in me speaking and a bit of the cynical smart-ass) anyway… she’s says “well I felt it…” and at first I’m like “felt what…” she looks at me and she’s says “yours IS weird…” so I sit there for a second then after thinking about it for a second I ask her… “can you feel auras?” (I’ve read I bit about it… in fact I went through a whole “witch/occult” phase a few years back) so anyway to end the story in less than a thousand words… cause I tend to do that… I supposedly have a weird aura… yeah. Damn it quit looking at me like I’m crazy!!!… you know reading over this… I think I am nuts… hmmm… well this should lose me a few friends… damn it… its them tree frogs… Who’s with me!?! (looks around to see an empty room) well you all suc… ok maybe I’m a little crazy… but what is sane? [oh don’t get her started… its just like that perception of pain thing… IT DOESN’T STOP!!] ehem it is at this point that I think I need to state that if any of this just made sense… GET HELP!!! NOW!! Ok well that’s taken care of… its just one of them posts… yep. I need to get out of the house… and away from the t.v. Hey I watched Buffy today… haven’t seen that in a while… oh I figured out who Crowley looks like… ok you take Spike… from Buffy… and give him longer curly, black hair and sunglasses… that’s kinda what Crowley looks like… for me at least… ok I’m crazy. Crazy, crazy Sita. @.@ yepo. Well I’m gonna go clean the kitchen now. (I’m writing this at 3 in the afternoon… I’m not allowed on the internet till after supper (oh how low I have sunk) because it ties up the phone line… and this gives me a chance to think over my post and decide to re-write it) so I’m off to battle the last stand of dust bunnies… they will not use me as their front for there despicable plot to take over to world!!!!!!!! [ its ok… take a deep breath… and count to 10… that’s right… deep breath] Ok off I go. BTW if you haven’t figure it out yet… this is just one of them posts that is a result of too much Pepsi… and an overactive imagination in a cluttered head. [so very, very cluttered… with junk too… not even good ideas]
Sita


Ok update right before post… I know why I’m crazy…see usually I have a place to vent crazyness ie school, friends, certain people who have been gone for the past oh… month or so…(I hope they read this too the bugger) yeah so crazyness just built up and I needed some place to vent… I’m all done now

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