Friday, March 25, 2005

Don’t Wait For Me To Be There In The End....
Ok well… hmmmm.. to tell the truth I’m a bit down…cant really say why… just kinda down… yep yep…. Anybody else notice the weird time warp like effect of the week? Seriously... Wednesday felt like Thursday and Thursday felt like Friday… well it did to me… so I‘m guessing the Friday is going to feel non-existent…. Prolly because I plan on sleeping for a good part of it… that will be nice…. I greatly enjoy sleep every now and then….(sigh)… god damn it all…. I’ve been so happy (in general) this week and now I’m dead.. this cant be good… prolly cause I’m going home this week end.. its not nice to say but I really do prefer to live away from my family… they just don’t seem to understand anything I talk about… like with the site.. I’m 18 and I still get the “everybody on the internet is evil” lecture….(sigh) I get tired of it really… I mean its not like for every person on the net there’s an equally sick minded pervert just waiting to trick them into walking onto a plane… hmmmmm…. Ooo I got a bracelet today.. I’m not really a “jewellery“ person… in fact I’m not really a girly girl person to begin with.. but any way one of my friends had a bracelet that’s basically made out of rubber and it says maintain the right… I really liked the message and asked her were she got it... and she said I could have it cause she got it free from a bank or something… so that was the high light of the day.. that and having to fight with my site.. I guess the one music video that I tried to put up made it go all twitchy… so that was fun to deal with… speaking of music videos… your all going to think I’m mad…. But my friend said she would pay me 5 bucks to put up a backstreet boys mv… now normally this goes against everything I believe and value in music… but its 5 bucks… and I like money…. But I have standards…. But you can buy lunch with 5 bucks… but I have morals… grrrr and the debate goes on…. I really cant lower my standards for money… but its money!! So…(shifty eyes)… what do you all think? Would you bear the pain and torture so I could gain a measly $5? I would hope not…. Sacrifices for no gain? What’s the point? That’s how I feel anyway… I was evil just thinking about putting up a spice girls mv… I really did not know what was going on that day… I think somebody slipped me something…so anyway… this is worst than my “im bored” post.. so I’m just gonna shut up now.. geeze.. I just feel like bawling my eyes out… and I really don’t have a reason… guess its just one of those days… maybe I will go watch some T.V. …haven’t done that in a long time… almost miss it… almost…
Sita
Listening to… Open your eyes by Sum 41… I almost feel like screaming it at a friend of mine… for some odd reason… very violent today
Sadly no music video today... im lazy and the computer is acting up.. sorry yall.

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