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Monday, January 16, 2006

I know that I have to sleep at night
And we all need someone to blame
Noone ever has to realize
That we all get tired again
I Dont Know- Treble Charger

hmmm........


Ok... I talked to Zappa last night and he kinda nudged me into talking to certain people who had made me angry... I talked to them.... and... after talking to other people... the whole situation just frustrates me.... Its kinda one of those... "common sense aint so common" type of situations... Or common consideration in this case... *sighs* Its situations like this that I discover that I do in fact have morals and guidelines that I think should be followed... and it makes me feel a bit more human even if it does lead to me being frustrated with people... anyway.. other than last night's drama... A personal important day is commin up... which Ill tell you all about the day it comes up... I just know its really imporatant to me.......


ok... I kinda went out... Tiga was suppose to go with Dorian to a movie today.... Stuff happened and that didnt happen and she was trying to get ahold of him for most of the day... She took a break from that to talk to me for a good two hours on the phone...Finally got some stuff off my chest thats been bugging me for a bit... so that was good... at about 11... in the middle of my post she popped up on MSN and said she finally got ahold of Dorian... via Text Message.... then he started ignoring her again... so I suggested we go out for coffee... Just her luck... he called her when we were about half way there and we invited him out to join us cause she missed him... anyway... Ended up in the end we drove around in the snow for a good hour or so... it finally decided to snow here... only bad thing about that is the ice... at one point Dorian said something... that... I dont think Im going to be around him much anymore... They dropped me off at home and I think I was three steps away from the car and I started crying... I got the next two days off work... The majority of it I think will be spent in bed... I cant spend time with Tiga without Dorian being there... and other than that... I just dont want to leave the house anymore..... I thought I was at the point where stuff just didnt matter anymore and I think I was starting to get better... but... I just keep getting kicked back down right now.... The few good things I do have... also have their depressing sides... which.... whatever... Im tired of feeling bad about myself and Im not entierly sure how to fix it when Im not the cause...
Sita
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