myOtaku.com: sitarose

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Birthday
• 1986-09-17
Gender
• Female
Location
• North and left of center.
Member Since
• 2004-10-17
Occupation
• Ex. Night Stalker, Slacker College Student and Resident Doomsayer
Real Name
• None of your damn business.

Personal

Achievements
• I wake up every morning promptly at 9:10 unless its a Friday or the weekend..... Then I wake up when I feel like it.
Anime Fan Since
• A while...
Favorite Anime
• I had a list... it was long.
Goals
• Nothing that this site will help me accomplish.
Hobbies
• Doing stuff.
Talents
• People say I can do stuff. I think a lot of other people do it better.

myOtaku.com: sitarose

Saturday, October 8, 2005

Lately, I get up thinkin' I'm gonna fall
Can you save me? From myself before I hit the wall
Although I ain't really been myself at all
Tryin' be the man that I am and stand tall
Can you save me? From myself before I hit the wall
Hit the Wall- Sweatshop Union

Ok... Im going to sarcafice Anime Night in Canada *cues hockey night in Canada music* to get sleep... I... Im gonna hurt something soon if I dont get a good nights sleep... Its not even falling asleep thats hard... Its the fact I keep waking up at ludicris hours... *narrows eyes* like 6:30 in the morning... WHEN I RULE THE WORLD!! that hour is so getting cut off the clock... dont ask me how.... but I'll make it work... ok... on a completly different topic.... ok.. so me and Tiga are kinda going through the same thing right now... with being in realtionships and such..... we were discussing stuff.... and it came to how we felt when we arent with our boys (note: Im gonna call any male I know "boy" regardless of age)... and she said she was afraid that her happiness is starting to rely on being with him... cause in all honesty.... shes alot less bitter with having him around.... anyway... I kinda realized something today... I'm not one to want to rely on another person for happiness either... but there are a few people (eg. Afro, D'Hiur...)that I just get really depressed if something messes with my time with them... just to expalin.... I was at work and I was talking to D'Hiur.... then MSN started messing up... I was ready to go crawl into the back room and cry... at this time though... I would like to point out... I was running the store myself.. I was getting those waves of people where its busy for five minutes then dead for ten then busy for five and dead for ten... but the five always seems like 20 and the 10 seem like 1... on top of that.... we have this kid... hes in grade 8 or so... he volunteers at the store.. just for something to do.... and hes a good kid... I dont mind him that much.... but he doesnt understand when to leave a person alone... Like I had a phone call... and the kid started talking to me.... just... *growls*.... so I got really stressed and really depressed cause I couldnt even take a moment to say good bye to him... *sigh* It just bugs me that I rely on him so much and Im scared to tell him... but I suppose I should... just to get it off my chest... I know it would make me feel better...
Sita
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