Saturday, June 4, 2005

Dip it low
Pick it up slow
Roll it all around
Poke it out like your back broke
Pop pop pop that thing
Ima show you how to make your man say "Ooo"
Dip It Low- Christina Milian

I smell like a girl… how the hell did that happen? Oh wait… I know how… I decided to change my shampoo… just cause I felt like it… anyway… I now smell like.. uhhhh.. what the hell is it called… Kangaroo Paw or something like that…. Anyway I now smell like a girl… I’m not sure whether to be pleased with myself or a bit disturbed… personally I’m thinking disturbed…. There’s a reason why I avoid the make up/girly section… I don’t do it… last time I wore makeup was the last time I went to the bar… which was a few months ago so….. yeah… obviously not a girly girl…. Hmmm.. my friend downloaded a bunch of music before we disconnected the computer from all the things that make life fun… so I’m listening to 50 cent right now… Candy shop… ooo dirty song…. But I like so….. heh... shutting up right there…. Uhhhh anyway... changed my mind… only going to post one story at a time…. I’m seriously considering not finishing the dream story cause uhhh… well in reflection it’s a good story but…. Heh….. prolly an pg-14 rating for violence and sexual situations… so there you go… maybe I’ll write it up… but if I do post it… it will be fair warning that some people prolly won’t like it or be shocked at the fact its based on a dream of mine and start wondering about my mental state…. Long story short…. first person to figure me out gets a prize ^______^… it not gonna happen…. Yeah!! Continual paradox…. Walking contradiction…. Chaotic… that’s the best I’ve heard… I like to think I waver between good and evil…. So in essence… I do what I want… I write what I want…. Why do you all think I sound sad or my posts changed?… not particularly hyper off the wall right now…. But that’s mostly due to lack of sleep…. Maybe a little bit due to personal issues that aren’t really that big of a deal…. Just trying to figure out some stuff… where I’m going.. what I’m doing… what do I really want… bwuahahahaha… midlife crisis at 18... that means I die at….. 36…. Yes!!! Live young and hard… die fast and violent… that’s the way to do it…. just fully realized what I just wrote…. Heh…. Ok well personal issues are messing with me more than I thought…. But it kinda involves a few different people on the site so I’m gonna keep it to myself…. *growls*….ooooo I shaved my legs without killing them…. And I bought shorts…. I don’t wear shorts… I am strictly a jeans, t-shirt, hoody girl… and I bought shorts…. First the smell then the shorts…. Some things wrong with me…. I think I’m sick… but they’re awesome shorts… cover my knees… actually they guys shorts… prefer them anyway… I’m kinda scared by some of the stuff that they have for girls right now…. So long as I can get good t-shirts and jeans I’m happy…. But they still scare me… alright one last thing.. after reading my post over…. I think I need to resolve some issues…. I’m all over the place… not that I stay in one place for long anyway but this is ridiculous… don’t worry I’m fine… thinking about a lot of stuff…. But I’m fine… so long as I get to talk to my boys and my ladies… I’m all good… still smell like a girl….. grrrrr…… I think I’m going to hide in my room till it goes away…. Love to those who know they have it and cookies and muffins to all….
Sita
Addition: WTF? Ok… I promised my friend that I would try to get into gundam…. Ok so cause I was bored I turned the T.V on and noticed Gundam SD Force was on… now I know he’s shaking his head at me right now… and I don’t blame him…I know I know… I suck…. And that’s not what you ment…. I was trying though ok?…… Ok… so my idea is… I’m gonna pick up my girl Con... and here’s what were gonna do… were gonna go down to Toronto… break into the YTV station headquarters… take over the control room…. And put on some kick a** anime… not that little kiddy BS that they’re trying to pass off on us…. Oh and for the record…. Never again with the Gundam SD… I have more pride than that even if I am seriously lacking my anime fix… I miss sailor moon…

Oooo and I just saw a kick a** ad for Howl’s Moving Castle…. Ooo that looks like a good was to turn people…. I am so forcing my friend to go see it… I think i need to shut the tv off right now… its corrupting my mind…. Ooo dragon ball…..*zones out*
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