Monday, May 2, 2005

You could be my punk rock princess...i would be your garage band king
*Sigh* another one of those reflective moods…. If I look on the bright side…. I’m not depressed… just feel nothing…. But I can be honest with myself…. So that’s good too…. I guess congrats are in order to Heero… should have known a riddle like that was nothing to a guy like him…. Smart man….. I’m sorry I didn’t make it to all the sites today… really not in the mood…. Just want to sit and think…. Its hard to say.. but on days like this I just wonder if I should leave…. I can’t… but sometimes I feel like I should… there are things here…. That remind me of things I’d rather not remember sometimes…. Of course that’s because of a certain person… but I cant leave them either… maybe I’ll put up the story one day…. Just so everybody understands…. But not right now…. Its not right… and I’m not in the right mind frame to try to explain…. Just feel like sitting… cant sleep…. Need to wait till it gets dark to sleep…. God…. Not at all like myself today…. What’s really bad is if I do just sit…. I’m going to stare blankly at the floor or something…. *closes eyes*….. I found new music… a group called Something Corporate….. its all the sad lonely punk I like… like Yellowcard and The Get Up Kids and Brand New…

This Broken Heart Lyrics
you woke up, in pieces
from making these changes
and holding the ransom, won't write you an anthem
on the outside, I'm trying, cause inside, I'm dying

this broken heart was stronger then,
now I cant stand to part with this
this broken heart

you took me for granted
now I'm changed, you haven't
it wont be so easy to sell me this feeling

this broken heart, was stronger than, the words I wish you never meant
this broken heart

can't make this right, you see on my face,
that I'm not gonna be alright, not tonight,
you can read all my letters, but that won't mean things are fine,
not this time, cause you gave away all the secrets of you and I

this broken heart, was stronger then
now I cant stand to part with this
this broken heart, was stronger than,
the words I wish you never meant
this broken heart

I’m sorry for this folks…. Don’t want sympathy… just want to get it out of my system… hopefully more story…. Hmmmm… Wednesday…. Tuesday is my first official day off… whoot!! My rear end hurts from all the computer training… all the bloody sitting in uncomfortable chairs…. Hey at least I can be excited about something…. I get to go swimming and re-dye my hair Tuesday… and I’m hopping to get a few banners made that I promised to people… and sleep… I hope I get to sleep a bit…. Sorry again… seriously…. That has to be my most said word in the last 24 hours…. *sigh… lays head down* go me…
Sita
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