Wednesday, March 23, 2005

I reserve my god given right... to destroy everything in sight

Awww its Shippo…
Ok well like I said I’m going to slow the story down for the week cause I’m that nice to the creeps who get the week off…aww… your not creeps… I’m just biter… I don’t get the week off (pouts).. so you all get to hear about my oh so fabulously exciting day… ok so I woke up at 6…. Had a shower…. Got dressed… brushed me teeth and hair…. Ok well this is greatly exciting, I’m falling asleep just writing it… but I’m sure none of you care that much… hmmmm…. Well this is fun… really I don’t have much to talk about today…(that means I’m sure I can find a pointless topic to discuss)… hmmmm…. Ok well.. ahhhh… hmmm…. I’m so at a lost for topic today… I could tell you about how I almost froze my a** off today (I’ve been swearing a lot… bear with me) but that’s not really the most entertaining story… ooo I got Sayuiki: Requiem for $10.00 Canadian… it’s used but you’d never tell... I figure that’s pretty good considering its prolly $25.00 new….
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first thing I did with it… you’d think I’d watch it first.. but nooo.. I had to drop it first before I put it into the DVD player… that was exhilarating... bored yet? I know I am… ok well I’m gonna put up a poem and then I’m going to stop.. Cause I want people to come back… don’t want you all to die from boredom…lol

The heart that beats lonely
Knows the suffrage of a thousand men
But on his grave
He lies awake
Dreaming
Starry-eyed and calm
To find the words
For his longing
And he sleeps
As sweet insect buzz
Prays him sleep
And he dazzles at
The reality he lives in
Paradoxical
Ironic
And cruel
But heart’s light
Dwells
And dies and ignites
In the cruel joke
That is emotion
And love and hate and
The death that is indifference
And as he wakes back
To his grave and the dream
And the life.
He should be thanked
For all he’s done

Whoot!! Well wasn’t that fun… grrr…. I’m so boring today… I’m sorry… I’ll try harder... I really will…. Ooo I’m still trying to figure out what to do with that other story I had going… I know I need to finish it… but now I’m on this other story and its coming so much easier... what am I saying…. I just write down the first thing that comes to mind…. I started thinking about the other one too much... that’s the problem…. any way... I need to finish it soon.. I know…. I’m so bad.. nothing from blue eyes on that comment!! I know what’s going through your head… say nothing!!!! Wow I though I said I was going to stop…[ you sure did] ok well I’m stopping now.. ttyl all
Sita
Extra material (you know like they got on DVDs): hehe I was so bored… you wanna know how bored I was? Of course you do.. I was so bored that I went back to look at my archives... all I can say is wow…. I must have been high when I wrote half of it cause its pretty trippy… I especially like one comment I made along the lines of….”dear god look what i have been reduced to. doing something just for my pure enjoyment” lol.. yep.. and yet I’m still here… nausicaa knows what that’s all about.. so does the fro I think… hmm… not sure.. anyway… after reading all those good times and crappy ones too I think I might do an old post inspired post.. but tomorrow is story… I need to be in the right mind frame…. Tired out of my mind and hyper… cant be to hard… I do it every day at least once…. Yep…. That’s all folks

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