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Saturday, January 21, 2006

Pray the lord my soul to keep. I try to hang on to the best of me
But changes keep on changing me. I just want to love who I turn
Out to be. All the rain…don’t quite understand it, can’t quite
Handle it
Things That Made Me Change- Macy Gray

*sighs and curls up in the corner* The past four days have been like a walking dream. Im starting to see things out of the corner of my eye both physically and mentally. Small things bug me... Im really short with some people. I've developed a really bad case of paranoia.

theres no one behind you, theres no one beside you,
theres no one beside you, you know as well as I do
theres no voice inside you. that shadow isn't moving
you must be losing to confusion,having illusions
still you wanna prove it,paranoia, that someone might be coming for ya
Paranoia- Swollen Members

I dunno. At the same time Im probably the most calm I've been for a while. I got stuck at work for an extra 15 minutes because the damn numbers were off by alot. I know all my stuff was good... Cause Im usually pretty good with the numbers. But other stuff was throwing stuff off... 15 minutes.... numberous recounting of the money... at one point I turned around and the lights were off in the back room. Theres no light switch in the room... Im not sure if the lights all blew at the same time or what ever.... but since they started doing constuction in the mall we've been getting funny smells in the store that are like the smell you get from electrical fires and stuff.... Im kinda worried that some bad fumes might be rolling into the store though the ducts. All I know is when I noticed the lights were off I got a really creepy feeling.... I dont like being in the mall when its dark and Im by myself. On top of that I've been sleeping alot but not well.. I woke up the other day out of a dream that my room was haunted by a violent ghost. And it seems like Im waking up every few hours for no real reason. *shrugs slightly* Im just not feeling very mentally stable right now.... Im not sure if its due to me being overly refelctive right now or what..... but Im really twitchy and its kinda nerve-racking
Sita
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