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Saturday, October 15, 2005


Whatever poison is in this bottle will leave me broken sore and stiff.
But it's the genie at the bottom who I'm sucking at.
He owes me one last wish.
you don't need a present to let you know I still exist.
I hope the next boy that you kiss has something terribly contagious on his lips.
Jude Law And A Semester Abroad- Brand New

Oooooookayyyyyyy.... I learned something special tonight.... It takes more than... ummmm 8 shots and over half a jug of rye and coke to get me drunk.... In fact..... I dont think I was even tipsy.... I was acting a bit stupid.... But.... I do that anyway when i get tired enough.... sooooooo.... I need to try harder to actually get drunk.... though... Im sure its not healthy.... oh... and another thing.... im having issues with the resiatance of ending D'Hiur a nasty email... see... i was thinking... I could send one... be a complete bitch.... say everything I forgot to say last time I talked to him.... OR.... I could be really evil...... which is play mind games.... which.... i like that idea.... it may sound horribly... horribly wrong... but... I kinda feel I need to get some sort of satisfaction from the whole.... causing me great anger thing..... i hate being angry... only two boys have made me that mad... Only two people period have made me that mad.... lucky for them there was distance.... cause god knows what I would have done if they had been right in front of me... anyway.... Two times I've been that mad.... Two times I decided the boy wasnt worth my time or effort... or.... anything... SOOOOOOOOOO..... no nasty email..... mind games... it is..... if even that is worth my time.... not even going to do anything unless he starts it.... Another thing that I have learned.... If a person wants to be hated.... the best punishment is to love and forgive them.... or at least just not bother hating them.... that usually pisses them off... and stuff... anyway.... I like.... Just got home from the bar.... so.... if the post dont make sense and seems like alot of pointless babble... caust thats what most of it is..... blame it on the lack of sleep... cause.... Lack of sleep is the best way for me to get drunk.... i act the same anyway..... see yea all round.... ciao
Sita

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