Friday, November 4, 2005

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you
Dirty Little Secret- All American Rejects

holy.... freaking...... h... e double hockey sticks..... Ok... so the day wasnt as hectic as I thought it would be..... though.... first my "shopping" started an hour early and I had a fit over losing an hour to do laundry.... but in the end I gained it back.... so thats good... then work was boring.... I realize the biggest draw to being in managment is that you can leave 45 minutes early and still get paid for it... which is kinda pissy... at least for the blue collar workers who pick up the slack... anyway.... did the pool thing.... skipped the bar thing that was suppose to happen afterwords cause we decided having to drive a few hours was not going to be fun if we were all dead tired... so the pool thing was good besides the fact that I swore more than usual..... I think I have penned up aggression.... anyway.... two major things happened.... Tiga and I got in a slap fight with hitting each other in the arm.... so of course we both hit in the exact same spot.... so.... I.... ummm... kinda maybe hit harder than I needed to and now shes going to have a bruise... oops.... anyway... the other thing ws we were talking.... me and Tiga and Dory.... were all suppose to still be going as far as Regina... with the whole road trip out east thing.... so the thought was we tell D'Hiur.... its a shorter trip for him by about 2 hours... If he has any interest he'll figure out a way to be there.... and Having talked to the boy about roadtrips before.... I know he's thinking hes going to to any road trip with his friend Myre... I talk to Myre too.... so it was suggested that I ask him about the road trip.... then we had a big talk about if I hooked up with Myre as oppose to D'Hiur if the whole thing worked out... very funny topic.. though the whole thing was making me a bit edgy.... I wanna meet the guys and all... but its still a) a big step... and b) god only knows whats going to happen between now and the middle of December... and c) I really dont know where D'Hiur and I are right now.... we're both busy right now so we havent even talked in about 4 days.... and its only been quick conversation.... I wont lie and say I dont want him back.... but at the same time I'm not willing to trust him in a realtionship anymore.... so Im kinda scared that if I put that much effort into the trip.... if its even going to be worth it... Thats one nice thing about meeting Con..... Its not exepected that Im going to.... *cough* NEVERMIND!! I know this trip will be worth it... anyway.... this is the last post for a while ladies and gents.... I expect to see you all again Monday... Be good.... dont do what I wouldnt.... and have fun with it all folks.... bye bye
Sita
P.S I got text gear... which I stole the idea from Con.... up under the chat box.... you can add your own suggestions to it.... so anything funny or smart or intelligent sounding.... add away.... I can edit it to get rid of the stupid ones.... so Im feeling pretty secure that I wont have dumb crap pop up on it...
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