Wednesday, May 25, 2005

   You Killed What We Built So Don’t Blame It On Me- Kyprios

Thats right baby I'm goin crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Ok…. I’m going to do something I never thought I would do…. But after yesterday night… I need to say something to the three most important guys in my life right now…

Afro Jones… My best friend… in all honesty… the first person I felt I loved… I trust you with my life and I could tell you anything… I love you and I don’t know where I would be right now with out you… you probably only have the slightest clue as to how important you are to me…. But I love you so much and I think that gives you an idea… one of the few people I would be completely lost without…

When everything is wrong I'll come talk to you
You make things alright when I'm feeling blue

You are such a blessing and I wont be messing
with the one thing that brings light to all of my darkness

You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

There is no other one that can take your place
I feel happy inside when I see your face
I hope you believe me
Because I speak sincerely
and I mean it when I tell you I need you
My Best Friend- Weezer

Heero… ok I bloody well mentioned your name... you happy? Told you I would do this…. I’m not sure what you are anymore…. I want to call you a good friend... a close friend... but you say there’s no such thing as friends… so to you I have to say… your stuck… I don’t care what you think... I’m never going to become your enemy… I will always be your friend no matter what and I love you and you are very important to me… and you should quit trying to make me figure out how high on my priority list you are… I don’t have a list of people in a certain order… all my friends are dear to me and are cherished equally… and you may think so… but its not easy to choose between people… and I wont do it… so know that your extremely important… and quit questioning me…

I heard your voice again today
I'm scarred by all the lies that were once promises you'd made.
I lie in bed awake at night
And wonder what went wrong or even more just what went right.
The Last Song I Write About A Girl- the Ataris

*deep breath* this is the hard one… Jaxx… bloody hell boy…I hear your all sad now… what’s up with that? I really like you… a lot… and I don’t want you to think you did anything wrong… I’m just not use to guys telling me that… that’s all…. In all truth I’m tired of just being a friend… so I guess its all up to you now… and I never said no to you…. Or rejected you…. I just had complications….

Maybe when the room is empty
Maybe when the bottle's full
Maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in
Maybe when I'm done with thinking
Maybe you can think me whole
Maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin
This can begin...this can begin

If you could be my punk rock princess
I would be your garage band king
You could tell me why you just dont fit in
And how you're going to be something
Punk Rock Princess- Something Corporate

*deep breath* ok so anyone want to guess the back story to that one? And for the record… the next guy who tells me I’m sweet and tries to pick me up I got two things to say…. 1. I’m not sweet… I have the common curtsey to say hello (I was told im sweet the other night cause I said hello… oh wait a minute that’s right… I’m suppose to be a snobby b**ch (note sarcasm)… bloody hell... I guess some people don’t have manners or something) and 2. Your have to beat these three guys before I’m even willing to give you a chance… and that’s a pretty hard feat to accomplish cause these guys are bloody important to me and I don’t want to lose anyone of them… mm and thinking about it... I forgot Howee… and I know if I don’t mention him, this will be the one day he drops by and he’ll be all like “ Oy lass, what about me?”… Little Aussie Brother… he’s important too…even if he wont give my damn blowtorch back… anyway.. I’m gonna go and try to figure stuff out… bloody well should become a monk… its easier… but I would miss the complications ^.^…. Ok you all want to click the CLICKY to see my newest wp… that’s right…. Now go do it… or don’t… I’m at the point where all I can say is do what you want…
Sita
A short addition: see orange… *holds up orange*…. See sledge hammer…. *holds up sledge hammer* see sledge hammer meets orange…*places orange on a table then smashes it with the sledge hammer*…. That’s Sita’s head right now…. For joy… (once again note the sarcasm)
Second addition: *mad uncontroalble giggles* I laid down for a nap and slept the whole night through… guess I was tired… but the day is starting beautifully… so I have no complaints here….

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