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Wednesday, January 4, 2006


Beneath the falling night
and heaven's shutting gate
pray keep your tongue held tight
or suffer the same fate
Under a Killing Moon- Thrice

I cant even remember if I decided to quit with the Thirce lyrics yet or not.... so I'll just keep going till I run out of lyrics I like. ^.^

Anyway.... As predicted... I might have spent a large amount of time in bed on my day off.... *whispers* I spent the whole day in bed... sleeping... ^.^;... yeah... so that was fun.... well... I enjoyed it... ANYWAY... whilest laying in bed for most of the day... I kinda was thinking about my job and stuff... and... Im kinda really tired of it already.... I just wanna leave... but I cant really because of the way the store is being run right now... they dont know anything.... so I'm kinda stuck due to my guilty conscience... which is a little stupid... cause usually I dont care about this sort of stuff... It's really not my problem.... I guess the whole reason why Im thinking about this again is because of certain things that have occured.. namely... I get stuck doing most of the paper work and such... pay-roll and scheduals and just general training still.... Three weeks later and Im still trying to train my own boss.. Trying being the keyword... because I half just want to freak out at her because the computer really isnt that hard to figure out... Its annoying to have to go over the exact same five steps... probably... three times in an hour and a half the one day... yeah... that bugged me. Then I find out that "because the west is doing so well" the boss gets to go to Toronto for three days at the end of the month... *twitch*.... maybe its because I've been there ten times longer than her... but that ticks me off... I know if I had been manager I sure as hell wouldnt have been invited... yeah Im jealous.... and that makes me mad because it really doesnt matter how I feel... Im not going to get to go... *sigh*... I just really dont want to be where I am right now....

Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by
The Gift- Seether

Anyway.... Im suppose to go to Dory's house in a bit to watch movies and stuff.... so you all have a good day... I just really havent had much to write about lately.... nothing really big has happened..... so.... nothing big to post about...
Sita

P.S. Hey Jaxx.. I didnt get to go to the place i was suppose to get to.... so no news.... ^.^

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