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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
and I've been wrong, I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
How You Remind Me- Nickleback

Yeah... Ive been on a bit of a kick with them.... comes from buying the new album... anyway... Sita is stupid and she knows it and shes clapping her hands as if she were happy.... just.... dont ask.... anyway.... long story short... I was talking to D'Hiur.... cause despite the fact the boy hurt me... I still seem to want to talk to him... so I do... I dont hold back anything... I told him just how mad he can make me today..... and thats pretty damn mad.... he should consider it a talent... anyway..... *sigh* he has to go throw out the whole "I do have feelings for you" line thinger thing.... in his defence I started it.... I had to get stuff off my chest and really it most likely would have been easiest if he had just said "thats nice but no".... But NOOOOOOO.... he has to go and say that stupid "Its not that I dont have feelings for you... and I miss being with you too"... soooo part of me just wants to go "*cough* bullshit *cough*" while the other, stupider part of me just thinks "THEN WHY THE HELL DID YOU CHEAT ON ME YOU BASTARD!?!?!" then in a slightly smaller voice "I want you back...." and Im confused and I know what I have to do and what I should do and the sad fact is I dont want to do it... and it makes me mad... and I really should just stop talking to him.... but I really dont want to... and it just keeps going on and on around in my head and it hurts!!! *sigh* Sita sees where this is going... and Sita knows shes gonna get hurt again... and again...AND most likely AGAIN untill she stops it.... so she needs to stop it..... but at the same time.... she doesnt want to say no...... *holds head* Sita needs to stop talking in third person..... anyway..... time for bed.... maybe if I sleep on it... it will all go away.... ciao
Sita
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