Monday, September 12, 2005

difficult not to feel a little bit
disappointed and passed over
when I look right through
I see you naked but oblivious
3 Libras- A Perfect Circle

Ok..... so Im just a bit tired at this point.... I think I spent 2 hours awake at home today (yesterday.... blagh).... so I got up.... early enough I had time to check one or two sites... Got to Howee's cause since he doesnt update that often I figure I should make sure to bug him when ever he does to show him Im thankful he decided to stay... so he pulled a little stunt... that... really... It was sweet of him... Love him for it.... anyone that saw it knows what Im talking about and anyone that didnt see it can just be confused.... long story short... I was a bit irked at it... but it made me feel good... that all went down the tubes when I got to work...... ok... so... I was at work till 3:30 am doing inventory... it was a frigan.. close to 16 hour work day.... then I had to go back after five hours of sleep... ok.... so you think the opening girl would... you know.... take the liberities to throw out the one pile of boxes we left... It was frigan 3:30 in the morning.. I think we should be allowed to leave a bit of work for her... so anyway... I get to work at noon for my shift.... everything is exactly as how we left it... nothing has been touched and shes at the computer talking on msn... customers are wandering the store.... the store is a bloody MESS... I got there 15 minutes early... spent that 15 minutes cleaning..... that just kinda set my mood for the day at work.... Then to top it off.... the debit machine is out so we cant do debit or credit cards.... at that point... even if I knew how to fix the damn machine... I wouldnt.... I get very bitter.... She laughed when I said we were there till 3:30... instead of getting the hint I wasnt really ready to put up with BS.... she laughed.... so that just made me... not want to do anything.... still ended up running the till most of the day and helping customers.... seriously... I wish I had a bit more power there... even though Im the newest worker... I do more than the other two put together... but thats work for you.... so I say screw it... and I'll attempt to chill a bit... and if things get f*cked up.. so long as its not my fault.... to hell with it.... anyway... then I got a hold of a friend from school and we decided to catch a movie... so we went to see The Exorsism of Emily Rose... bloody good movie.... well... I liked it... it wasnt so much as straight out scary.... as creepy and it makes you think.... I dunno... its hard to explain how it made me feel... I wanted to cry at some points just because of the stuff the poor girl went through... whether she was insane or possesed.... either way it was horrible suffering... I liked the movie....



Just thought I would throw that in.. Only got to talk to D'Hiur for a short bit today... so I'm just a bit... not.... nothappy... kinda like "not.. notdrunk".... but Im not at my happiest... course the whole frustration with work kinda fixed my mood for the day... Im talking to the boss the next time I see her... That should solve that.... anyway.... time for bed... at least with a lack of friends on MSN right now... I can get back to a semi-normal sleep pattern... hope you like the new theme... ciao
Sita

p.s. A little self back patting...

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