Wednesday, July 20, 2005

I'm heaven sent.
Don't you dare forget.
I am all you've ever wanted.
What all the other boys all promised.
Sorry I told.
I just needed you to know.
I think in decimals and dollars.
I am the cause to all your problems.
Shelter from cold.
We are never alone.
Coordinate brain and mouth.
Then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out.
I wish I knew.
Ok I Believe you But My Tommy Gun Don’t- Brand New

Note on the lyrics: this is kinda my slowly-getting-pissed song… listen to it when I need to kinda push a few of those un-certain urges to b*tch slap somebody… yeah… I’m a bit moody right now… best to just ignore the unhappy or violent statements…

Alright… so anyway… first off… many thanks to AnimeChick4DDR for brightening my day up… *Hugs AC*… little does she know “Be Happy” use to be my favorite song… granted that was when I was four or so… but it still counts…. On another note…. I was told I would get a birthday gift of twizzlers and Bacardi from a new friend I made on Gaia… so that was kinda cool to… granted hes 16… and therefore not legal to buy me (the legal one) booze… but at that time I wasn’t really in the mood to argue… I was just happy to hear a guy was going to buy me a drink ^.^’… nother thing that kinda made my life seem that bit more brighter… I’m going to the *location name blanked out* Westerner tomorrow… ok so… the one big city north of me has a big fair type thinger… and the big city south of me has a big fair thinger… so the somewhat small city I live in is having its annual fair type thinger… that means rides, cotton candy, those little doughnut things that they fry that taste so good, and corndogs and… and… possibly music, and I’m considering getting a airbrushed tattoo (cause I cant afford a real one right now and I’m not entirely sure if I want to put myself through that pain just to have some weird mark on my body that takes a lot of money to get rid of when I finally get tired of it *deep breath*), and I’m gonna make my self sick with the sugar and the sun *shudder* sun… I don’t like the sun much anymore… *cowers from sun*… anyway… what else… I need to make a thing for the club that says all the members… one of them things… forgot what its called… anyway… and I think I might actually incorporate it into my post thing cause
a)I’m hoping once more people join I will have an excuse to have to update it and
b) its easier to update stuff if its in the post thinger… wow… I’m half a**ed good at sounding happy… I think the whole moody thing is due to
a) last night my best friend, Afro informed me that he might not be on for a bit… stupid storms… I’m just happy I had a good long talk with him before he disappeared cause he always makes me feel better and he lets me tell him stuff about other stupid stuff just so I can get it off my chest and feel better as a result… but I’m gonna miss him so much… he’s like my bloody rock…
b) Jaxx has been away on vacation… and I’m starting to miss him a lot
c) Heero has dropped off the face of the earth and I miss him a lot too… I can talk to him about a lot of stuff to and it pissed me off when he just drops off the face of the earth then he comes back to ask me why I’m worried… *rolls eyes* stupid question if you ask me…
d) I think lack of a life is starting to get to me… Tried to arrange to go to the westerner with some of my old high school friends that don’t really live that far away… but it seems like they never have time to hang out anymore… I would just drive down and kick their a**es... but lack of a car kinda makes that hard… life has become horribly repetitive for me… that might be part of the reason I’m getting a little tired of the MyO… don’t get me wrong… I love it to bits… but repetitive living cant be good for a person… even the music is starting to sound the same… *sigh*… maybe I should take up art again… sounds like a plan… (who am I kidding? Talent like mine deserves to be burned)… or maybe write some more (all I’ve been able to write is lame a** poems that would only sound good maybe if you could hear how they are suppose to be read)… actually… when I think about it… maybe my time would be best wasted on Danko… that lizard needs to learn I dont want to eat him… I want to tame my baby up so I can hold him… I’m pretty sure the cat might want to eat him… but I don’t…. anyway… its almost quarter to 2 in the morning… I really should wrap up this sobby post cause really… who wants to read all of this? But as a reward to you who did make it… a little bit of humor from Gundamgirl276… I thought it was cute…

Fine I won't hurt the boom box..
JUST INUYASHA!!!*SIT SIT SIT SIT SIT!*
Inuyasha:What did I DO?!
Me:Um...ya know..I don't remember. AHWELL
This is kinda entertaining! Your ears flinch everytime you hit the ground..it's kinda cute!
Inuyasha:WHAT THE-?
Me:SIT BOY!MUWAHAHAHAHAHA!

Have a good one all… I know I’m going to try to…
Sita
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